Jason's MindSay Blog

DUDE THERES MY CAR!

tensi — 2004-06-14T03:06:00-05:00

DUDE I FOUND MY MINI-Car-Van!

Detention

tensi — 2004-06-14T03:06:00-05:00

YES! tonight I've been wasting my time on Mindsay but its all cool and im going to say what i did today I WOKE UP! i hung out with my friend and... ate dinner and got on the computer... yes its my life story

Well im at my friends talking depressed...

tensi — 2004-06-17T03:06:00-05:00

well Even though I'm talking Depressed im not really i just talk like this while i type,oh well just for the latest Info i got a car in the distant Future and its really really cool man,but you know thats only in the DISTANT FUTURE!

like when im in Florida and go to Disney World

[Space Mountain]:In the Distant Future packages will be sent through beems of light.

well as you can tell i HAVE been to Disney World before yep its the best place in the world... or manhatten... or something,no in the world,okay so as i GOooo just remember Disney World rocks... and makes you pay lots of money for the best time in your life.

Well,my head a splode.

The End

When

tensi — 2004-06-28T12:06:00-05:00

When you think your getting high its really just the Sharpie markers.

Due to the date of this post it must be stupid.

thanks all you people

So i thought

tensi — 2004-07-06T03:07:00-05:00

I thougt you guys loved me but then i learned when you're throwing stuff at me its not a good thing oopsy.

have fun throwing fruit at me ....

__________________________________
ahhhh yay
▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀
Much Love
Jason.

Testtting

tensi — 2004-07-06T09:07:00-05:00

Testing 1...2

Could 1 of these men Become our president?

tensi — 2004-07-06T09:07:00-05:00

Hip-E

the one on the right..

Duph'd,Sam,Teigh,nieth i couldnt pronounce the rest

Or one of them pretty ho-moe's

Tomm, Matthew

whoops i thought they were Men

Michael Moore

He's gotta be smart he made a Movie

S.Troy

And Today we learn that little Timmy died from hitting the TV screen and Bobby stuck a peace of glass through his stomach... oh yeah This could be him?

George W.

whos he again?oh yeah he isnt gonna be selected sorry.

Joey Boey

He's gotta WIN! totally!

Oops i printed him out its some guy that got drunk

he's not Drinking... i promise... i think... so whats up?Good lookin.

Carrot dughhhh........

OOps sorry for you're eyes.

YOU tell me Just pick one.

Hey Wassup

tensi — 2004-07-17T06:07:00-05:00

I've had a crappeeeee weekend so I decided to get on Mindsay maybe it will do something for me... im not too sure though.... so i decided i might just play a game I'll see how that goes....

www.redvsblue.com
http://www.redvsblue.com
hope fully one of those work its pretty funny stuff just watch it...

The unthinkable thinkable story of today/yesterday/yesterNight or whatever you want to say

tensi — 2004-07-19T03:07:00-05:00

Hey i Decided to write something to/night/day whatever you call it, so i was going to say i Went with MooseCantTalk and got a parfait today/yesterday whatever you want to say.

7:00 PM
We had just got back when I noticed i had a Hamburger on my head but it was pretty normal untill i saw a kid riding down a hill without a Helmet,thats how horrible it was..

Real Story
7:00/30?PM
we had just got back from TCBY and I walked inside and sat down on the computer.. doing something on the Internet
then TheSillyDespair and MooseCantTalk came back and I played The Sims while they played Mega Man,and Metal Slug 3.
11:00PM
I went in there to see what they were doing i watched for a few minute then we watched Harvey BirdMan,we had a few laughs, BUT THEN! it was over =(, but we were lucky enough that Sealad2021 was on did we feel stoned or was the show just that random.

oh yeah check out
http://www.Knoxskorner.com

you'll most likley get a few laughs and Now im going to get some Milk and do something fun like count down the months,days,hours,minutes and seconds till The Sims 2 comes out sounds fun huh?....

Not really

The Flavor of Ice Cream i would be isnt it insane?

tensi — 2004-07-21T03:07:00-05:00

Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!

Smooth and creamy with a few rough bits mixed in, you are a real treat! You are probably very popular amongst your friends. Remember too much of a good thing is not always good! Don't lay it on too thick!

What is your Icecream Flavour?

Find out at Go Quiz

number 1 because i love Cookies & Cream.
number 2 and its my personality I guess...
number 3 Full house sucks though it was the only 1 i was going to pick!

Ten four niners?

tensi — 2004-07-21T06:07:00-05:00

Ahh we all need Family Love... or do we?

Okay maybe not.

I didnt just play with matches and burn the bed and the rest of the house caught,

Okay so maybe i did it was the BedSheets fault.

What do you mean you ate all my Microwaveable Dinners.

I like cheese

Person on left"Then i was like im really a man"::teehee:

Person on the right" WTF! WTF!? wee lots of 3 letter words lol OMG!".

Hey I gots a cool Motorcycle isnt it cool?

And I have no friends.

::I got a cool mullet::

okay so its not a mullet it just looks like Im a Transv....

Wee i have no background!.

Or do I?

And that brings us to the end of this days Anime pictures
Hope it wasnt that scary see you all next time

Lozz of Love
Jazon.
__s__

Pool Esh Duel Omega Foreal Information Lesser Entertainment

tensi — 2004-07-22T11:07:00-05:00

Please if you guys dont really like me just let me know.
Even if you think that you should be nice.
Define your Inner self.
Over the hill and through the woods to grandmothers house.
Free parfaits ::sniff sniff:: i wish.
If i had a monkey that would be cool.
Like if you had a cow would you give me free milk?.
Export all your files to something and run around like. An Idiot.
Alter Egos.
Real Magic is Jesus.
Entertain yourself.
Get ready for some fun Or else.
Anybody want to party?.
Yes i think they are.

Establishment.
Lighters too.
1337.
Tested once.
Eeeeeeeeeeee.

Love.
O yeah.
Zebra.
Zemmiphobia.

Okay yes tis.
Fresh pickles.

Lame.
Otay!.
Verry important.
Entertainment again and again.

Jelly Fish
And
Sun
On
Nothing

Lozz Of Love

Jazon.
__s__

Yeah i know none of them going >this way,didnt work but HEY! Im not sure

HIdden words(Dont give them away)
(________________O____O____O____)

__(0)(0)
__(O .O) I have bIg Feet.
__o(___)o
(ooo)(ooo) <-- Hobbit Feet
|/|FM|\|

Their ye goith be

tensi — 2004-07-23T12:07:00-05:00

How to make a Jason

Ingredients:

5 parts friendliness

5 parts silliness

3 parts ego

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little wisdom if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Well their ye go im a true friendless person.

Fare Well off to see you again

tensi — 2004-07-24T06:07:00-05:00

Well after a hard(easy) days work i decided we shall set out to my cousins wedding we shallith be comming back around Tuesday yes it was going to be monday but the Wedding gotith set back to sunday insted of saturday.. I think or i just was never toldith, so we will be staying to visit family,but i should be backith by oh lets say wednesday.

Arggh me mateys...

Off to sail

Further A do me too!

Lozz_of_Lovez
Jazon.
__s__.

I(th) be backeen

tensi — 2004-07-28T06:07:00-05:00

Im back today...

Im BAACK!

You talkin to moo?

ohkay Moooo

Im gonna ride my Cow-A-Sokki

Moo....

Anime The Cow Moo Moo

I shall sit down and eat RICE!

HGB(HelloGoodBye)

tensi — 2004-07-28T07:07:00-05:00

Artist:HelloGoodBye__________._db
Album:who knows its some EP CDqp
Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn:
The wilted flowers that i gave
Were not as nice as your bouqet
All the lyrics that i wrote
Not as smart as the words he spoke
The starlight above my hometown
Aint as bright as the star ive found
Every drawing that i drew
Was never ever as cute as you

Serious as a heart attack
Im looking in my almanac
Ive gotta find out all the things
And find out where you got your wings
Shimmy shimmy quarter turn
I feel like i will never learn
How can i check lost and found
When im too busy getting down

Gotta get it back to
A back up plan to find you
Start acceleration
Take it back to square one

I swear im not kidding
Were just looking to fit in
With all the other answers
To questions never confirmed
States that keep us far apart
Turn down the beating of my heart
Mark the places in my book
With photographs we never took
I swear im not kidding
The night time is so pretty
With all the stars above your eyes
Im sneaking out and making ties
States that keep us far apart
Track the beating with a chart
Mark the rythyms that i shook
Everytime i caught you look

T|H|E
H|_|N
E|N|D

Well out with the old or Deleted with the Old

tensi — 2004-07-30T05:07:00-05:00

Hey guys i was just checking up on my Mindsay and tried to add something.. then it screwed up... atleast i saved my pics and stuff =D.
So i have a new look i might add a new background.

If you have any backgrounds you think i should use just let me know,thanks.

And check out.
http://www.knoxskorner.com

May the Cowz be with you!.
.!uoy htiw eb zwoC eht yaM.cixelsid eht rof
Pouvoir les Vaches sont avec Vous !. In French.
Können Sie die Kühe sind mit Ihnen!. In German.
Potere le Mucche sono con Lei!. In Italian.
Moog de Koeien die met U zijn!. In Dutch.
Possa as Vacas estar com Você!. In Portuguese.
Май Коровы, быть с Вами!. In Russian.
Kunn Kyrne er med De!. in Norwegian.
Ô¸ÄÌÅ£¸úÄãÒ»Æð£¡.In Simple Chinese.
¡Pueda las Vacas están con Usted!.In Spanish.
I LikE DoUgHs CowWaZ MaY DaY BE Wit yu!.In Idiot... or
How people speak these dayaZ.

(some Symbols might not be shown.)
(in other languages i spelled it cows not Cowz.)

THE
H|_N
END
____Jazon____
______s______

Twilight Zone Tower Of Terror

tensi — 2004-08-02T02:08:00-05:00

The HollyWood Tower Hotel

well in todays episode

tensi — 2004-08-04T05:08:00-05:00

I woke up. Hey guys just letting you know dont forget we're seeing The Village Friday!.you can come if you want i think its going to be really interesting ive heared its not that good though some people said that about Shrek2 too so i dont know how its going to be so if you wanna come its at 6PM and like 7.50 oh well i think you all will have fun we're going to order Pizza and eat at the movie its so cool!. well if you wanna bring anything go ahead and do so. wow i havnt updated for like 2,3 days?. well anyways im going to Brians house right now.

Have fun kiddos

oh man it sounds sooo cool doesnt it!,
well i was on my way to get tickets then i just decided to make this a cruel joke so dont show up at the mall unless you want to..........

Send me (a) flower(s)
bye
__________________________________________________________VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\
▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀

Life.

tensi — 2004-08-08T04:08:00-05:00

Im having Trouble Sleeping and thinking of people and their problems and how i should try to help and my own problems that arent fixable ='(.

Well you might know Life sucks maybe some of you have good lifes some of us dont.. well im signing off.

HAK(Hugs and Kisses..... NOT!)muahahaha.

Skippy Peanut butter...

Pretty people?

Bye!

Time No Long See

tensi — 2004-08-17T03:08:00-05:00

Hey People i havnt been updated latley but today the date of today and the time is listed somewhere in this post.
I've been Playing WolfensteinET with my clan. and i made a test website.
7H3 D473 15.D4Y 17, M0N7H 08, Y34R 7wothousandFour,
The 71M3 03:06.

http://www.KMBagheera-pics.tk
if that doesnt get set to a QuickLink then copy and Paste it,like i said its only a test so there isnt much.
Jesus is in my website.

XV:The Olympics are on and I've been watching them:VX

Slgnlng out >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>V
Jazon
_▀S▀_

Argh!

tensi — 2004-08-18T07:08:00-05:00

Yo Ho Yo Ho its a Pirates life for me

You're Captain Jack Sparrow: smart, savvy, a demon with the eyeliner and the best damn pirate we've ever seen. And only a litte crazy. Savvy?

Which POTC character are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

Danke Sher and Night of the good

Goodby3

Drink your rum men

WHAT

tensi — 2004-08-18T02:08:00-05:00

wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwHttp://www.e-thug.net wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Im not stopping till i get 1 to 3 posts in 1 day

tensi — 2004-08-18T03:08:00-05:00

Im Gonna be a Wok Star.

http://www.KnoxsKorner.com

Ch,ch,check it out..... .twahs it about all?

G00dby3.

http://www.Cartoonnetwork.com

tensi — 2004-08-19T02:08:00-05:00

YEs it is im going to start posting Pics soon.

Well its official August 20th 12:04AM

tensi — 2004-08-20T12:08:00-05:00

Heres those Pics you wanted... Josh

Yum Human

Bear HUGS!

The Yacht And Beach

I like that place.

Meow!

Eat More Rice.

Christmas at the Lodge

TIGGER STOP MAULING THE FREAKING KIDS.

Mission Space

I love Family

I took a shot of this really cool snowy mountain in the summer so it was kind of melting

20,000 Leagues Under The Sea.

Like i said Family is Everything.

Im not sure.

Family,Friends and Disney... i Pick Disney.

Fake or Real?

Is that really where the Workers sleep?

That is the end of Part 1 who knows when im making number 2.

Goodbye

MSNChats that go tooooo faaar

tensi — 2004-08-20T01:08:00-05:00

Start here:
JonDoe:
http://www.photographybylouis.com/disney/disney11.jpg
JonDoe: lol
JohnDough: *******.
JohnDough: wtf
JonDoe: hahah
JonDoe: i dunno
JohnDough: how'd they get into disney world?!!?
JonDoe: i dunno

.End Here

I hope Nobody was ofended.
Goodbye.

Ragnarök

tensi — 2004-08-26T04:08:00-05:00

Ragnarök(pronounced Rag-Na-Rock)is a Manga
(Japanese/Chinese Anime turned into a comic book)
And I've been reading it since the very first one came out sadly enough its threw Number 10 was the last one it has been since 05.21.02 when the very first one came out.
And i only have up to about number 8 or 9 i hope it will continue.

but theres a pretty cool game of it http://www.ragnarokonline.com there you will choose what language,but its about 12 a month you can get a trial(its really FUN!!!!)oh well whenever i get a job Im gonna get it(yay 1 year and 2 months).

but now im reading something called Rave Master
(has nothing to do with Rave Partys)
you may see it on Cartoonnetwork at 8PM on saturdays,
sadly enough ive never seen it myself.

Check Rave Master out at http://www.Tokyopop.com goto manga then R's and you'll find it.

Thanks.
Goodby3.

嗨每个人会你喜欢

tensi — 2004-08-29T11:08:00-05:00

Sorry some computers cant Read Simplified Chinse so you might see abunch of [] boxes welll im sorry that your comp cant read it.

嗨什么向上？我更新我的 blog 相当凉爽，对吗？
好地我有我期待的有趣的星期五的 alot 每个人另外行到。

我有被认为是中国人的 allways 为芳香树脂是凉爽的所以我决定在简体中文方面做出我的最新的 Mindsay 更新。

好地 im 肯定你们中很多不理解这但是如果你做那真正变冷，你是令人敬畏的 haha 但是我认为 Ragnarok 真正是凉爽的。

好地向外签名。
杰森。

La Nouba

tensi — 2004-09-02T03:09:00-05:00

Ive seen La Nouba.
Have you?
Apples all day.
Very annoying people.
Everybody lets Party.
A car will fly.
Dust is on the floor.
Idiots should Never post something in a blog(Me!).
Cause i would fly with the flying monkeys.
Airial flights.
Sneffles.

My Real Post is Down There
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
Mindsay Sucsit
Hey (W)G(h)o(a)i(t)n(s)g On?
I just Decided to post at 3:01 today cause 3:01 isnt 3PM its a minute ahead...

IM Happy/Sad/Glad/Cheerful/Enraged/Angered/confused/ UH OH!

Happy Posting.
Slow Dance fast dance and CLAP CLAP CLAP YOUR HANDS!.

Hello Goodbye

No really Goodbye3

STOP READING OKAY!?

This post is stupid rate it bad.

STOP LOOKING PLEASE!

let me zip my fly your perverts

La Nouba is Great!.

Goodby3

im gonna shoot myself.

Well instead i decided to make my Subject my post so this will be Bold, Well I'm sitting in a Chair.

tensi — 2004-09-05T12:09:00-05:00

Dangit i just learned you have a subject limit.....

LOL!

Well since i hit the limit im gonna type here.
well today has sucked.
Well I dont care.
well i feel like taking sleeping pills lol i almost just spelled it Slipping pills.
Well.

JAHAA.
Acme.
Cause im smart?.
Klue Klux Klan Sucks rear end.
African(A-Freakin)
Sunday is today.
Seinfeld.

WHAT THE KELP!

Hey Nepoleon can i have some tots.

SHIRTS at.

http://www.Microsoft.com
http://www.E-thug.net
http://www.Knoxskorner.com

Give it a free throw!.

WHO

tensi — 2004-09-06T01:09:39-05:00

whats up with mindsay?

A New Beginning.... Mindsay... what did you do?

tensi — 2004-09-06T03:09:44-05:00

Mindsay soooooo needs to make number 3 like the last version cause now you cant use HTML for your template. GRRRR!!!!.........

im gonna put some new pics on here soon. ... Deat Awaits Mindsay..

An d it cant read Simplified Chinese.

no subject

tensi — 2004-09-08T07:09:14-05:00

Hello Everybody ive been working on my newest Background.

Hallo Everybody

tensi — 2004-09-09T11:09:42-05:00

I would like to say. WOW!then some periods likes im just really...... thinking ....... yeah........ thats ummm right. And i would also like to thank the Chickens. We went to look at cars, I hate salesmen. LOOK! ITS A GRIZZLEY BEAR! N0

no subject

tensi — 2004-09-14T04:09:20-05:00

Plot Summary for
Ring 2, The (2005)

I dont know why the 2005 is a Link.. i have not clicked it yet so... who knows!.

Rachel Keller (Naomi Watts) and her son Aidan (David Dorfman) have relocated to the quaint mountain town of Asheville, where Rachel has found a new job at the local Asheville Gazette, working alongside reporter David Rourke (Simon Baker). The discovery of a local teenage homicide whilst scanning the electronic Asheville Police archives prompts Rachel to uncover the truth behind it. Before long, Rachel has linked the homicide to the mysterious video tape. Just when Rachel is within reach of uncovering the secret, she discovers that Aidan has been hospitalized - unconcious, perilously cold, and bruised. Rachel suspects this is the act of Samara Morgan, but Dr Emma Temple (Sissy Spacek) suspects otherwise.Having being blamed for child abuse and looking guilty as sin, Rachel returns to Seattle, to dig deeper into the past of the ghostly Samara. Will the secrets she uncovers solve problems, or will they end more lives?

Wahaaaaga

tensi — 2004-09-15T02:09:12-05:00

Look at this image. Now look at the same picture except, upsidedown Yay!

Story Time with Uncle Jason!... did you know im an Uncle?(no joke)

tensi — 2004-09-15T03:09:11-05:00

I start the Story and you end it after 15 people have signed it!.

Once apon a Time there was a...

(please Finish this atleast let the story be continued by 15 people... thanks)

(P.S. There is no more rules!.)

never search asdf on Google

tensi — 2004-09-16T05:09:22-05:00

Well i just learned that I should never start a story because nobody looks at my mindsay.... and i have no friends as i will admit and i allways have admitted it but i guess no feelings are better than having feelings.

if i had feelings i would probably not say I called Leigh a whore... which i did and she deserved it..... or maybe not ... who knows..... oh yeah and a person freaked out when we were watching scary movie 3 but i keep forgetting who it was.....

come and see The Ring 2 with me next year!... to everybody that actually wastes their own time to look at this...

Hannah S. your such an attention whore....
oh yeah sarcasim isnt a feeling either

Kelli is so smart she skips school.
(sarcasim)

Josh S. thinks he's so cool because he smokes

Steve Miller is a dumb ass

and Ben is Funny.

Lindsey Denning should stop making out with every college guy too.

Matt M. is cool because the wonderful world of wonka.

John...... .

well now that you all know what I think of you Go ahead and cuss me out.... or maybe i posted this because im so frikken tired.... im gonna shoot yourself

well then I'm leaving.

Luc used to work at a card shop.

BLAHG BLAHG BLAH!

tensi — 2004-09-16T06:09:01-05:00

I like symbols YAY SYMBOLS!Thats the Text Color thingy 1-2-3-
Bulleted List

Oh the joy of things....

HERE I COME NEW JERSEY! OH HERE I COME!!! HERE I COME NEW JERSEY! OH HERE I COME!

no subject

tensi — 2004-09-17T05:09:32-05:00

New Jersey! Nu Jersey! Neu Jersey! New Jersee! New Jersee!

OH NEW JERSEY
HERE
I
CO__________ME!

Chip And Dale's Rescue Rangers! OMG ITS ON TV AT 5:30!(TOON DISNEY)

I KNOW A PLACE WHERE THE HAPPENIN TOON MOVIE GOERS GO!(lol)

Bling Blong.

OH NEW JERSEY I LOVE ME!

SHUCK THAT CORN YOU!

PAX217:What Is Love

tensi — 2004-09-25T05:09:55-05:00

hey kid, what are you lookin' at. how'd you get so evil so fast.
where's your mom, where's your dad. what did they teach you.
did they touch you. i can't believe this happened to you. i promise
it's not supposed to be this way. but you have no right to repeat
the same. she's not yours this ain't a game. step back watch where
your hands go. they might come back to haunt you. it might do you
good to cut 'em off. better that than to rip her off. you're a thief an
abomination. lucky for you i'm no assassin. i love her you
distorted her view. God help me not to distort you. so let's just say
you're blessed. blessed that i never met you.

hey you son of a preacher man. i got some words for you. repent
for the Kingdom of Heaven is near. you stole somethin' that you can't
give back from the one i love. and now she's forced to pray daily
to fight against your flashbacks. so lets just say you're blessed.
blessed that i never met you.

hey you, you better take your eyes
off of her. your eyes are evil so look away. i'm warnin' you there'll
be hell to pay hell to pay. x2

little girl don't you cry. this boy can't steal what's inside. let my Father
hold you up. heal the thoughts that make you throw up.
i know this life has been hard on you. but the next will never end.
only thing i know to do is to ask my Father to heal you. no soap will
ever scrub away the memories the memories.

hey you, you better take your eyes off of her. your eyes are evil
so look away. I'm warnin' you there'll be hell to pay hell to pay. x2

i'm sorry sorry little girl don't you cry. you're beautiful beautiful beautiful
i love you, i love you.
Father heal us. won't you hear us. show us Your mercy forever.
i love you, i love you

im gay

tensi — 2004-09-25T08:09:26-05:00

i am coming out of the closet

Yay

tensi — 2004-09-26T02:09:12-05:00

somebody hacked my name and wrote "i am coming out of the closet" lol thats awesome..... i wish they would tell me... cause im not deleting their post.




god money i'll do anything for you.
god money just tell me what you want me to.
god money nail me up against the wall.
god money don't want everything he wants it all.


no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.


bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.

god money's not looking for the cure.
god money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure.
god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
god money's not one to choose

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.

bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.

bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.

no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me
no you can't take it
no you can't take it
no you can't take that away from me

head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.
head like a hole.
black as your soul.
i'd rather die than give you control.

bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.
bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve.

you know who you are.


(If ye dunth know its Head Like A Hole By:Nine Inch Nails)



I cant stop it... the fear inside... nobody else can top this... i think i might let it slide...





Jazon.

!VOTE!

tensi — 2004-09-28T05:09:16-05:00

Yo yo my Niggas whassup im Joge Double-U raise yo hands!

Scroll down
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
Black Power yo! im John Kerry, Vote me I support African Americans.

Scroll down
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V

Look a bird!.

VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
VV
SHEBA OMG HOW COOL!

________________CAST YOUR VOTE (By replying)_____________________

!Who are you going to vote foR!?

tensi — 2004-09-30T01:09:09-05:00

Well Today i decided to upload some pictures of who might win the Election.... who do You think will win?
Well i picked up a picture from George W's latest store and i thought i might show you his latest Toy.
(V means scroll down)
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
The Bush Save America Toy is now out and might be at your local ... stores...

V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
And here we have....

John Kerry teaching a kid how to use a computer....
"And thats how you Become a Master Jedi and one day you might even be able to beat me"
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
VV
V
V
VV
V
VV
VV
VV HEY RALPH WHATS UP?
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
I cant see my hair because of my eyebrows

.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>><<<<<<<<<<<<<<<.
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
.Its Green its Green its a mad machine Who is it?.
.....................Darth Nader of course.........................

George W's latest

tensi — 2004-09-30T02:09:45-05:00

Well i decided to update twice in one day.... sounds pretty fun... or does it?

heres the Latest from George W.
VVV
VVV
VVV
VVV
VVV
VVV
VVV
VV
VV
VV
VV
V
V
V
.... Today I'll show you George W. Signing the papers to nuke all of Iraq.....
"George what the heck are you signing that FOR!?"

!Drive Thru!

tensi — 2004-09-30T07:09:51-05:00

Kerry"Your Fired!".Bush"shoot, i thought i was gonna win".
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
"Bang Bang!" "Kill the people killing the trees"

Well as you can tell Bush and Kerry decided to play a game while...... Nader thinks his hand is a gun

Re:Lect

tensi — 2004-10-07T10:10:11-05:00

New stuff for!
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V

"I belive every man and Lady-Person In Iraq should have nice white teeth"
VV
V
V
V
V
V
VV
VV
V
V
V
V
V
VV
VV

"Now hold on a second, I think that every Working woman should have White Teeth, Because we need more working citizens to have nice teeth because if we dont then we wont have happy workers"
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
Yo whassup Nader?
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V

"yo im just testin out my new wheels"

Taking a break from the Election world!

tensi — 2004-10-11T07:10:10-05:00

Tulisicletiniac

Some Pictures....

The World of..... Tomorrow? no more like 1Million years......

And a Tiger.............

With a sword.....

The Defb Decezion

Pi|_ _|aRz New CD cover for where do we go from here.
no im just screwing with you

What do babys do when they arent happy?
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V
V

OKAY! so maybe not all of them little critters do.

EVIL Bunny Nunchaku!

SHA!

Just take a minute and look.

Head like a hole

V
...

SubLime

tensi — 2004-10-14T05:10:06-05:00

Early in the morning, risin' to the street
Light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet
Got to find a reason, a reason things went wrong
Got to find a reason why my money's all gone

I got a dalmation, and I can still get high
I can play the guitar like a mother gnikcuf riot
Life is (too short), so love the one you got
Cause you might get runover or you might get shot

Never start no static
I just get it off my chest
Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest
Take a small example, take a tip from me
Take all of your money, give it all to charity
Love is what I got
It's within my reach

And the Sublime style's still straight from Long Beach
It all comes back to you, you'll finally get what you deserve
Try and test that you're bound to get served
Love's what I got
Don't start a riot
You'll feel it when the dance gets hot

[Chorus]

(That's) why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot
Hits the bottle and goes right to the rock
f**in' and fightin', it's all the same
Livin' with Louie dog's the only way to stay sane
Let the lovin', let the lovin' come back to me

Never Knew it was possibleAnd i never did [-_-] ___ / \

tensi — 2004-10-14T08:10:39-05:00

Well i thought hey why dont i go for a walk. And i never did [-_-] ___ /___\ []-_-[] Im listening to music! i just made a new face! Oh yeah im going to Florida, SO MUCH FUN *S*****I*****SIGH*****G*****H* Days Later I will see you, and all your Pathetic friends, dont leave love, just leave me a death. Fatal hopes.

World End.

tensi — 2004-10-20T03:10:00-05:00

Ready Steady, STOP! hey everybody im thinking about changing my Header Picture.... think i should change something else?,eh just let me know if you can think of anything i should change. Oh yeah you retards that think Git-R-Done is funny... its just some retard that made that up, and it would be pornounced Git(Gite) Are Done, Yes i know this worlds coming to an end. I'm thinking about Updating Stik Stuff and its going to have a TOTALLY new look, And the videos will most likley be longer, and everythings not going to be Simple STIK videos, it will be Simple Flash Videos. Have fun everybody,.

If you knew?

tensi — 2004-10-20T10:10:25-05:00

Hey everybody look i can count to 3!.

Picture Update Then we gave a guy a santa hat, it was fun and funny. T

tensi — 2004-10-24T01:10:49-05:00

ARGGGHHH!!! the sound on my computer isnt working and now the pictures arent showing! stupid mindsay!.

First we found a happy person

Then we gave a guy a santa hat, it was fun and funny.

Then he said " Hey dont steal pictures off the internet".

Then we looked at Mark and he said "Come on guys!, Thats not funny"

So we decided to give a picture of this guy to.

To a cat.

The cat Laughed really hard, and almost threw up from laughter.

But the Baby still wasnt happy.

So we gave it a gun.

The Mother did not like the Idea but let it have the gun anyways.

The Baby shot this guy, who thought he looked cool.

Then the Asian girl laughed

Too bad it wasnt Amy.

And two lovers laughed as well.

Then they said they were Gay not knowing that Gay now means Homosexual....

Thanks Guys have a fun time!.

Take 1 SH0T

tensi — 2004-10-25T03:10:29-05:00

nobodys updated they're blog in a while, so i decided to update mine.

eux

tensi — 2004-11-03T09:11:24-05:00

I once was a little kitten.

tensi — 2004-11-08T12:11:49-05:00

Count back-Forward to my wife

tensi — 2004-11-08T03:11:47-05:00

I took an example of your life, i thought about it, and said.
Well I thought,and thought. then i learned theres no need.
Girlfriends are for people,NOT for me.

no subject

tensi — 2004-11-08T06:11:05-05:00

CAN YOU READ THIS? 856

Christianity

tensi — 2004-11-10T02:11:33-05:00

Why do we all say we are christian and perfect at church, then BOOM! right after church your all sin sin sin, one right after another, so nobody is perfect.

New!

tensi — 2004-11-10T09:11:20-05:00

Who would have thought, Barbie is a whore! first she has a sister thats like 5? wait a sister thats 5?, how could that have happend, oh yeah then she has a baby......... then comes ken?.
Whoa im tottaly lost!(lol i dunno i make stuff up, i dont even know that much about barbie... but hey! what the hell are you doing making fun of me!)

The:End

Cause im a dibbadubbadibba

tensi — 2004-11-11T11:11:11-05:00

GDubya, to you.
The new George Dubya Bush movie, who knows when it will come out, i might make a Flash about it.

So whats up in this, So called life,everybody?.
Time is a waste of life.
Pepsi!.
Coke!
Dr.Pepper!.
7Up!.
Mellow Yellow!.
What is your favorite?. let me know by posting. and.

Who rocks de mic.

tensi — 2004-11-12T02:11:17-05:00

Lets spell stuff.... oh wait.... i already am.

Well guys im going to do something worth my time.

See you all in a little whil.

Sicker than the rest.

tensi — 2004-11-13T04:11:41-05:00

Well well well.
I just said Well 3 times and it looks like it gets smaller and smaller, But it donts!.

Period.
RCHP
YEAH!
okay.

REALLY i need to think of stuff to put on my Blog........ maybe i should draw something?????
Well...???? any suggestions?.

I was Wrong and your werent right so neither of us were smart,

tensi — 2004-11-22T02:11:00-05:00

Im Laughing at the man who blew his mind out in the car, he didnt know the light had changed, That pretty funny?.

Pillar R0X0R5 My S0X0R5

tensi — 2004-11-23T06:11:42-05:00

Everything to my God above
He's my one and only true love
Everything I've dreamed of
Keeps me going through my day
And through my night and
Through my week
He's Everything I'd ever want
He's my one and only true love
Here i go again I get myself a paper and pen
Sit down start to pray and I write about my life of sin
All those years when I didnt know him
Well now I do and his love is showin'
Everything He's ever done everything He'll ever do
Take Him inside He'll do the same thing for you
I know you think you can talk the talk
Let me see you do it now
Let me see you walk the walk
Those skies come down to take me home.

Electronic - Techno

tensi — 2004-11-29T02:11:24-05:00

Hey everybody, I ended up going to my Grandpa's for 7h4nk5-91v1n9.

Well I havnt been able to work on the BoxMan series, cause i was gone, I'm hoping to continue as soon as possible,
The last thing i updated on my mindsay was, PI|_ _|AR(Pillar), yeah I like them, they're a cool band, Besides this Trance stuff im listening to, |_0_|, most people dont like Trance cause its repetitive,but i like it, it makes me feel...... ehhh .......ummmm .......... like i should throw a party>? or I have nothing to do.

And It was a hard Thanksgiving, but its something we'll all have to go through.

Well im signing out till i figure out anything else to post,

L473R.

MY NEW WEBSITE!

tensi — 2004-11-30T01:11:36-05:00

Check this out
TensiPW.Shyper.com
I Worked on that ALL night and i finally got it all up and working, so check it all out and if you find any glitches let me know.

I do beleive its Official

tensi — 2004-12-03T02:12:05-05:00

I think its Officiall that nobody visits my Mindsay.

A picture i made.

tensi — 2004-12-04T01:12:30-05:00

Well i thought i could use this as my Mindsay picture, but you can use Gif's so i just posted it on here

Crashing through the snow in a 2 jet Airplane

tensi — 2004-12-10T05:12:59-05:00

Some of us are lucky on holidays, Some of [us] are not, so think of those who have had bad things in their Holidays, and how Un-Merry-Christmas is to some before saying Merry Christmas, Because its not going to [Cheer] them up.

oh well i just havnt updated in a while because I've been working on a [WolfensteinET] Map that is OKAY, but not that good, oh well I love everybody who reads my Blog,..... okay so not in that way, But I hope you all have fun.

A bad year.

tensi — 2004-12-10T04:12:37-05:00

Its been a year since the hospital killed my dad, this has been the worst year, and a horrible Holiday.

Why couldnt it have been somebody who didnt want to live?
WHY!!!!!!!!!!???

Wolfenstein ET

tensi — 2004-12-11T04:12:20-05:00

Well right now im working on a [Wolfenstein ET] map thats called [School] well because its a school, Im going to take some pixchurs(Pictures) of it, to show off my horribley bad [Skills].

BYE!, love you all!.

Jesus birthday in 3

tensi — 2004-12-22T02:12:11-05:00

Happy 3 days till you're Birthday Jesus!

Times are hard
Times have changed
Don't you say
But I keep holding on to you
It's hard to keep the faith alive day to day
Leaning on the strength I've found in you
You're the hope of all the Earth

You are my hope
You are my strength
You're everything
Everything I need
You are my hope
You are my life
You are my hope
You are my hope

Far beyond what I can see or comprehend
Etching your eternity in me
Nations stream and angels sing, "Jesus reigns"
And every knee bows down
You're the hope of all the Earth

You are my hope
You are my strength
You're everything
Everything I need
You are my hope
You are my life
You are my hope
You are my hope

Carry on and I sing of how
You love and I love you now
All the times that I start to sink
You come and you rescue me
You are my hope
You are my hope
[Skillet]
Like my tottally favorite band =D.

I got a new computer, But thats not what Christmas is about, its about Jesus.

Murry Christmas.

tensi — 2004-12-25T01:12:49-05:00

Merry Christmas everybody, I hope you have a good one.

And if i dont get a pair of heelys for christmas im buying a pair =D.

24Hours Right now

tensi — 2004-12-27T04:12:48-05:00

I got a Mini Bike for christmas, It ROCKS!, and a game or 2 and 2 DVDs its pretty sweet.

Hope you all have had a fun Christmas.

I have crush,*I have Crushed that person ->

tensi — 2005-01-03T04:01:13-05:00

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Become a slut.

And makeout with my boyfriends girlfriend

Being my Darn Pretty self.

Yo Lucien buddy, Send me those freaking Pics from the New Years EVE/DAY party, because I want that sexy picture of the wall, *WINK*...

The hell?

Hello Everybody from the club, Next Meeting Tuesday at 3:00PM

tensi — 2005-01-07T01:01:18-05:00

Okay so we all meet at 3:00PM.

And Yes I just made that Header, I LOVE IT, I <3 HEART IT!.

And I love you all, hah, Except you lowlife users on the internet, OH SORRY EVERYBODY I KNOW LOL OMG JK WTF? no but really.

╥hank you all.

tensi — 2005-01-07T08:01:55-05:00

I have now found the Special T for ╥ensi, I never thought I could find such a thing, Un╥ill I did ╥ha╥s pre╥╥y cool huh?, Well maybe no╥, Bu╥ no╥ everyone knows how ╥o do i╥, so from now on i╥s ╥his
╥( ╠═╤╧╬═╧╤═╤═╧╬═ ╘══╨)

Asia, And Me.

tensi — 2005-01-09T08:01:27-05:00

You know what, I thought about helping those Asians, THen I remember, what do they give us thats soooooooooooooooooooo special.... RICE, but really its just Porn And I dont support that SO, I'm not helping those Filthy Good For Nothing Sons Of Bit.

So On the other hand, I decided, I wanna get Rice Today, with Soy-Sauce, Because its sooooooo darn good,....

I need to take a picture of something............. Like my computer. Like what Im typing right now, But my darn Camera is BROKE, thats right I said the BAD WORD, BROKE!..... who knows I might just use the Digital Camcorder and take some insane phOtOs.

Picture 1, Me Taking Picture of Entry.

Then I took a Clown Picture of me.

Then I take off the Dumb Flash, and look dumb.

Then I show you, what I have playing in the background.

Then I look at my shrine.

And then, I look at the Clock to show you the time I took the pictures.

Zee End.

I'm so cool, because Im awesome.

tensi — 2005-01-13T06:01:31-05:00

So I was watching TV and the Prince of England DRessED up as a Nazi! for a Costume Party, DUde that sooooooo totally röks!.

Going to Wal-Mart for dumbba reasons.(Cat Litter......)(I hate kats!)

I hate my mindsay

tensi — 2005-01-14T03:01:13-05:00

Everytime I try to Update my Profile on my mindsay it just resets back to what it was, BURN IN HELL MINDSAY you are stupid!.

Some good news. Im Cool.

And I wanna go to the mall Friday!.(Today!!!!!!!!!!!)

9:50 AM Start Post

tensi — 2005-01-17T09:01:56-05:00

Start:
Monday.17th. So I woke up, At 9. That was nice, Then I went to my computer.Then I checked my E-Mail, I was accepted into some college, And I won a free I-PoD, Okay I'm not serious, I check my E-mail to find that Skillet sent me mail, And at that moment I realized its 1 month and 1 day till the Skillet, Kids In The Way and some band, 7th Day Slumber, Then I was like, Okay I'm done reading this Skillet E-Mail, And came over to mindsay, And nobody is on AIM right now, They're all asleep.
Stop Post.
9:55.

Random Survey Of The Day.

tensi — 2005-01-17T12:01:42-05:00

Credit Card Number:

Today, Starting post now

tensi — 2005-01-18T07:01:50-05:00

7:37. Tuesday morning. Strange from every other days... I woke up at 7:00....... I cant understand why.... yesterday I woke up at 9:00 even though it was a holiday... I just cant figure this out its like a freaking Mystery....... Its like what the hell has happend to me? I'm confused I dont know what to do........ End Post:7:38.

2Many Times of Love turns into hate, So just get A Life

tensi — 2005-01-18T09:01:35-05:00

<>< />

Your love is...

Your name is... Jason

Your kiss is... erotic

Your hugs are... warm

Your eyes... light up a day

Your touch is... irresistable

Your smell is... amazing

Your smile is... encouraging

Your love is... unique

........ Okay This is just scary.....

............. Well.... Okay.... Whatever the hell you say.

Your love is...
Your name is...	Jason
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	unique

........ Okay This is just scary.....

I should be in a band!!!!!!!!!!!...

tensi — 2005-01-18T09:01:49-05:00

Which Band Should You Be In?
Your Name	Jason
Band Name	The Get Up Kids
Role	Guitarist
Trademark	Well-Worn Doc Martens
Love Interest	Girl Who Works At Starbucks

YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Victim of Authority.

tensi — 2005-01-21T10:01:27-05:00

My Mindsay Profile is GAY ,becuase I looked at my profile And Relized how stupid it is, And I try to update it but it goes right back to what I had it one... BURN Mindsay. Dudeness. Im going to the mall today!!!!

My Coolest Blog UpdAte

tensi — 2005-01-23T03:01:18-05:00

SeVenTeeN Words are in this post, And if you think there is more or less your wrong.

no subject

tensi — 2005-01-26T10:01:12-05:00

I'm a Dragon... Thats pretty cool since My favorite Mythical creture is a dragon.
You're like a Dragon!

?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??

I've Allways wanted to have Dragon stuff in my room, Like glass dragons and stuff, But I never have.-

Viet Hion.

tensi — 2005-01-29T12:01:49-05:00

Going to the mall today.

1:52 AM

tensi — 2005-01-30T01:01:21-05:00

Dude we took the car to take Josh home, and I listened to some Techno stuff on the way there, Nobody else liked it but I did so, HAH, I know, I'm weird, I like Techno.

But, It is January 30th, So I'm all like DUDE another day closer to the Skillet concert, With Kids In The Way of course............................................................................................... and............ oh yeah.......................... 7th Day Slumber.

I just saw it, The greatest thing.

tensi — 2005-02-05T03:02:17-05:00

I just watched Peluca, I think thats the name, If you have the Napolean Dynamite DVD you should know what it is, If not, go to special features and its right in there!.

1,2 what the hell?

tensi — 2005-02-07T02:02:53-05:00

On a happier note.:I found out where babys come from, Yes Tree's:.
and then I was like,

I found yourself a rock
well Okay so not really but I can make up stuff On the Internet like my name and stuff

Name:Mike
Age:22
Sex:Male
height:8ft 9inches
hair color: Brown with yellow and red
eye color: Balck, Red,Yellow, Blue,Green.
weight: 350
Are you pretty:Hell no, I look like I fell from hell.
Do you have friends: Of course, On Everquest, I got DarkLordFerris and Leenonar and TuFuhFa and Markius.
Do you think of yourself as being smart?: I am smart to the twinkles face.
Do you really think you answered any of these correctly?: Of course.
How many of these did you lie on?: all of them.

See there you go, I just made up a Survey and Answers. So I have proven my case GUILTY!.
The Birds and the Bees made sweet,sweet Honey.

TWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

The END

Or something along the lines of that.

Of Great Joy.

tensi — 2005-02-07T08:02:49-05:00

Today, Is photo shoot day, heres some photos I snapped up.

I say MOO to cows

And I also say, Looky there at the clock.

And I like taking weird pictures.

The End.

Just 2 words.

tensi — 2005-02-09T03:02:46-05:00

Going down to Georgia

tensi — 2005-02-12T04:02:51-05:00

I'm going to Georgia See you all later!!!!!!!!!!!!.

Californian Mudslides. HAHAHAHAHA

tensi — 2005-02-20T01:02:33-05:00

Heres the pictures.

(honey Is the House moving Again???)

THE END.

"Saw her yesteday, and I never felt a feeling like I felt today". HawkNelson

tensi — 2005-03-14T12:03:33-05:00

Hawk Nelson.
[Things we go through]

Billy made a promise but didn’t end though Carrie had a dream but she threw it out the window Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and His friends never told him but they knew it from the start and... These are the things we go through Let’s take control and be ourselves Let’s not waste time wondering about How we’re gonna make it out Wake up everyone around you Let’s rock until the clock strikes two Stand up for what you believe and shout to Here’s another song from the youth that surround you Kyle’s parents split up, he thinks it’s his fault Little does he know that the time they’re in was difficult Andrew she left home, said she had enough All she really wanted was somebody else there to love She’s all along again, it’s the same old argument And she needs a helping hand to help her find the truth These are the things we go through Let’s take control and be ourselves Let’s not waste time wondering about How we’re gonna make it out Wake up everyone around you Lets rock until the clock strikes two Stand up for what you believe and shout to Here’s another song from the youth that surrounds you Save me I’m all alone as I’m coming to the surface Tell me I’ve got to know what is my meaning and my purpose Show me I’m far from home lost with no sense of direction Take me to Your throne Billy made a promise but didn’t end though Carried had a dream but she threw it out the window Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and His friends never told him but they knew it from the start and... These are the things we go through Let’s take control and be ourselves Let’s not waste time wondering about How we’re gonna make it out Wake up everyone around you Let’s rock until the clock strikes two Stand up for what you believe and shout to Here’s another song from the youth that surround you Wake up everyone around you Let’s rock until the clock strikes two Stand up for what you believe and shout to Here’s another song from the youth that surround you

He Is Legend. And yes He Is.

tensi — 2005-03-14T11:03:08-05:00

www.heislegend.com

!.!

tensi — 2005-03-21T10:03:57-05:00

Dudes, I'm sick :( And I cant find my camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got 5 new CDeeZ

tensi — 2005-03-25T04:03:50-05:00

I got 5 new CDs and they all rock =D I'm so happy I got them. Here they are
SHOWBREAD!!!!!!!

Kids In The Way

Hawk Nelson

He Is Legend.

Stellar Kart.

I didnt put them in like a specific order of which I like best, because they all rock. no matter what other people think its just their Opinion and I dont care.

www.Showbread.net
www.hawknelson.com
www.HeIsLegend.com
www.KidsInTheWay.com
www.StellarKart.com

Check them out!

Today was pretty fun.

tensi — 2005-04-03T06:04:51-05:00

Today has been fun so far, I drove my bike around for about 20-30minutes then walked around the block, then took the dogs on a longer walk and listened to SHOWBREAD!, so today has been fun.
And later today should be fun as well.

I cooked T0FU

tensi — 2005-04-05T10:04:15-05:00

Yeah Like my Subject said I cooked tofu today!!!! yum yums, I love Tofu, I added Soy Sauce!!! it was great, You people should try Tofu!!!

Just hangin'

tensi — 2005-04-07T06:04:48-05:00

Oh well I'm going to the Pillar concert tomorrow at 6:30 I'm hoping to head out around 6 to 6:10 but whatever we'll see how it works out.

I try to forget,but it never works.

tensi — 2005-04-09T04:04:55-05:00

Well I went to the Pillar concert, they totally friggen rocked, and I got a shirt, I could take a picture of it and put it on here later, but I'm too ....... ummm yeah to put it on here, and stuff.

I need to go walk today, I havnt yet.... which is bad........ But whatever I'll get around to it before the day is over.

I dont know if the song worked but check it out at www.tensi.abshost.net its the showbread song...

New Header Picture.

tensi — 2005-04-14T12:04:48-05:00

I made a new header.... I dunno if anybody else likes it, but I think its pretty cool, Yeah I dont have much to say.... besides.

Party at Matt M's house Thursday the 14th(AKA 2Day) @ 6:00pm.

no subject

tensi — 2005-04-15T12:04:01-05:00

Wow I'm actually tooooo lazy to take a picture of this so I was just going to AMAZZZZEEEE everybody that I update my website.... lol I didnt add a video,picture or anything fun..... just some text.......
Tensi.abshost.net

Computer locked......

tensi — 2005-04-20T10:04:10-05:00

well my mom got pissed off that Josh kept playing games and not doing stuff she said, even though I was doing stuff she said, so she told Jeremy to lock all the computers, so he did, and I'm lucky enough right now to catch one of the computer, after Jeremy left it running, to tell everybody why I wont be on the computer for a while.

Or maybe I will... I dunno

Unlocked

tensi — 2005-04-25T09:04:48-05:00

well the computers are now unlocked,well..... whatever thats all cool, But I dont know what to do now that I have the computer back.......

SKA is how you spell this saturday.

tensi — 2005-04-26T05:04:04-05:00

woohoo!!! Ska fest 05 this saturday, We're going, are you?

If you need a ride tell us, and we most likley wont take you......... if the car is full, But second of all I gotta see if Jeremy is taking us, if not then we need a ride with You But I'm sure Jeremy will take us, because I think he will want to go, Welps I hope to see you all there.

and Maybe even this Friday a Halo2 Lan Party @ HT's(HannaH Tea... duh..........) and if you want to go to that and if we can go, we'll most likley take you, except.....yeah most likely anybody unless your name starts with an M but if your name starts with an M and end in TT then we can take you!

Today

tensi — 2005-04-27T12:04:32-05:00

Well today I thought

Then I was like HEY!!! I can put some pictures up here on Mindsay....

And I found a Chinchilla then I noticed the little fella had pants on... is it just me, or do Chinchillas normally not wear pants?

Whatever then I saw my cat and I was like... whate are you doing in there?
VScroll down......V V V V V V V

Close but not enough

you still arent that far.....

Fine since you'll only scroll down to here I'll post it... GOSH!

I think he was trying to drown himself.... he has made many suicide attempts...

Peach's kittens!!!

tensi — 2005-04-29T12:04:12-05:00

Well Peach's finally had her kittens wednesday and we bought a camera today because we've been meaning to, so I took some pictures of them here they are.( yeah they dont have names yet)

Subject experince may change due to online reading.

tensi — 2005-05-01T02:05:08-05:00

roar I am the king of this dirt, Therefore you bow down to me and my dirt.

I want a tiger for my birthday.

This story never had an end.

tensi — 2005-05-02T05:05:07-05:00

2 days.......

This story finally found its ending, but didnt like it, so we're findin a new 1.

tensi — 2005-05-04T02:05:26-05:00

All along I've been sitting I've been waiting.

Welp, see you all in 8 or 9 days. have fun, without me, while I have fun.

And after all we have a good ending.... or not.

Your Mom said I was cool.

tensi — 2005-05-13T06:05:41-05:00

well I'm back...... yeah I know.

tap your toes and clap your hands.
[GorillaZ]

no subject

tensi — 2005-05-13T07:05:53-05:00

Tensi.ABSHost.net
its my website...... yay!!!!!

Some people got to have it.

tensi — 2005-05-19T09:05:07-05:00

right now as I await the car that pulls into my driveway, a man steps out of the car, walks to my door, knocks on the door... I run out the back door running to my neighbors house ... though he's not home... the man notices me as he walks towards the fence I jump it to another yard, he pulls out his gun... I duck and crawl then he loads it....

X is for the way you..... can spell anything with X?

tensi — 2005-05-23T01:05:20-05:00

S-U-ARE-PER!

Tensides un-upon yourself.

tensi — 2005-05-24T05:05:54-05:00

your sexy blood upon the walls
, and I allways wondered why you had to..

I hit the concrete like a brick on the wall.

tensi — 2005-05-25T10:05:18-05:00

well as you can see I was doing jumps off my ramp and I was preparing for a grab, and when I landed my blades were all sideways
(example) \\ \\<-(wheels) and I slid across the ground....... it still hurts...

my arms around your neck, I think I might just snap your...

tensi — 2005-05-31T12:05:22-05:00

I just got back from The Hitchhikers Guide TO THE GALAXY!!!!! which I thought was pretty good, and funny, yep funny.

its an honor to see that your here.

tensi — 2005-05-31T09:05:23-05:00

and around the world we go listening to gay emo, we stopped at a store, and got shot by a mexican, then we started running back to the car, then some guy shot me in the back of the head, we ended up dead.

Yeah I pretty much rök at storys while listening to music, so I just ate pizza, and stuff and hung out with matt, I hope the night takes me somewhere fun tonight, and not stupid.

and I saw underneath your skin, your heart of fire, burning with love.

tensi — 2005-06-01T07:06:03-05:00

and after my post yesterday we went to apple-beez and then we um....... ninja-car-chased(?) Steve and Josh, but they finally got away....

well last night I hooked up some speakers to my computer(actually my moms computer speakers) and I put our original speakers on hers because like......... she doesnt listen to anything..... and holy crap having a bass speaker totally RöKS, cause these songs sounds totally kicken.

and after that I played Halo2 from like 2:30 till 12:30PM went to sleep woke up at 5, got dinner came home ate, and who knows where the night will take me.

Jiffy lube the well oiled machine.

tensi — 2005-06-03T02:06:02-05:00

woke up at 9AM went to dollywood till 4 then left went back to Josh's then went to burgerking and then went to Sundarn in tha city. wow I just put my whole day in the smallest post.

1....2......3..... no more

tensi — 2005-06-05T11:06:07-05:00

Hallo everybody, I'm just saying that I just saw the LONGEST YARD and it was funny.

and I had..........food for dinner.

DeZ Gunn

tensi — 2005-06-06T08:06:08-05:00

T I Tennis.

tensi — 2005-06-07T11:06:40-05:00

well I just went out to eat Pizza for dinner at The Pizza Kitchen then we'z was all like, lets go play tennis so around like 9ish we met up with hannahsgotagun & katiedid2233, and Insolence & thesillydespair were with me..... and we RöKed out on tennis....

I love each and everyone of you.

tensi — 2005-06-09T11:06:14-05:00

1. What's the first word that comes to mind when you think of me?
2. Go to Google and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).
4. Put this in your own blog so that I can do the same.

(Instructions on how to put an image on a post.
1.click
2.type (and yes add the < and > and where it says URL yes I'm talking about the link.......)

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH I COULD FRIGGEN KILL GOOGLE!!!!!!!!!...

tensi — 2005-06-10T05:06:44-05:00

So like I went to check my G-Mail* and like it says The Connection was refused when trying to contact google.

And I'm like yeah well I'm not failing to contact with...... WELL SCREW YOU GOOGLE!!!!!!!!!! I dont need....... your....... crap..... I need my MAIL!!!!!! ROAR I'm about to punch you and your little friends in the face.

*Gmail is just like E-mail but its Googles version. and holds a crap load of E-mail for FREE.

J-Bears CHOIR

tensi — 2005-06-12T08:06:25-05:00

Well I wnt to my brothers last choir(I guess thats how you spell it) concert because it was his last year and so yea, then went to panera bread and went to Borders and got the new Kids In the Way CD.

Random thing of the day. Yeah I was REALLY that bored.

tensi — 2005-06-14T06:06:46-05:00

Le Varick Sons's Aliases

Your movie star name: Beer Sabatage

Your fashion designer name is Le Chiggle Friddle

Your socialite name is Friggledoe Homsten

Your fly girl / guy name is L Son

Your detective name is Walter The Walrus Green Leaf Clover High

Your barfly name is White People Cherry Coke

Your soap opera name is Varick The Curb

Your rock star name is Snickers �Θ�

Your star wars name is Lesap Sonala

Your punk rock band name is The Darn Right Face Down Smelly Shell Fiddle

The Amazing Meganame Generator

if you open this you will get a Virii

tensi — 2005-06-15T05:06:05-05:00

"You may receive email with subject lines such as "Your Email Account is Suspended For Security Reasons" or "EMAIL ACCOUNT SUSPENSION" or other similar verbiage regarding an email account. Do not open them. They contain virii* or worms and do *not* originate from Knology Network Administration. "

* I'm sorry, but I dont know what a Virii is... doesnt sound lethal to my computer, so I'll just open them anyways.

why is it the ones I love most I allways hurt?

tensi — 2005-06-17T06:06:45-05:00

well well well...... me and Chris...... the kid whos mom lives in Cali and his dad lives here.... well we're making a movie, yeah...... hoping to be like 30 minutes long, with outtakes and some stuff, I'm gonna try to put it to DVD but we'll see how this goes...

Movie: The Stupidest Move Ever.

and shes calling a cab.

tensi — 2005-06-17T07:06:45-05:00

Coming out of my cage, and I've been doing just fine.

Well I just rode my bike around the block (about 1 mile) and that was fun...... ummmmm now I dont know.... maybe after Chris gets back we can work on the movie later tonight.

The hounds of love are calling.

tensi — 2005-06-20T03:06:34-05:00

so like the 3Day 1dollar movies are going on tomorrow
and I'm like totally going, because every movie is 1$
even if some of them are old..... which they mainly are.
About 10 are new, but for 3 days the movies change
And some stay but most of them change.... oh well
And I got a new header to use, but I hant taken
A picture of it yet, its waiting outside for me.
But till then.... I'm going to be like working
On a movie of all times.______________
Till then. I love every single one of you.
Even if I hate you..........................

what...........

tensi — 2005-06-21T01:06:54-05:00

can I get a. YOU SUCK!

I just wasted time at a movie theatre........

tensi — 2005-06-23T02:06:00-05:00

wow I just went to see Indiana Jones...... wow.... that wasnt worth it.... we went like 30 minutes early guess what... they decide to shoot off fireworks for the last day before the grand opening......... so people on the way there get a great idea!!!!!! stop your friggen car and watch....... wow people its not like theres 20 cop cars...... lol on the opposite side of the road I saw people getting cuffed for stopping traffic....... ha!!!!! they deserve it.

I got an idea for a movie, and it goes like this.......

tensi — 2005-06-26T11:06:27-05:00

Well me and Chris are sometime going to finish up the movie, we're like 60 to 70% done, though I'm only saying its 30% done right now.

but yeah, latley I havnt done much, I mean today was somebodys 40th birthday and it was all like a kerr-azy pool party, and we pooled for like 3 or 4 hours then got back.... and now I'm typing this and Chris is all like watching movie clips that wont be in the movie....... but maybe in extras.

Love Ye all.
and have a merry christmas.

what the hell happend when we were kids.......

tensi — 2005-06-27T06:06:27-05:00

ahhhh I finally woke back up... I woke up at 1... then fell asleep at like 4, and I woke back up at like....... 6:20? oh well.........that gives me a little over 7 hours of sleep...... but thats all cool.......

AAAARGH!!!! I found this really cool new band called Echoing Green, its like a Techno band and stuff..

www.EchoingGreen.com

and yeah I really have no more to post about.......

You Know.

tensi — 2005-07-01T04:07:52-05:00

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-02T11:07:04-05:00

I got the white if you've got the green.

!!!Splash!!!

tensi — 2005-07-03T12:07:08-05:00

so.... like Mom,Josh (brother),Chris & I Went to Dolly's Splash Country, and guess what, this time I didnt burn my back to hell, just my shoulders a taddle wee bit.

and Splash Country was tons of fun, we were there for like 7 hours, and did everything...... yeah

then I got home, took an oatmeal bath (trust me oatmeal baths are DeZ chit),and I was like...... YAAWN!
and fell asleep, then woke up, ate Pizza and...... now I'm on Mindsay.

yeah and like I havnt worn my swimming trunks in like..... forever, I go to put them on..... and like, they were 10 sizes too big, I was like.... wow and I used to fit in that.

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-03T02:07:53-05:00

Looking at the stars, with no more memories.

tensi — 2005-07-06T07:07:11-05:00

Hey everybody, dont have much to say, but I stayed up all night playing CS and umm my cousin got a mindsay TheClitMaster and uh yeah, so........

but I have not much to say.

I'm soooooooooooooo bored....... I am.

tensi — 2005-07-06T07:07:57-05:00

Hey look, I made a myspace... haha......

MY Space.

S_u_N = D_ow_N

tensi — 2005-07-07T05:07:38-05:00

well... tonights the last sundown...... till next year....... wow, I'm glad we started going, its been pretty friggen fun... yep....... pretty much.

goin g to DollyWood.

tensi — 2005-07-08T12:07:50-05:00

well I just got done with Sundown, then we went to STarBUcks and got drinks, and I got the new ColdPlay CD

and going to Dollywood tomorrow, and Phillip is coming with us.

I love you.

tensi — 2005-07-09T03:07:45-05:00

I got a new hat today.
& Collette & I took some pictures.

When you get what you want, but not what you need..... ColdPlay[Fix You]

tensi — 2005-07-09T09:07:05-05:00

nobody has updated today, so I figure, why not me update?

got it?

tensi — 2005-07-13T02:07:20-05:00

want to waste some time.

talk to me on AIM

TrueTennisPlaya is my name.

~me~

7:4T4

tensi — 2005-07-13T07:07:28-05:00

I was just over at the Sea's and we played Halo2 and stuff and we're staying up all night (Collette, Joe and I).

so yeah I'm like WOW.

I just wanted you to know......

tensi — 2005-07-13T06:07:27-05:00

I just sewed up my Pillar shirts sleeve..... yep, pretty much, and I have none more to say.

wednesday.

tensi — 2005-07-14T10:07:54-05:00

FOCUS!!

then we went to applebees....

..............

then left.... theres alot more pictures I'll use later....

I'm leaving the building..... me.......... and my Pillar shirt.

I got a blue whale in my pants.

tensi — 2005-07-15T12:07:39-05:00

Nights of dark skies.

WWWhat!! I'm soooo like in the mood to go dancing on the back room floor, or anything I'm like in a somewhat hyper mood

that sneaky Joe!

on our way to Applebees

[The End]

Walter.

tensi — 2005-07-15T04:07:46-05:00

edited.
haha, theres some chick flippin' out because I said she was on my assassination list... wow... some people cant take jokes.

oh yeah, shes from faragut.

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-16T01:07:50-05:00

This is amazingly true.....

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

ElevatoR [hot hot heat]

tensi — 2005-07-16T02:07:12-05:00

wow.... I'm kind of in a way, of to not know much, think not about a thing, where a world of destruction is but nothing a lie, peace where nobody fights, perfect world it could be, but ever nothing like that would work, everything because the word one said, so we angry get too. so decide we fight,kill & nothing else hate but.

Wondering why you faught a white polkadot

tensi — 2005-07-16T09:07:22-05:00

are you broken?

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-16T09:07:24-05:00

not emo, just dumb

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-18T01:07:32-05:00

Listening to

Gorillaz .

MySpace SuckZ.

Let me listen to my Gorillaz.

tensi — 2005-07-18T02:07:21-05:00

Fun stuff today

tensi — 2005-07-19T02:07:54-05:00

well first the J&K's went to StarBucks met up with Phillip, went to SteakN' Shake, sat there for a little while, and then we went to the mall, saw Joe and guess what he says, maybe we can do something after the movie........... wow THANKS for inviting me to the movies Joe, but he wanted to hangout afterwords... yeah right.

so then we ( J's,K's and Phillip) met up with Blake at the park around 10 and left around 10:45, came home, and did some chores, then ended up here.

new shirt....

tensi — 2005-07-19T02:07:21-05:00

pichar 1 pichar 2 exact color.

why..... how interesting

tensi — 2005-07-19T05:07:11-05:00

my mom wants me to vacuum the family room, but shes vacuuming upstairs..........

and people keep calling wanting to do something, and my moms getting pissed because we arent doing chores..... but I think we've done our chores that shes told us, and I cant vacuum yet....

.1979.

tensi — 2005-07-19T08:07:04-05:00

Shakedown 1979
Cool kids never have the time
On a live wire right up off the street
You and I should meet
Junebug skipping like a stone
With the headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all

And I don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know
Just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below

Double cross the vacant and the bored
They're not sure just what we have in the store
Morphine city slippin' dues down to see

That we don't even care as restless as we are
We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts
And poured cement, lamented and assured
To the lights and towns below
Faster than the speed of sound
Faster than we thought we'd go
Beneath the sound of hope

Justine never knew the rules,
Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls
No apologies ever need be made
I know you better than you fake it to see

That we don't even care to shake these zipper blues
And we don't know just where our bones will rest
To dust I guess
Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below
The street heats the urgency of now
As you see there's no one around

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-19T08:07:23-05:00

maybe when the room is empy, maybe when the bottles full......

Well I'm going to Brian's....... yeah thats right! I said Brian's.

101 707
|_-▀ Tensï ▀-_|

Real A Lie.

tensi — 2005-07-20T04:07:24-05:00

You're truely mine.

well we played a good bit of Halo2 over at Brians, it was fun times..... 10x

You got a reaction.

tensi — 2005-07-20T10:07:13-05:00

you took a white orchid.... you took a white orchid and turned it blue.

I dont know, I just felt like posting, and I'm listening to

|_-▀ Tensï ▀-_|

zey.

tensi — 2005-07-21T04:07:23-05:00

well today started off like this, Woke up up 4:30 went upstairs ate Panera , Josh Sea came over while I was taking my shower, we hung out for a while, went to the mall for an hour or so, went to church, went to another church saw Steven, went back to church, went to eat dinner, then to Aimee's house, and we stayed there for a while, then went to Waffle House.....

that was friggen awesome.

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-21T06:07:17-05:00

This is a public service announcment, this is not a test.

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-22T10:07:20-05:00

see the night, black and white.

tensi — 2005-07-23T04:07:01-05:00

Soap + fountain = fun.

yeah thats what I did last night.

God put a smile upon your face

tensi — 2005-07-23T10:07:31-05:00

no subject

tensi — 2005-07-24T11:07:43-05:00

weeeeeeee eat apple in one-hand, type with other.

Dont touch the squirrels nuts, it will make him crazy.

tensi — 2005-07-25T06:07:25-05:00

well there was supposed to be the video of it right here, but Mindsay has a problem playing videos

parkin' lot, why not...

tensi — 2005-07-25T08:07:35-05:00

Beck - New Pollution -->

!!!!WHAT!!!!

tensi — 2005-07-25T10:07:19-05:00

I less than three Melissa Auf Der Maur.

Auf Der Maur

Blues Clues.

tensi — 2005-07-25T11:07:59-05:00

God gave me style.....

tensi — 2005-07-26T01:07:47-05:00

Shakedown 1979.

wow. I'm going to play som H2 with Joe.

then hopefully mess up his fun with Jonna.... but we'll see how that goes.

Can You Feel The Beat.

tensi — 2005-07-27T03:07:03-05:00

ahhhhhh...... I had a fun day yesterday.......... not. I sat at home ...... like I have for the past few days now.
oh well............

going to Wal-Mart today, oh joy!......

yep..... I think I'm gonna post a picture......

close your eyes tonight.

tensi — 2005-07-28T09:07:04-05:00

I was at Wal-mart for 3 hours......... 9:30 to 12:30....... man, that was a long time....... I cant believe we did that....... gaaaaaaaah........ and we gotta go back again today......... grrrrrrrrr......... oh well.

I think we're supposed to be hanging out at the mall today.

77777ZOMG77777

EBFCAG 2146

tensi — 2005-07-28T02:07:27-05:00

I've scene enough of this emo shit, if you are emo, why havnt you slit your wrist, cut your tongue off and bled to death yet.

STFUN.

(no subject)

tensi — 2005-07-29T10:07:14-05:00

.... well um, Kim Possible is on.

(no subject)

tensi — 2005-07-31T08:07:37-05:00

Everybodys like.............
And I'm like, yeah... I know.

the submarine thing.

tensi — 2005-07-31T09:07:18-05:00

We all, are the same.
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
we are, all the same...
we all, are the same...
we all, ran the past...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
we,all,are,the,same...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
we all, are alive here...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
we all, love one ...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
you, put the name to shame...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
you all, are the same...
we all, are the same...
this is the most, insane...
we all, are the same...
we all, are the same...

[this was all typed, none of it was copied & pasted.]

it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this, it was only a kiss.....

tensi — 2005-07-31T09:07:15-05:00

so I ended up...... waking up at 9PM, I'm starting to piss myself off, but not tonight oh no, I'm going to sleep at 1 @ the latest, and if any later its because...... I dont have a reason, but yeah.

Joe= whippaaaaaaad.

top 24 tags

tensi — 2005-08-01T10:08:58-05:00

# summer # sex # blogging # family # poem # fun # bored # shopping # photography # work # mindsay # friends # party # church thats it for now.

Boat=fun.

tensi — 2005-08-02T11:08:47-05:00

so we went out on the boat yesterday to check if it still worked right, and we ended up tubing, and that was some pretty hardcore tubing, then Jeremy let me drive him and Michael on the tube...... wow, I kept going and going, and I couldnt really throw them off, so I speed up and take a really hard right turn into some circles, and BAM Micael went flying off...... man driving the boat is sooooo much fun.

then we got home... ate..... and I went to sleep at like 11. I know its amazing.

Goin' for a ride.

tensi — 2005-08-04T05:08:10-05:00

We're headin' out on the boat, to do some wakeboarding.

Sveet!

tensi — 2005-08-05T01:08:39-05:00

I theenk me-a & Jeremy ploos 1 persun meeght be-a gueeng oooot oon zee buet tudey, its joost iff ve-a deceede-a tu oor nut

Hello, and good evening bitches.

tensi — 2005-08-06T02:08:47-05:00

Fire coming out of the monkeyss head.
Dont get lost in Heaven.
Dare.
Feel Good Inc.
Dirty Harry.
O Green World.
El Mañana.
Intro.
Last Living Souls.
Every Planet we reach is dead
White Light
All Alone.
Kids With Guns.
November Has Come.
Demon Days.

Gorillazz. Demon Daiz CD.

Worth listening to the whole thing...... and remember all the song names....... even if.

Hello, and good evening bitches.

tensi — 2005-08-06T02:08:50-05:00

Fire coming out of the monkey's head.
Dont get lost in Heaven.
Dare.
Feel Good Inc.
Dirty Harry.
O Green World.
El Mañana.
Intro.
Last Living Souls.
Every Planet we reach is dead
White Light
All Alone.
Kids With Guns.
November Has Come.
Demon Days.

Gorillazz. Demon Daiz CD.

Worth listening to the whole thing...... and remember all the song names....... even if.

Hot Dang, ITs the Dukes Of HazZard.

tensi — 2005-08-07T11:08:36-05:00

so yesterday we saw The Dukes Of Hazzard, it was alot funnier than I expected, I thought it would have just been pretty dumb, but hey theres tons of laughs in there.

I saw it with, Josh, Hannah, Christine, and Josh.

and after that we went to Wal-Mart for like 15 minutes.

then went to Apple Bee's and got dinner.
then went home, cleaned up a little bit, then went to sleep.

Heres to one more night, of fighting the light, that keeps me awake at night.

tensi — 2005-08-09T04:08:53-05:00

so.... my day started slow, Played some Halo2 With John.

then went to a Lan Party, that lasted for like 1 and a half to 2 hours, which isnt long, then met up with Jeremy, Josh & Christine at Apple Bee's, came home went to Christine's around 12:30 and stayed in the hot tub for like........ an' hour and a half, and then played with her dog and Jeremy passed out on the carpet.

and here I am, about to go to sleep.

Jesus loved all the little children, till they drank all his wine..............

tensi — 2005-08-09T06:08:15-05:00

So, we might be goin' to de bowling place, and bowl...... yeah.

I would take pictures...... but our camera is too big to take...... and if I cant sit it in my pocket..... I'm not taking it.

F.E.A.R. First Encounter Assult Recon

tensi — 2005-08-11T03:08:59-05:00

Holy shit, that is the most Freaking creepy game ever, damn...... I was like walking in a tunnel, and a vent shuts really fast, and I thought, oh the wind closed it... then I see something run across the screen,and I need to let you know this is all in almost pitch black darkness. and I start walking forward, and come to an end, I look at a dead body on the floor, and something on the top left of my screen appears, so I turn around I see a dark figure running by, so quickly I turn on my flash light and I see the legs of it, and I hear a kid laughing...

shit dude. this game is scary... I'll just let you know, if you want a scary First Person Shooter game... get this when it comes out.... shit that stuff is creepy, I mean, its like a movie, but its actually scary... because you have a bass speaker, and its kind of happening to you.... good god...

oops.... Possum on a stick.!

M-I-C, C you real soon K-E-Y, Y because we like you M-O-U-S SHUT THE HELL UP.

tensi — 2005-08-11T02:08:26-05:00

I really have nothing to write...... I could start doing something interesting.... but that would be to useful.... ummm..... I dunno, let me thinK........

DEAD BY DAWN!

tensi — 2005-08-11T10:08:03-05:00

so, I went to hang out with Josh & Matt, and we saw The Island it was okay...... but about an hour too long... so if you have 2hours and 30minutes to waste, go see The Island...... its okay.

and then we went home... I was kind of expecting to go eat somewhere..... but, Matt had to be home... and since we were right over here Josh just dropped me off,and I get home and tell my mom, and shes like oh, you mean you guys didnt eat? because I just ran to Panera and got us food.

well, I ended up not getting food I was expecting, and the rest of my family did....

Appizzle bizzles......

tensi — 2005-08-13T12:08:46-05:00

me and Jeremy went to Apple Bee's called J dawg then Josh then Matt..... nobody could go, so me and Jeremy just went by ourselves... was cool.... I guess.

such pretty skin.......

tensi — 2005-08-13T04:08:47-05:00

WELL welll welll looks like we got our hands on a case...........

going to par-tae with mat, oh yeah... doesnt get much better.

Every night is a saturday night.....

tensi — 2005-08-14T12:08:42-05:00

John Davis is awesome, former singer/songwriter of Superdrag, which is a band that started in Knoxville.... duh.

My friends got a girlfriend and I hate that BITCH!

tensi — 2005-08-16T01:08:43-05:00

so um, yeah, I'm eating cheese pizza rolls for lunch, and you can stop me.

and I'm about to listen to some good music.

and I have nothing else to write, except this.

Aa Bb Cc Dd Ee Ff Gg Hh Ii Jj Kk Ll Mm Nn Oo Pp Qq Rr Ss Tt Uu Vv Ww Xx Yy Zz

tensi — 2005-08-17T11:08:15-05:00

Now I said my ABCizzle's next time why dont you shut thell up!.e

Love,
Me.
not.

Plug it in, so I can digest you.....

tensi — 2005-08-17T11:08:57-05:00

Come to me, plug it in, so I can digest you, I will taste you....

is your heart beating? is your blood pumping?

tensi — 2005-08-19T01:08:23-05:00

well I fixed up my website a little bit, and I added a video of Rakion and stuff.

Tensi.abshost.net/Media

Dead Eye, in the Red Eye

tensi — 2005-08-19T09:08:38-05:00

1 tip for the summer, never see Red Eye.

Some of my friends sell records, some of my friends sell drugs.

tensi — 2005-08-20T06:08:22-05:00

theres a fine line between me and you. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the hell is that??????? sounds fimiliar.................

Gangsters and thugs is actually a good song by The Transplants..... or Transplants whatever.

Lose yourself into the sound of light.

tensi — 2005-08-21T07:08:11-05:00

Sometimes I feel like I need a vacation,
sometimes I feel like I need to go,
to the city of bedrock.....

so yeah, that song is good....... RHCP makes good songs, Weird Al makes good parodys.

[TCM] is on the Television, and I'm sleeping but in a half awake somehwat abillity to type and think straight.

Kut to the Chayse I hope you had your fun, but enuff of thistuff.

I'm broken you cant fixit.

tensi — 2005-08-21T07:08:45-05:00

into the river below, I'm running from the inferno , dont think I'm insane, but y'all all know my name.

Okay, I think y'all means YOU ALL so what hes saying is, but you all all know my name.

yeah....... exesin
        I'm sick, and I'm twisted, I'm broken you cant fixit.
                                   Dont Make me, cause I'll do it,
     Red Button, then we'll all go,
                         Into the river Below.
          I'm running from the
      Inferno.

Everybody with your fist raised high, Let me hear your battle cry tonight ......

tensi — 2005-08-22T03:08:33-05:00

so dont follow, WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE.

Pillar, Kids In The Way, Audio Adrenaline, Sanctus Real & SuperChic[k] concert
October 7th.
at the Knoxville Christian Center.

I was at that Pillar concert, I believe that was Frontline (the song...), I was toward the bottom left of that picture, it was a friggen awesome concert.

why dont you just take the whistle that calls the weather copter, why dont you..

tensi — 2005-08-23T10:08:16-05:00

your guess is as good as mine.......
         where do we go? nobody knows
dont ever say your on your way down when,
God gave you style he gave you grace
           and put a smile upon your face, oh yeah.
     when you work it out I'm worse then you.

Coldplay.

and uh.... X&Y is a good CD as well.

The idea of being one of you is the prize.

tensi — 2005-08-25T09:08:16-05:00

we're standing on the edge of it all.......
take my hand, lets go
theres no need to be afraid of the fall
my love will hold you. The Seed We've sown
My love will hold
[Kids In The Way]
The Seeds We've Sown

1day till Dolly Wood

tensi — 2005-08-25T09:08:35-05:00

I was testing mattresses, oh was it fun, I almost fell asleep.... but I didnt...... they were soft, fluffy & firm..... such, soft nice new beds.

cant wait to get one.

XMG

tensi — 2005-08-25T10:08:01-05:00

Some games that didnt make it.

Mrs.Pacman finally found out.

Sue never guessed who it was.

Had enough yet?

its time for the coa coa bean butter sundaes

tensi — 2005-08-26T09:08:42-05:00

yeah, nobody call our cell phone.... please.

hmm

tensi — 2005-08-26T10:08:11-05:00

Forget the post before this.

tensi — 2005-08-27T02:08:12-05:00

yeah, Jeremy ended up being the one using all the minutes....... and over, So you can still call me.

Underworld : Evolution .... or Underworld 2

tensi — 2005-08-27T07:08:05-05:00

I edited this picture for the line effect, I kind of like it better
.

45........ 46....... 47............ 48.........48.....

tensi — 2005-08-28T09:08:36-05:00

so like I went 48 hours without sleep...... I started getting all weird feeling, and like falling asleep everynow and then.... like on our way back from downtown I would keep like falling asleep but listening to people, everynow and then I would wake up for 2 minutes and like talk but then I would fall right back asleep.... and at dinner(mellow mushroom) I felt like I was gonna pass out, but I made it...

and so I woke up at like 7 or 7:30ish

and now I'm just plain bored.

A Must Watch.

tensi — 2005-08-28T03:08:29-05:00

(2003)Ghost Footage

CAN\'T SEE THE ABOVE ANIMATION? YOU MAY NEED TO UPDATE YOUR
FLASH PLUGIN (CLICK HERE) AND THEN RELOAD THIS WINDOW.');

Knox Rox.

tensi — 2005-08-29T08:08:02-05:00

Not Your Friend Anymore - Presented By Flash Player

Lights, will guide you home....

tensi — 2005-08-31T09:08:35-05:00

Well... I thought.

I know its amazing.

Isnt it annoying when mice bother you while you're eating dinner? with a fake mustache.

Every night is a saturday night and it makes me sick, every night I'm a ........

tensi — 2005-09-01T09:09:09-05:00

I just got the JoHn Davis CD..... yippie, its pretty good.... yup.

tomorrow doesnt look like its gonna be that much fun though :P

and who's the FRICKEN B17CH who stole all the haron, haron haron, firs yuh got..

tensi — 2005-09-02T08:09:06-05:00

I dont know weather to laugh or cry. -JoHn Davis-

whats with all this, Bush is flying over New Orleans for a 2nd time, but yet will he do shit? NO! he's just gonna fly, go back home, and play C&C Generals, that bitch hasnt done a thing though, he's honestly just killing people.
if he would have just sent buses in a bit sooner there would have been no problems, but no they just sit around.
and now people are killing other people, its like a city with no food,guns,death,hate and bullshit.
you know this redcross thing here is nice, but has that money done anything yet? no its done nothing. God please help us.

Dogs OWN in football.

tensi — 2005-09-02T10:09:23-05:00

what did I tell you?

You took a white orchid and turned it blue......

tensi — 2005-09-04T06:09:52-05:00

BOOMZ DAY!!!!!! where people.... BOOM each other???

yeah so pretty much labor day is the most crap hollyday......

I'm thinking about getting dreds again....... hmmmm..... yes....... maybe........

-Zemmiphobia-
Fear of the great molerat.

I stand by you, you stand by me......

tensi — 2005-09-05T08:09:38-05:00

Been with them today.....

later-

Lets go over the past, and ............ this is stupid.

tensi — 2005-09-06T03:09:10-05:00

okay so the past 2 days were pretty fun..... lets start out sunday morning..

Sunday Morning 12:00PM-
woke up, got breakfast yada yada, and did some work around the house,
6:45 or 7:00PM went to MOE's got taco's and stuff, went back home, waited on Jeremy and Josh, then went to Boomsday around 8 and after the fireworks were done, we left ASAP and man were we lucky, we got out of there so fast, and then headed to Ihop where Steve and Josh were supposed to meet up with us(me and Josh) and so I called up ben, ben got there before Josh and Steve, took about 50 minutes to an hour for them to get there, well they got there, we ate, and got out of there, went to family bowl, Steve stayed there, we went to Ben's stayed the night

Monday 12:15PM-
stayed in a chair for 2 hours waiting for everybody to wake up, they finally woke up around 2:00 we ate and stayed there for a few, headed out to disc exchange went to Josh's and he took a shower, we stayed there for a while, then headed to Best Buy, then Ci Ci's and after that we went to the mall went by Gamestop left and went to the foodcourt then left, came by our house, got the game and movies, went to Block Buster & got Without A Paddle,Full Metal Panic and FlatOut, so we played FlatOut for a few hours and then Josh headed home, we walked the dogs, then I went to sleep.

Today-
I woke up, did the usual, then watched most of Full Metal Panic, then got on the computer looked at Myspace and Mindsay, now I'm writing this thing.

heres a picture to keep you happy.....

tensi — 2005-09-07T08:09:53-05:00

Everybody please read this.

tensi — 2005-09-09T01:09:00-05:00

Okay I know the concert is octobter 7th and all, but we're getting tickets already, so if anybody wants to go, we'll get your tickets in advance and you can pay us before or the day of the show.

who is playing,
Audio Adrenaline
Pillar
Kids In The Way
Super Chic[k]
Sanctus Real
(and if you didnt notice I linked them to their websites)
please just IM me @
TrueTennisPlaya
Hidy ho everybody.

no subject

tensi — 2005-09-11T10:09:44-05:00

I will take you to a place further than heaven and hell, a place where nobody can find you, a place where.... well I'll pretty much just kill you and throw you in a dark ally.

so its been 4 years sinx 911... it seems like its been so long.... man life is so......

no subject

tensi — 2005-09-12T05:09:35-05:00

Dejalo si quieres continuar (Hermano) Sal ilumina tu vida Todo el cielo aplatandote Dime que harÃ©s (Intentalo) Ilumina ese amor Antes que se vaya Algo siempre te entristese Cuando todo va bien Que pasa contigo? Algo siemre te entristese Cuando todo va bien Que pasa contigo? Que pasa contigo? Dejalo si quieres continuar No ocultes tu alma al sol Tienes una vida preciosa De que sirve si solo Mueres suavemente Que pasa? Que pasa contigo? Que pasa contigo? (Mi hermano) Que pasa contigo? Escucha a tu propia voz Salva tu amor Que pasa contigo? Antes que se vaya Si todo va bien Que pasa contigo? Que pasa contigo? Mirate a ti mismo Enfrentalo Que pasa contigo? Mi hermano Ven animate Que pasa contigo?

Rise and shine, all you gold diggin' mothers...........

tensi — 2005-09-13T03:09:49-05:00

Yep...... I've been addicted to RainbowSix: Lockdown, its a pretty friggen awesome game.

LET IT OUT, CAN YOU HEAR ME?, CAN YOU HEAR MY CRY? LET IT OUT, RIGHT NOW........

tensi — 2005-09-14T02:09:26-05:00

I'm listening to the sweet sound of Pillar.

Sometimes I feel like......

tensi — 2005-09-14T08:09:43-05:00

I made a new background for my website Tensi.ABS tell me if you like it, or if it takes a while to load, I'm needing to know if I need more webspace. yeah... thanks.

PLEASE READ!

tensi — 2005-09-14T11:09:03-05:00

can everybody visit Tensi.abshost.net please because I need some visits to be accepted, and I really need this.

I swear, the happiest day of my life...... is the day that I die.

tensi — 2005-09-15T05:09:01-05:00

Porcelain is a great song by Moby.

Cracker Barrel.

tensi — 2005-09-16T02:09:22-05:00

I just baked some cookieez....

www.tensi.abshost.net

I, am Thinking of a time, between 19 and 21.

tensi — 2005-09-17T02:09:21-05:00

I just got back from, The Man.

it was rather funny.......
and Joe was with us.....
Katie,HannaH,Kelli and MVMichael was there....... thank God they didnt see the movie with us...... not that I hate all of them....................
so I am now here writing some stuff..............................................................................................

I need a compas, draw me a map
I'm on the top I can't get back
-Square One-
[ColdPlay]

are we the last livin' souls? are we the last livin' souls....

tensi — 2005-09-17T10:09:31-05:00

off to DollyWood for me, rollercoasters and stuff......

Shall be fun...

Wake me up, when september ends...

tensi — 2005-09-18T06:09:16-05:00

Iatchi tuto neuvoseu, deurframar.

Zorao

tensi — 2005-09-19T04:09:51-05:00

wont you take a ride alongside with a flock of seagulls.

well today you can, for only 19.95

Hey you,

tensi — 2005-09-20T06:09:32-05:00

Rejected since day 1, my name is bastard son, I've been damned, so many times, I've lost count.

Billy Talent
- River below-

Love - me.
WEEEBOAAAAAAAAJOFUHSDFL:SJK SODUF MVCUTHO HSTUN

Hey everybody, its that time again.

tensi — 2005-09-20T09:09:38-05:00

Underworld Evolution.

January 2006....

You're about as cool as the 1970's

tensi — 2005-09-21T03:09:50-05:00

and now it's time for so long, but we'll sing just 1 more song, thanks for do...

tensi — 2005-09-23T06:09:24-05:00

We do what we do, all for you...

Yeah........

See you in 10days.

I can't believe the news today, I can't close my eyes and make it go away.......

tensi — 2005-10-07T11:10:54-05:00

yeah, thats right, I went to the Untill My Heart Caves In tour, but I missed Kids In The Way,Sanctus Real and a bit of SuperChick, I wanted to see KITW really bad, but its okay.

and I got to hear a song Pillar is going to put on their new CD

yeah I got some shirts and stuff, like:

Pillar's Where Do We Go From Here:Limited Edition CD
Pillar Frontline shirt.
and a Kids In The Way shirt with a skeleton.

Sunday bloody sunday, sunday bloody sunday.

tensi — 2005-10-10T02:10:11-05:00

so some dude crashed his plane into Knology's Internet and phone lines, and so they were down from like 2PM saturday til today, the man died.

-▀-

tensi — 2005-10-11T02:10:58-05:00

15 days.

November 1st

tensi — 2005-10-12T01:10:10-05:00

Hey everybody November 1st Me Without You, Dredg, Coheed and Cambria & The Blood Brothers are playing.... we should totally go, meaning WE as whoever doesnt mind to drive to Nashville to see them.

King Of The Rodeo.

tensi — 2005-10-15T03:10:21-05:00

so yeah... we went the the Kings Of Leon concert, it was awesome, The Like opened for them, they were actually pretty good, wow, that Concert though, honestly was amazing.

then afterwords we went to Wal-Mart, then went home for a few minutes, then dropped everybody off at their houses.

no subject

tensi — 2005-10-16T08:10:59-05:00

went for a walk/hike with the dogs.

Down count.......

tensi — 2005-10-17T12:10:30-05:00

NIN9E

Daiz.

go hug your sister, go love your sister, go hug your sister one in the same.-KOL

tensi — 2005-10-18T05:10:42-05:00

yeah so yesterday I was tired and slept like all day, then my throat started hurting, but now its pretty much all the way better.

and I believe yesterday or today my great aunt died, and her funeral will be this friday in georgia, so we might be leaving thursday night and getting back sunday or monday morning.

6 Day(s) 1 Hour(s) 49 Minute(s)

tensi — 2005-10-20T11:10:08-05:00

Thats right almost 5 days til my birthday, thats right.....

so yeah I've been busy decorating the house for Halloween, I might take a picture or 2 of it and put them up here.

WAAH OOOO EEE OO AH

tensi — 2005-10-22T05:10:30-05:00

so yeah.... I'm tired.

and I finally finished up Tony Hawk Under Ground 2, completed all the gaps...

so yeah thats great.

Take off yo' overcoat, You're stayin' for the weekend...

tensi — 2005-10-22T04:10:16-05:00

So.........

aye is it cold or is it just me?

I want a girl with shoes that cut, and eyes that burn like cigarettes.

tensi — 2005-10-23T02:10:04-05:00

Short Skirt, Long Jacket by Cake, is pretty good.

Are you too good to tango with the poor poor boys.

tensi — 2005-10-23T04:10:14-05:00

so I go upstairs and my moms flipping through the channels she gets to WB and some Air Bud: 7th inning pitch or soemthing like that is on, and theres a friggen dog holding a baseball bat and they make it look like the dogs hitting a baseball.... man I wish I could have recorded that,turned it into a flash file, then put it on here.

Everybody sees me, but its not that easy, standin in the light......

tensi — 2005-10-23T09:10:59-05:00

we hung out with Kateh and Hannah then met up with Phillip, and pretty much had a fun day.

Do you know where you're going? -God

tensi — 2005-10-25T11:10:03-05:00

so yeah... like I'm turning 14 in about 12 minutes...... I don't know the exact time but I'll just say that.

3 in the mornin' you come a bang bang bang....

tensi — 2005-10-26T07:10:58-05:00

going to PF Chang's for some dinner........ and...... who knows...

Happy Birthday to me...... :P

I really could care less if the person who stole my CD died in aHorribleCarCra...

tensi — 2005-10-27T01:10:21-05:00

This is the most bull crap birthday present ever. we go around looking for 1 thing, no places sell it, then we went to PF Chang's got dinner then go to walker springs walmart they don't have Tony Hawk's American Wasteland, so we go to farragut and they do have it, we come home I open it up to find a freaking computer CD-R disc and ripped up Tennessee news paper.

Its about time for a party at my house, and it wouldn't be right without you....

tensi — 2005-10-27T02:10:00-05:00

thats right.... my anual birthday party is here, and really out of no where my mom tells me I'm having one THIS Friday, so anybody that sees this, PLEASE let me know if you can come, if not then it will be a NOT birthday party... but if you can't make it, I understand.

Party MOVED to SUNDAY

tensi — 2005-10-27T11:10:18-05:00

OKAY so the new plan is the party is going to be moved to SUNDAY, because some people are going hiking, and have JOBS!!!!! and would miss most of my party?(or not) and the party will be at 6PM/

yeah I totally screwed up by playing a game I got for my birthday ALL night til 2:30PM then I went to sleep and woke up at like 10:45 which means I would have to start cleaning the house right now if the party was today, and I would be so tired it wouldn't be that great.

Sunday @ 6 PM My house, be here, or be...... a smart person?

tensi — 2005-10-29T01:10:15-05:00

so as you all know we're having my party Sunday at 6PM and we're planning on having some stuff to do as in, bobbing for apples, and maybe a bowling game(highly doubted, because we have non of it) and also a chugging contest (BEER!)

if you believed any of that, good, because 50% of those thing might happen.
No promises all that will be included...

January 1979

tensi — 2005-10-29T08:10:05-05:00

band - mewithoutyou
song - January 1979

Set your clock a tic tok

tensi — 2005-10-30T02:10:13-05:00

so we're supposed to set our clocks back an hour...

everybody had fun at my birthday party... and I only had fun at the end....?????

tensi — 2005-10-31T04:10:53-05:00

Halo2 lan partys are indeed better than birthday partys.

Thanks everybody

tensi — 2005-10-31T04:10:27-05:00

thanks for all the stuff for my birthday, though it did get way out of hand, I guess I shouldn't complain that much, because even if I didn't have fun atleast all you guys did, right?

I wish the lan party could have gone on all night.

Hate to Say I Told You So...

tensi — 2005-11-01T05:11:22-05:00

I don't know what to do....

tensi — 2005-11-03T04:11:46-05:00

so I've been sick since november 1st, my throats been hurting and stuff, but now I'm feeling pretty good, and my mom doesnt want me on the computers and stuff....... but shes out shopping so...

yeah, just thought I would let everybody know.

I want some sleep.... and to not feel sick to my stomach...

tensi — 2005-11-04T09:11:33-05:00

I havn't been able to sleep at all tonight, I thought watching some TV and going to sleep would work, but insted I try to sleep...... and then I start to feel like I'm about to throw up.... maybe I need some food... I had like no dinner.... and not sleeping I guess wouldnt help.

I feel like I'm about to pass out but I'll lay down for like 2 hours ....... and nothing.... so I keep laying there... and nothing and I feel like I'm burning up... GAH!!! I thought I was finished being sick... gah!!!!! Katie I blame you( :P ) for getting me sick... somehow....

worlds best day ever......... maybe not.

tensi — 2005-11-06T01:11:37-05:00

so we pretty much stayed up all night then went to bed woke up around 5 the next day, then ate,played some Star Wars Battlefront2 and around 7 we left and went to the mall, then got some pizza, went to Wal-Mart and then went to a haunted house, a real haunted house...hah.

The Go! Team. Hold Yr Terror Close.

tensi — 2005-11-06T08:11:53-05:00

May take a few seconds to load with a cable connection Hold Yr Terror Close. Right click and save link as.

Just a seperator.

tensi — 2005-11-08T12:11:42-05:00

this is just seperating the last post, from the new one, so both songs don't play at once. ( go back one page to download Hold Yr Terror Close by The Go! Team)

California Uber Alles.

tensi — 2005-11-08T12:11:54-05:00

Dead kennedys.

Right click and save as. if you wish to download.

BoxMan4 coming soon to a http://tensi.ab... website near you!

tensi — 2005-11-08T01:11:37-05:00

yeah so I basically just told you, BoxMan 4 should come out sometime between now and the end of november, unless some stupid chores inturrupt my plans.

Yes I know BoxMan Part3D ended with BoxMan landing on a planet, so I'm pretty much going to tell you it does continue from there, but what to expect on the planet, who knows.

catch up with the latest BoxMan episodes here!
Tensi.abshost.net/Media.htm and watch the BoxMan series so far.

I got something to say.

tensi — 2005-11-10T05:11:45-05:00

"Some people drink Pepsi
Some people drink Coke
The wacky morning DJ
Says democracy's a joke"

so yeah................................................................................................................................................

I want a girl who knows what's best

tensi — 2005-11-10T05:11:28-05:00

Right click, save as.

Internet down for about a day.

tensi — 2005-11-12T04:11:22-05:00

so we thought something was actually "wrong" with our internet, so Jeremy kept messing with it and stuff, so finally I just got up and thought, what if I hold down the Power Button and then press restart.... so either I found a way to fix it, or I'm magic.

The Stupidest Movie Ever Trailer.

tensi — 2005-11-12T03:11:04-05:00

May take a minute to load.

Yeah it kinda flashes black on the movie, but thats just Mindsay not supporting videos too well. and I afterwords noticed I put "edited by Jason B" twice, oh well it won't hurt anybody.

The Stupidest Movie Ever Preview 2. 'The Breakfast scene.'

tensi — 2005-11-13T10:11:19-05:00

The Breakfast scene from the movie. to let you know the characters while its loading, Verb ends up sitting on the right side, and Hugh ends up on the left side after they switch seats.

SME Preview 3.

tensi — 2005-11-14T04:11:48-05:00

A bit funnier than the last one.

Download The Stupidest Movie Ever trailers before they're gone.

tensi — 2005-11-14T09:11:33-05:00

well I've decided to cut the movie into 3, 10 minute sections at a really crappy quality, but now insted of just showing you guys clips from the movie You'll actually be able to watch it!

and I'm letting you download these at your own will, because I have to delete them when I get the new files up to save space on my website.

Just left click on a link below.
Preview 1
Preview 3

new header picture.

tensi — 2005-11-16T08:11:40-05:00

new header picture from Underworld, pretty cool picture.

SME part 1 TEST

tensi — 2005-11-16T08:11:53-05:00

Remember this is just a test

Blinded by the light.

tensi — 2005-11-17T04:11:00-05:00

almost useful.

tensi — 2005-11-19T11:11:08-05:00

I figured, Hey I could put a useful post here, instead I did something stupid.

oh well, your loss.

about as funny as anything.

tensi — 2005-11-21T02:11:38-05:00

The world is a vampire.

I'm a taste test, at the beast fest, got your crest on my breast, take 1 look...

tensi — 2005-11-22T11:11:15-05:00

so.................................. yeah, listening to (Melissa) Auf der Maur.

Happy today day?

Ghetto Musick.

tensi — 2005-11-22T12:11:28-05:00

thats about the best song ever.

Tonight's twilight will be the last seen by our eyes.

tensi — 2005-11-22T12:11:34-05:00

Showbread..... what sweet music to thy ear.

Showbread\_
Showbread\_ \_
Showbread\_ \_ \_
Showbread\_ \_ \_ \___________
/No sir, nihilisim is not practical._\
\ Dead By Dawn_ ____ /

Cake.

tensi — 2005-11-23T05:11:57-05:00

Comissioning A Symphony In C

Happy Today Day! + Comfort Eagle.

tensi — 2005-11-24T12:11:59-05:00

yeah... why don't we celebrate the day of Native American Slaughter day?

Moosey Mugs

tensi — 2005-11-24T06:11:46-05:00

Baeuz.

Go!Team. Music Video !RIGHT CLICK SAVE AS!

tensi — 2005-11-26T07:11:18-05:00

please remember to,
1. Right click, Save as.
2.then save to folder or desktop, and view in any media player.
3.Always remember Go!Team is the best band ever.

Bottle Rocket

The Go! Team. LadyFlash Music Video!!!!

tensi — 2005-11-27T08:11:00-05:00

Another Go! Team music video.... ah I love The Go! Team.
taken down, because it made stupid Mozilla crash.

went upstairs to grab some lights....

tensi — 2005-11-28T08:11:50-05:00

so I went upstairs on my way to the deck to grab some lights, but I sat down for a minute, and I felt something kind of in my nose, it felt like water running doing it or something, so I went to wipe it away before it ran into my mouth, next the I know its abunch of blood just coming out, I was like... what the hell!

it was really weird.

Lights,Raining,...

tensi — 2005-11-28T09:11:43-05:00

ahh..... I need to put up the rest of the lights, but they're all on the deck, and its raining, and so the lights are wet, and its not a good idea to check if they work while its raining, and I can't pull them inside because their all really wet now, and I'm really tired and 'suschascha abasbsudf busasfijsdfk' I don't know what to do!!!!!!!

no subject

tensi — 2005-11-29T10:11:49-05:00

so my mom lets the cat out on the way to somewhere, she calls me and shes like "Charlie went into the Warner's yard, try to call him and see if he'll come home" wow mom, don't you think you let the cat outside, letting the cat do whatever the hell he wants, he goes into their yard all the time..... but today of all days its just not right.....

III

tensi — 2005-11-29T11:11:47-05:00

Day Old Blues

whenever,whenev... your fallin' apart, forget her,forget her forget.....

tensi — 2005-11-30T05:11:04-05:00

Baby you are lookin' foxy tonight, is it the way you walk or just the way you talk.

ah what a great song.

Are we the last....... livin' souls? are we the last..............

tensi — 2005-12-01T11:12:04-05:00

obvious I'm lizening to Gorillaz.

so I figure I would do something for mindsay kind of christmasy but then I thought about it.

eh so theres nothing christmas-ish about it except for the fact it says Merry Christmas.... well you that have a problem with it can shut up.

_________________________________________________________________________________

▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀

XMRadio = heart

tensi — 2005-12-01T08:12:47-05:00

XMRadio is the best thing out there that plays music... ah I love XM.

Mindsay had a good idea for once...( well maybe not once)

tensi — 2005-12-02T06:12:18-05:00

I'm feeling kind of dizzy.......

Now bring me all thats good.

tensi — 2005-12-03T03:12:07-05:00

yeah... so tomorrow.

then January 10th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Free Ipod

tensi — 2005-12-03T04:12:23-05:00

Thank God its available there.

Like Everybody else said.......

tensi — 2005-12-04T10:12:15-05:00

I'm goin' to Florida! see y'all Saturday!

I'm BACK! be happy, suprised, amazed, mind boggled or really pissed off.

tensi — 2005-12-15T01:12:17-05:00

so my long Journey to Disney World has finally come to an end...... oh well it was fun.

got tons of stories to tell...... later.......

Rappy McRapperson is teh coolest around.

tensi — 2005-12-15T04:12:44-05:00

Gimme Stuff

Instead of beating me up, you should be giving me hope.

tensi — 2005-12-17T12:12:24-05:00

I hate december, it sucks its depressing its stupid,
why the hell do we celebrate some holiday if Jesus wasnt born till early in the year and not the end.

I hate vacations anymore its just a car ride to somewhere you'll get bored of and really fast, screw trips/vacations I don't want to go on another vacation for 5 years.

Christmas Wrapping...

tensi — 2005-12-17T03:12:43-05:00

The Waitresses

Auf der Maur

tensi — 2005-12-17T04:12:18-05:00

Followed The Waves

Disney Pictures.... of me!

tensi — 2005-12-17T05:12:43-05:00

I should lay off the wine... though it is good..

Me and Yule.... or so I think his name is...

Ballroom of the Americas

Me and PDawg

and a classic wtf?

and I don't know what happend to the Everest pictures... I guess I forgot to upload them.....

Enjoy every day with me.....

tensi — 2005-12-18T06:12:56-05:00

we will find a grassy plain and we see a nice hill to go up to..
just shut the hell up and we'll lay down and look at the stars so peacefully.

FHSIA. Free High Speed Internet Acceessssssssss...

tensi — 2005-12-19T12:12:52-05:00

so the hotel we're staying at has free high speed internet..... that makes this trip a good bit more fun... the fact that we'll only be in the room for a little while each day and night kind of sucks.... oh well!
and if I feel like randomly adding pictures on here.... I can..

beat some old people to death.....

tensi — 2005-12-20T03:12:52-05:00

so after GGMa's we went to Wal Mart and found these flippn Hand Puppet Bears ahhh I gotta show you guys.......... when I actually feel like taking a picture....

and got some speakers for 25$ with a bass speaker that sounds tight as hel, and we watched a movie on the laptop with the speakers on it tonight...

White Tiger

tensi — 2005-12-20T03:12:43-05:00

give it a minute to load, then press play, if it starts to play automaticaly stop it and wait a minute then press play.

Piano & vocals - Joe
Guitar - Jeremy
vocals - Caroline

My day Monday...

tensi — 2005-12-21T12:12:03-05:00

I took a picture while Josh cleans the window

going to starbucks

then went to Church's and then went to our crazy great grandmas, then went to walmart.

and then go by the McDonald's Pharmacy.

this year... one movie... will....

tensi — 2005-12-21T01:12:38-05:00

here it is...

_______________...

tensi — 2005-12-24T01:12:37-05:00

Happy belated/really early Jesus Day!

I wish you a Christmas of Merry

tensi — 2005-12-25T02:12:10-05:00

MERRIER CHRISTMAS!!!

Merry Christmas to all.... and to all a good day!

I hope you get all things you want.

Happy Hanukkah!!!!!!!...

tensi — 2005-12-26T05:12:09-05:00

Happy Hanukkah Everybody!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!0....._...

tensi — 2005-12-28T08:12:40-05:00

went to Nama.... got sushi stuff.... and I could upload pictures....... but I'm too tired... right now.

Bust a couple............

tensi — 2005-12-30T04:12:34-05:00

met up with Zonar and some crazy person and like..... =fun

Narnia

tensi — 2005-12-31T03:12:06-05:00

so like...... I saw Narnia... it was decent? nice special effects and stuff..... but some of the things I find a bit weird.

I was lookin' you up, but you were never there.

tensi — 2006-01-01T05:01:23-05:00

I want to know you.

Pillow Fight 06.

tensi — 2006-01-02T05:01:43-05:00

Happy New Year, Give the movie a minute to load. Download it Here

If you don't know what it is, its the Pillow fight from the other day plus some other stuff.

Don't worry.

tensi — 2006-01-03T12:01:38-05:00

Lets pretend we don't exist, lets pretend we're in Antarctica..

if I havnt said it once I'll say it twice.......

tensi — 2006-01-04T05:01:13-05:00

well just thinking about Pax217 today, I check up their website, and they had a farewell tour in California October 5th, man I just can't believe this, it sucks!

yoouz guys was crazy.

tensi — 2006-01-04T11:01:30-05:00

so yesterday we did this......

Don't you just love mulch.

THE DAY WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!

tensi — 2006-01-05T07:01:16-05:00

THE DRAGUNZ HAVE GONE GOLD!!!!

SO TAKE OFF ALL YOU WANKER WANNABEEZ!!!!

Your body means nothing to me, your just a whore to be. oh yeah Nama Pictures!

tensi — 2006-01-06T09:01:42-05:00

so I found out eating 10 jalapeno slices can burn your mouth, I just cant wait to try 20.

I know I got the pictures up late but thats okay.

NEW YEARS PICTURES FOR DOWNLOAD!!!!!!!...

tensi — 2006-01-06T11:01:18-05:00

sorry it took so long for me to finally do this, but I've been messing with the picture trying to make them smaller and able to download to where it wouldnt take like 2 hours and like 4 or 5 hours on a 56K connection.

just click this Link

the total download should be about 2 minutes if not less.(then again I only tested my computer)

Lovin' is what I got,I said remember that.

tensi — 2006-01-06T03:01:45-05:00

Sublime was the coolest band ever, like the best Ska ever.

The Party's Crashing Me

tensi — 2006-01-07T02:01:14-05:00

I only feel alive when the vu’s flashing alarms going off in my head I want to grab you and just kiss you maybe I should sit down No sense in cashing us now

1days.

tensi — 2006-01-07T05:01:14-05:00

shes beautiful and makes everything better.

there I go out the door, number 4 she hit the floor, two times away, two takes..

tensi — 2006-01-08T08:01:15-05:00

I got two fives.

I'm feeling about shitfaced as a car that hit a bird at about 50mph and the bird was going about 10, so yeah in all it was a fast bird.

Of Montreal - The Party's Crashing Me.

tensi — 2006-01-08T11:01:13-05:00

I can't understand these signals.....

tensi — 2006-01-09T07:01:20-05:00

LISTEN TO OF MONTREAL LISTEN TO OF MONTREAL LISTEN TO OF MONTREAL.

Hearts.

tensi — 2006-01-10T10:01:44-05:00

when running, allways wear socks.

One Real Thing.

tensi — 2006-01-10T11:01:02-05:00

Sometimes I crack myself up, shut up whore.

tensi — 2006-01-10T11:01:37-05:00

Nirvana - About A Girl.

tensi — 2006-01-11T06:01:04-05:00

I saw some ships come flying in.

tensi — 2006-01-12T04:01:46-05:00

1. idea, after eating cookie dough off the wrapping make sure you get the excess off your face.

Wikid

tensi — 2006-01-13T07:01:57-05:00

so I updated my Wiki page.... it looks pretty amazing.

my mouse sucks.

tensi — 2006-01-13T09:01:57-05:00

about every 2 times I left click it gets stuck in, and I hardly put pressure on it. I think its just gaytarded.

yay Friday the 13th.

tensi — 2006-01-13T10:01:43-05:00

lets go walk under ladders, and stuff.

Fire!

tensi — 2006-01-13T12:01:55-05:00

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-13T03:01:09-05:00

Jack Abramoff, anybody else think that guys name is funny?

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-13T03:01:03-05:00

you make me feel all fuzzy inside, then again eating that jacket wasn't a good idea

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-13T09:01:24-05:00

who wants to break my phone..... I stood in line for 2 hours, got the exact same phone in return, for 9.99$ why the hell do we have insurence on it? and the phone number transfers don't work, and all my created pictures are deleted, I'm not adding any names til I get a new phone, thats worth something.

Showbread needs a Wiki page!

tensi — 2006-01-14T09:01:15-05:00

go to Wiki Pages and click New and request a Showbread Wiki page.

or click here to get Showbread a wiki all you have to do is type in Showbread, and submit.

I'm so cool, I do drugs..... no, I suck.

tensi — 2006-01-14T11:01:21-05:00

Recent pictures stolen from Myspace, thanks MySpace.

tripp.

Teh Tigger loves my washed hair.

I think....

tensi — 2006-01-14T01:01:15-05:00

I think I might hang out with Joe today, before I destroy the whole world.

Skillet - Fingernails.

tensi — 2006-01-14T03:01:14-05:00

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-15T03:01:41-05:00

You say that God is dead, but you're rippin' me off.

FOIDJS:LFMSDO UHOTIJSAFDOIJ OSUFSO NGS OUNSFOSD BITHV!!!!!!!!!!...

tensi — 2006-01-17T04:01:57-05:00

so I've been stuck at the house the past 4 days, with no choice, damn I need a license and a car, I need a job I need abunch of things I can't get, I need internet, I need my computer in my bedroom at the house I need clean clothes at the new house, I need new pants, because all of mine are too short, I need help, I need to read The Bible, I need to get a bed sheet, I need to get my clock in my room, I need a cellphone that isn't crap, I need anything.

Norah Jones - Sunrise.

tensi — 2006-01-17T06:01:36-05:00

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-18T03:01:16-05:00

I'm going over the line.

Kurt Cobain & Jesus Christ.

tensi — 2006-01-18T04:01:33-05:00

Are rocking Heaven's ass off right now.

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-22T12:01:03-05:00

Lithium.

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-22T01:01:22-05:00

Pikkz

tensi — 2006-01-23T12:01:19-05:00

riding with windows down... cold.

then we started yelling at Kateh, because thats what we do?

Josh and Kelli tried to ride the bull.... but Kelli ended up getting pwnd by the bull..

and uhh me.

Horror. short film.

tensi — 2006-01-23T04:01:14-05:00

|Inbox|

picshurs.

tensi — 2006-01-24T07:01:42-05:00

Leaning against a wall.

Sun

Tensi_

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-27T02:01:14-05:00

bye everybody goodbye.

no subject

tensi — 2006-01-28T12:01:43-05:00

I steal from MySpace.

no subject

tensi — 2006-02-03T02:02:03-05:00

woot I finally got Skillet's first self titled cd, as soon as I get home or bring the cd in the room I'm gonna upload a song as allways.

and for those of you wondering, I'm in Georgia now. who knows when I'll be home.

here comes a picture.

tensi — 2006-02-03T03:02:33-05:00

for today, I'm lost... without you...

tensi — 2006-02-05T04:02:11-05:00

so I got a Zen Touch Micro, and not the 8gig photocolor, because thats like a waste of money... kinda like the i... its grand.

Auf Der Maur - I'll Be Anything You Want

tensi — 2006-02-06T12:02:24-05:00

oh for love is fun, care to dance?

no subject

tensi — 2006-02-07T11:02:40-05:00

so I finally saw Second Hand Lions last night, it was pretty good.

Cause its all a leap of faith

tensi — 2006-02-10T07:02:30-05:00

" I remember every bridge I ever jumped off blindly
And all my boring stories keep reminding me"

Brian Shima, crazy mother .........

tensi — 2006-02-10T08:02:56-05:00

this guy is crazy.

Flappys, my new movie coming soon, as soon as I resize it and stuff..

tensi — 2006-02-13T01:02:31-05:00

yup so I should be done soon with resizing and adding a couple songs soon, but who knows..

The 'Bu

tensi — 2006-02-14T06:02:13-05:00

Awesometown!!!

tensi — 2006-02-15T07:02:33-05:00

14- and -23 Bridge and Tunnel Authority....

tensi — 2006-02-15T02:02:03-05:00

I've grown to Love this song......

fell asleep while talking on AIM.... kinda funny...

tensi — 2006-02-15T04:02:22-05:00

yeah, so I was just talking on aim, then the next thing I know, I'm waking up while sitting in this chair, and my wrist hurts like hell.

wanna hang out??

tensi — 2006-02-20T09:02:05-05:00

if you're out and bored give the cell a call..

! won't you?

tensi — 2006-02-21T12:02:47-05:00

rain fall down, on my face, I love when it rains.
sun, shine on me, I love when its sunny.

todays a good day, its sunny..

Happy Birthday!!

tensi — 2006-02-22T11:02:46-05:00

Happy Birthday Kateh!

I am 1 step closer...

tensi — 2006-02-22T12:02:08-05:00

I'm one step closer to...

no subject

tensi — 2006-02-22T12:02:56-05:00

April 26th 1992,
it was a riot on streets,
tell me where were you?

The Peter Panda Dance.

tensi — 2006-02-24T10:02:23-05:00

When You're feeling low
Lower than the floor
and you think that noone's got your back
bum,bum,bum

Just don't make a move
till you're in the groove
doin' the peter panda dance

Just hop 3 times like a kangaroo
Sidestep twice just like those crabs do
Three steps forward
one step back

Quick like a turtle
Lie on your back
Roll like a log till you
can't roll no more
Jump real quick
like there aint no floor

Hold your breath
Slide to the left
and that's the Peter
I swear that's the Peter
That's the Peter Panda Dance...
good night peter panda

thanks to Sarahthompson08.friendspage.com or something like that.

I got more _______

tensi — 2006-02-25T11:02:22-05:00

I'll break it down. Katie came and got Josh and I then we went to the Sea's and got Hannah, Josh went with Josh to the movie theatre and I went with Katie,Kelli & Hannah to pick up Joe, and the whole time riding with Katie we were praying not to get in a horrible wreck and die a horrible death, and we finally get Joe and its about 7:22 the movie started at 7:20 but thank God for 15 minutes of previews,so we get to the movie, watch Chicken little from there we hit up Fazoli's(fdsafpsjt) and ate and Joe didn't? because he doesn't eat..

and then we headed over to Zuma and met Kirstie and her friends, then they had to leave because one of her friends had to be home by 10, so we laughed and made fun of her that she had to go home at 10, then we left there with Hannah, Josh S went to The HUB and we tried to follow Ben, losing him right before Turkey Creek, so we're all the way over there and then we call Josh and he tells us he went to The HUB so we went there and skated for a while, then we left there and went to somebodys house( I can't remember who's after all those drugs) and we threw stuff into the fire, that was fun... and from there we left went back to Hannah's then from there we went with Josh and then our night ended.. THE END

Oh yeah, we listend to Cake, eat it.

and tonight you'll hear my battle cry, we live our lives on the Frontline

tensi — 2006-02-26T02:02:52-05:00

Pillar is grrreat.

and um, I reserved Metroid Prime Hunters, got a RAZR & a wireless router, swingin'.

The Warriors Tour.

tensi — 2006-03-01T11:03:25-05:00

The Warriors Tour 2. They better come here.

A concept, 1 year ago it was, but tomorrow who knows what it will be...

tensi — 2006-03-01T12:03:15-05:00

I was reading up on GameSpot and found something about Microsoft's new Handheld, Codename : Origami, 1 year ago Microsoft made a video for it, just ideas for it, but the video was soon taken down, but somebody found the video and put it on YouTube.com, so I have a video of it, but tomorrow March 2nd Microsoft said they will release real information about it...so who knows whats coming...

the RAZR is in..

tensi — 2006-03-01T04:03:40-05:00

so we had my phone sent to my old house, well that was a stupid idea, because my grandma wouldn't answer the door because she thought it was one of my brothers students, so we have to go to the FedEx store to get it... curses.

I finally got my new phone! wooteh!

tensi — 2006-03-02T11:03:46-05:00

Hey everybody, I got my new phone, so don't call the 77 number because its not my phone now.

New header...

tensi — 2006-03-04T06:03:48-05:00

yeah, so I got a new Perfect Dark Zero header picture...
umm and we worked on the Lego movie some today?

Hello there, whats your name?

tensi — 2006-03-04T09:03:14-05:00

this shirts, of all shirts...

tensi — 2006-03-05T02:03:32-05:00

yeah so theres the 2 shirts I want...

oh yeah, SKILLET! Come back to Tennessee sometime..

and

I'm really hoping to see MWY in Rockettown.

I'm...

tensi — 2006-03-08T06:03:36-05:00

I'm going out on a killer night.

and umm... heres a picture, that I found on GoogleImages.

and the Lego movie isn't coming along toooo well, I'll update about it sometime later.

later.

From here on out.

tensi — 2006-03-08T06:03:40-05:00

I. Starting Sunday March 11th my mindsay posts and reposts are going to be backwards for Backwards week as of March 11th til March 18th.
II. I will still listen to cake as usual, because there is no opposite of Cake.
III. I'll stop counting with I's.

got some new stuffz.

tensi — 2006-03-09T10:03:40-05:00

went out and got some new clothes, got some pants(1), boardshorts(1) and 2(2) pretty cool shirts.

pretty sweet shorts..

The Go! Team is the schiz.

tensi — 2006-03-10T03:03:39-05:00

I heart The Go! Team.

Yeah, they pretty much rock.

I got a couple of fo ddeeeezzzz

tensi — 2006-03-11T01:03:13-05:00

I got some cool stuff to go in my bedroom, once I finally put everything up in my bedroom I might take a picture... nah.

I really wanted you to know, but I would never show.. wtf this is gay.

tensi — 2006-03-12T01:03:17-05:00

I went away for a day or 2 just because I needed it?

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
/\/\/\/\

ohpfffft whatever.

tensi — 2006-03-12T02:03:13-05:00

I'm giving up on that whole Backwards week thing.

The Go! Team is my favorite band next to my other 10 favorites.

tensi — 2006-03-12T04:03:05-05:00

The Go! Team is the best, EVER.period.

Action and Gay Sex 2 things that make movies good..

tensi — 2006-03-12T06:03:14-05:00

heres a movie!

I have something to say...

tensi — 2006-03-14T11:03:45-05:00

Will you buy me this... I'll get the monitor.

Its about time....

tensi — 2006-03-15T12:03:51-05:00

its about time I went through my C:\ProgramFiles and deleted abunch of random stuff. I've already freed up about 2 gigs.

interesting...

tensi — 2006-03-18T12:03:51-05:00

so I was watching the news this morning, and theres this photographer that takes pictures of women topless all around New York, which he has a license to legally do this, and he had one of them walk down this street to see all these men stare at her and be amazed, only 1 did, the rest walked by as if it were a normal thing, and that really caught this guy off guard, and there were the same amount of women looking as there were men.

-Edit- And one guy and his girlfriend were walking by and the guy(photographer) or woman asked to be in one.
and its all voluntery(if thats a word?)

its a very interesting thing to hear about, because most people would probably expect men to just stare, but they didn't, so women should just shut the hell up about men being horny bastards.

Will work for XSJado or Downtown II's.

tensi — 2006-03-18T02:03:02-05:00

yeah what the subject said...

I can tell you 1 thing.

tensi — 2006-03-18T12:03:02-05:00

diet cherry vanilla black cherry coke zero, is probably the best soda ever!

yeah, as you can tell I've stayed up all night, and I'm just typing stupid things.

Later.

no subject

tensi — 2006-03-20T10:03:54-05:00

While Frank Sinatra sings stormy weather...

Spring Break.

tensi — 2006-03-20T11:03:10-05:00

means free sex on the beach.

New House Are Teh Equaaaaaaalz NO INTERNET!

tensi — 2006-03-26T05:03:25-05:00

I4.

Summerbaby...

tensi — 2006-03-26T02:03:07-05:00

Enjoy Polaris.

I wow am wow/

tensi — 2006-03-30T11:03:06-05:00

I got PETRA's CD Jekyll & Hyde, and WOW its amazing, their a great band, sad to hear they broke up in December of '05.

I might be going...

tensi — 2006-03-30T12:03:02-05:00

I might be going on a cruise in September, woooteh! sounds fun, can't wait..

Disney Cruise line wooteh!

tensi — 2006-03-30T05:03:18-05:00

I think we're going on a Disney Cruise, thats the latest information..

Jamie Cullum - London Skies.

tensi — 2006-04-01T06:04:18-05:00

I got a haircut.,..

tensi — 2006-04-07T06:04:19-05:00

yeah, I donated like all my hair to locks for love, thats the first and last time I'm ever doing that.

and from this point on I don't plan on cutting my hair for the next year or so, unless its a trim..

Because we all want a life some.... day...

tensi — 2006-04-12T04:04:03-05:00

one of the greatest songs.

when I say shotgun, you say emo...

tensi — 2006-04-13T02:04:52-05:00

Steel Train is a good band, just saw them today.. kind of a country jam band, pretty cool though, ummm bought their cd... planning on ripping it to my mp900 player.

oh day of.

tensi — 2006-04-16T06:04:28-05:00

worked out and just finished up 100 sit ups..

World

tensi — 2006-04-17T04:04:17-05:00

so... ate Easter dinner,walked the dogs at a park and played tennis, then when we got to old house to drop Brian off,then Jeremy told me about these fox cubs that were running across the road to eat some road kill, and I hated to hear that, but finally when we decided to go home my mom drove us by, and the fox cubs were across the road, so we decided to get a stick, and it took us a while to find a decent sized one, but when we did find one we went back and I tossed the roadkill over into the grass.

I hate how all the woods here and getting torn down just to build houses, we're running all the animals out, which is just leading them to the roads.

she thinks that shes a pony...

tensi — 2006-04-19T06:04:31-05:00

random fact :
cows get enough water to float a battle ship, just for slaughter.

so we're wasting water on breeding cows and giving them water just to slaughter them.

Cornodo II

tensi — 2006-04-20T12:04:17-05:00

well we finally traded the Linksys in for a D-Link, and it works thank God.

and we should have a wireless card in the other computer whenever we bring it over.

++Polaris kicks ass.
+Cornodo II the song which Polaris does...
+all of their other songs....

Excellent!!

tensi — 2006-04-20T09:04:04-05:00

Bill And Ted's Excellent Adventure is the best movie ever ( next to 10 others).

I'm pretty sure I'm going to EarthFest...

tensi — 2006-04-22T06:04:20-05:00

yeah I think I'm going to Earth Fest Today(sunday) mainly to see John Davis, but I might stay around if other good bands play, call me up if your going.

and if you don't have my number let me know.

and if your some 40 year old guy/girl wanting to know if I'm going to Earth Fest, um cool, because I didn't know 40 year old guys/girls looked at my mindsay.

comic... and things... and more things. and more!

tensi — 2006-04-25T11:04:28-05:00

leaving this Thursday/Friday/Saturday, going to be gone for 2 weeks, and I plan on drawing up a comic on the way there and back, that I will then upload to my new website!, but first I need a website.. oh well.

thats pretty much it.

picturrre.

tensi — 2006-04-28T04:04:42-05:00

Click to view

I'm 2.

tensi — 2006-04-30T01:04:46-05:00

Hey everybody, I'm leaving, I'll be back in a week and like 5 days.

laterz...7.

Dora... its cool, but... whats its use.. oh, and did I mention it runs on 3 Macs

tensi — 2006-04-30T02:04:47-05:00

Did I mention Dora only runs on 3 Mac Mini's?

check it out Here

again! awesome, but I can't figure out who would want it, maybe...

lawlz

tensi — 2006-05-05T01:05:01-05:00

I Love you.

i...i...i...i

tensi — 2006-05-10T02:05:07-05:00

I just wanna Wii.

For the crack in the wall, heres another ...

tensi — 2006-05-17T02:05:55-05:00

so I got back from wherever I told you I went.

and I'm back now... and.. it was fun....

and on the trip I got some fun stuff... like...

a new pair of headphones for my Zen Micro
2 new jackets (pretty freakin' awesome if you ask me)
some shorts (I honestly don't remember how many I got.)
a pair of pants
a new pair of heelys (style:Evolution. color: Black & Yellow. with a grind plate)
an awesome shirt from China
a cover for my RAZR, so I don't damage it anymore. ( I dropped it about 3 to 7 times on the trip)
some magazines on 3D, 2D animation and a Mac Magazine. (and I've yet to read any of them)

and I think thats it.
and I need to get a job at a clothing store as soon as I can.

____________________

pictures - 01.2.0

tensi — 2006-05-18T05:05:51-05:00

I was just looking back at some of my pictures when I had long hair... and.... wow... it was long.. and cool.

oh well heres some pictures.

I start off too many posts with the letter I.

tensi — 2006-05-18T11:05:34-05:00

Imogen Heap was pretty good, though I didn't really hear the other bands, because we went down to the train tracks..

Zack had a pretty funny story to tell everybody and... we pretty much just left...

now I'm back home and Jeremy wants to work out... I don't really care to.. and...
everythings going alright... been a while since I've talked to some people... but thats cool I'm sure I'll see them soon... though,

who I'm talking about.. ehh... I dunno but I figured that would make the post better..

and I really haven't done anything exciting lately, though I do have thoughts on making some new flash videos, but who knows when that will happen.

and... I'm wearing a panda shirt.

2 pictures. Panda.

tensi — 2006-05-19T01:05:02-05:00

Oreo and I.

yes I know, I've still yet to decorate my room.. I wonder if I ever will...

good day good night good morning|Plus something important at the bottom you need2read

tensi — 2006-05-20T08:05:02-05:00

so I woke up around 2 yesterday... ate some waffles watched some things on History channel about Gas then UFOs.
called up John and we went to Turkey Creek for about 4 hours or so, we went to Wal-Mart to get Air Horns then headed over to Target to look at stuff then walked over to EB to see what all was going on in the gaming world, then from there we walked to McAllister's and ate.. I still have half a baked potato left, I mean these things are HUGE! then drove over to Borders, looked in there for a while and John picked up a 3D magazine.
next we headed back home, John stayed over here for about 20-30 minutes and then he left and we went to the graduation, so we blew our air horns and stuff, then when they were done we went down to the floor of the stadium and talked to Ben and Zack "The Thrasher", then from there we left to get food...
so we meet up with some of Steve's friends at Applebees and we eat there for dinner, then we went to Steve's house to.. get some stuff, then once again we left..
then from there we headed to Caitlin's house and when we got there they decided to play pool guys vs girls.. but it ended up being 2 out of 5 guys against 3 girls... yeah I dunno what happend there, then after that we decided to go out on her dock, and it was pretty cool because it was raining and lightning, and pretty much Josh,Caitlin,Steve and I stayed out there for a couple of hours and talked about random things and then we ran inside because it started raining really hard, and we get in there and everybody was watching Resovoir Dogs, but it was towards the end, and I couldn't hear a single word because of everybodies sexual inuendos, then we decided to watch Mean Girls, and around 5 Steve left and I guess around 6:30 we headed out...

so after we left, on the way home we stopped by a hotel and got some coffee, and we agreed on doing the exact same thing today.

-except there will be a few things different-
1. Tonight is Blake's graduation.
2. We'll probably crash at somebody elses house, and I don't wanna come to my house.
3. We'll most likely hit up a different hotel for coffee.

well I don't know about you guys, but today was pretty fun.

-!Important part!-
the past few days while I lay down to go to bed, and I have my thoughts on stuff that makes me feel like crap, one of the things I keep thinking is how much of a bitch I've been to alot of people.

and its one of those things that I feel like I can't really fix now that I've done it, and I guess this is something I just have to kind of realize and stop being like that, and try not to be mean.
I mean, yeah when everybody is joking around its fine, but then theres times that I'm just an ass, and although I'm doing it as a joke, it comes to me later as me being a jackass and stuff.

so I'm really sorry to whoever this may apply to, and I'm going to stop acting like this.

sweet

tensi — 2006-05-23T12:05:29-05:00

U2 is playing on Conan tonight, for the whole episode.

well..... there goes a good episode.

yeah.. cool.. right.

tensi — 2006-05-23T09:05:33-05:00

well... Jeremy kept the dock for the camera at his house.. real cool.. now I can't upload pictures..

I'm never letting him borrow the camera for prom again.. infact he shouldn't even go.

IMPORTANT things you should read.

tensi — 2006-05-24T06:05:45-05:00

ALRIGHT!, sometime today/tongiht our internet is being cut off, due to the money we sent them being a couple of days late, which is stupid.

and if you want to do anything this weekend(Fri thru Mon) I don't think we can, seeing as how we're getting stuff out of our grandmas storage, and this time we should be able to get everything out.

SO, my point is, if you want to do anything it has to be sometime be on thursday, or maybe friday if we don't leave like we usually do.

AND my second point is, IF YOU NEEED to reach me call the cell, 207-1203.
IF that is not my phone number, then I don't know WHOS it is and I've called it a few times.

SO REMEMBER THAT INFORMATION!

and now I'm going to mow.

and if you think you saw this on MySpace you might have.

so I wrote a novel, about scary things and other things.

tensi — 2006-05-25T12:05:13-05:00

the story starts with a kid named Tom... and thats it so far.

as usual,.........

tensi — 2006-05-27T12:05:15-05:00

we didn't leave on the day we said we would.. because the house wasn't clean.... wow my moms smart, clean the house.. so we can get back home.. and there will be cat hair all over the place again... oh well I've done stuff to clean up, but I don't really feel like going to Georgia, so I haven't been killing myself to do this..

and I think I've talked my mom into getting me a new harddrive for our videos..

I love you mom.. but ..

so...[extreme language]

tensi — 2006-05-27T05:05:42-05:00

I don't see us leaving in the next 2 to 5 hours.. although we're freakin' ready to go, THE DAMN HOUSE ISN'T FUCKING CLEAN ENOUGH TO LEAVE! its like, Why don't we clean up the freaking house so when we leave the cats can lay on the chairs and floor and get them ALL FUCKING HAIRY AGAIN! which will most likely be our job when we get back to clean that up.

SO WHY THE HELL Don't we just leave it be and clean it when we get back.... MY MOMS FUCKING CRAZY, I don't understand this, we've been packed for the past 2 days, or atleast I have, and we've stayed here this whole time.

I swear theres no point in even trying to go..

we've already wasted almost 200$ on the hotel for not making it there 2 nights in a row...
SCREW THIS SHIT, I don't even want to go now, not that I did in the first place, but I thought it would be nice to help, now I'm just going to be in a bad mood the whole way down there.

oh well, have fun kids.

love-
Jason.

2 minutes,...

tensi — 2006-05-28T03:05:00-05:00

maybe 1 minute and Jeremy and my mom start fighting, this is gonna be a fun trip.

so I getta listen to my mom say fuck and fuckin every 10 minutes the whole way down.

have fun.

just got back today,, wooooa heyyy oh!

tensi — 2006-05-31T05:05:01-05:00

yeah, got back today, fun stuff...

wanna do something today?

tensi — 2006-05-31T06:05:49-05:00

just give my cell a call, or come on over to my house.

because its a boring day.

I think that I've found the best vehicle ever.. +Pictures.

tensi — 2006-05-31T07:05:34-05:00

I really like this thing, I've allways wanted a motorcycle and this would be the one I'd get if I get one, though the pricing is amazing for a motorcycle, its still not cheap.

did I mention its an electric motorcycle? meaning no gas to pollute or waste money on, although the pricing for one that can charge off an AC outlet is 7,200$ its still in the mid range motorcycle price, so I 'm thinking about saving up for it.

and if I do get it I'll think about a new paintjob, and if not this, than I'll look into modding a normal motorcycle into an electric.

but heres some pics.

oats.

tensi — 2006-06-02T01:06:51-05:00

Click on image to view full size.

Man I love being back home.

its kind of interesting, when you've listend to a cd for a long time...

tensi — 2006-06-05T03:06:36-05:00

and you find a song towards the end of the cd, that you just love. well I just happend to have this happen once again, but its Aqueduct's - Frantic.

Tulsa is a drama...

tensi — 2006-06-05T05:06:45-05:00

omg omg omg new MySpace pixx, omg omg omg......

tensi — 2006-06-15T06:06:11-05:00

I'm pretty sure this is not a new Myspace picture...

first time.

tensi — 2006-06-15T05:06:39-05:00

so for the first time I had a bowl of Boo Berry cereal, it was good.. really good.

Warped Tour = worth this redneck sunburn!

tensi — 2006-06-22T03:06:37-05:00

I took about 138 pictures and about 9-10 videos, I'll put them on here later.

So that story I was talking about before, heres part of it.

tensi — 2006-06-24T03:06:32-05:00

Chapter 1

one day I decided to go down to the local drugstore to get a drink and some drugs, so I started walking there, then some jackass drives by in a car and yells, "walking is for people who like butts" I sat there for a minute thinking, then I pulled out my gun and shot him.

although I had no reason to shoot him, I figured we'd all be better off, until his car swirved off the road hitting 3 more cars leading into a giant explosion catching 10 houses on fire and setting 2 pools on fire.

finally I get to the drug store, get a cola and my drugs, I go to the register and as I'm paying for my stuff some guy walks in holding a gun in the air saying its a hold up and told everybody to hit the floor, as everybody did so except me, I stared at him for a minute, I then threw my drink straight for his throat , successfully hitting him in the throat then kicking the gun out of his hand throwing the gun up in the air I then grabbed his gun as it went flying through the air and hit him on the side of the head with it, knocking him down, I then emptied the clip on his face and dropped the gun, and grabbed my drink before it hit the ground, then set it back down on the counter grabbed my wallet and paid for the stuff and walked out and went back home.

2DayisGonnaBeth...

tensi — 2006-06-25T01:06:12-05:00

so.. going to try and access the XSJADO website to play some THPS3, you know the Tony Hawk before they started getting too goofy, and then umm I think I'll hit the sack and sleep.

and hopefully tomorrow I'll feel up to skating, if not then Tuesday/Wednesday,you get the point right?

no subject

tensi — 2006-06-28T05:06:25-05:00

View the 320 VR (280 KB).

Requires QuickTime.

I'd hate to start off another post with the letter I, but whatever.

tensi — 2006-06-30T09:06:52-05:00

so yeah... I can do a Royale on my rollerblades now... its fun.. but theres like nowhere around this stupid house to skate so I had to use the walkway to the driveway, oh boy!I guess I could skate at the top of the driveway and skating down it you get alot of speed its kind of like a roll-in and my moms talking about putting down concrete at the side of the house so we can put ramps down whereever/however we want. God I hope we do that.

and I also bought some new clothes today, I might take pictures later... in the week.

Plus+Minus.

tensi — 2006-06-30T10:06:04-05:00

I'm passing out, later! see you tomorrow most likely...not... but I'd like to think that.

I'm thinking about skating around tomorrow, maybe go steal some of that construction stuff from up the road and make a new grindrail, its a really thick PVC but I'm pretty sure it will work, til then!

gay people.

Hey I'm in for a big fun day of no fun!

tensi — 2006-07-04T05:07:39-05:00

so... I'm going to watch fireworks downtown today, which will be entertaining for a little while, then we're doing nothing...

oh well, other than that I feel really sore all over for not sleeping for 20hours then going out on a boat for 6 hours...

Later.,

if thats what they call it nowa days.

tensi — 2006-07-05T05:07:01-05:00

so tickets to Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Mans Chest have been purchased...

Thursday night 12:30AM, I like to call it Friday morning, but Fandango calls it Thursday,12:30AM.

Oh well either way I'm getting to see before half way through while the Seaman's are seeing it, so they won't ruin it for us, You can never trust a Seaman they're back stabbing good for nothing great friends that will stab you in the back without notice..

Where did the road end?

tensi — 2006-07-06T08:07:39-05:00

Yeah the picture should take you to my Myspace pictures, and that link I just posted takes you to my main Myspace page. (same with the following)

yes I type all my html by hand on Mindsay.

puh... puh... Pirates of the Caribben!

tensi — 2006-07-07T04:07:00-05:00

M AaZing.

yeah.. cool.. right?

tensi — 2006-07-08T08:07:06-05:00

oh man....

tensi — 2006-07-09T10:07:58-05:00

we just had like an hour like firework war.

actually..

There was a fierce battle between the Native Americans and the British, the war went on for years, the British lost all of their supplies and had to surrender, we pretty much owned them, but Brian got hit, but hes good.

LaterZ

Jasonz, like LAWLZ>..

skated..

tensi — 2006-07-11T04:07:29-05:00

and scratched up my leg...

now I've cut my toe and leg..

sunburn, again...

tensi — 2006-07-15T11:07:09-05:00

so I got my second sun burn of the summer, it sucks...

and I hate the outdoors, atleast during Spring and Summer...

I should have used sunblock/sun screen/sun tan lotion, which ever you perfer, it was a bad idea not using any, I really hate the fact that I didn't use any..

and chicks say guys forget everything?

tensi — 2006-07-19T12:07:47-05:00

hali: whats my initials
TrueTennisPlaya: Ann..
TrueTennisPlaya: HAK
hali: hahaha
hali: my birthday
TrueTennisPlaya: July 4th 1843
TrueTennisPlaya: November 29th 1990?
hali: jeeeeeez
hali: are you March 23
hali: ahhhhhhh
hali: i cant
hali: remmeber
TrueTennisPlaya: so I was right?
hali: yes
hali: was i?
TrueTennisPlaya: nope
TrueTennisPlaya: off by...
TrueTennisPlaya: about...
TrueTennisPlaya: a year.
hali: rogjt month?
TrueTennisPlaya: lol
hali: no did i have the right month?
TrueTennisPlaya: nope
hali: april?
hali: no...
TrueTennisPlaya: no..
TrueTennisPlaya: not may either..
hali: july!
hali: no!
hali: september
TrueTennisPlaya: I feel so hated..
hali: OMG IM SORRY
hali: hahaha
hali: you dont talk to me anymore
hali: so!
hali: i forget
TrueTennisPlaya: you drink too much.
hali: hahahahah THATS WHY
hali: OMG
hali: hahaha
hali: was the number right
TrueTennisPlaya: Hali you really should stop..
hali: 23rd?
TrueTennisPlaya: negative..
hali: 25th?
TrueTennisPlaya: .......
hali: omg :(
TrueTennisPlaya: :-o
hali: what is it
hali: ill remember forever if you tell me
TrueTennisPlaya: forget it.
hali: NO
hali: TELL ME
hali: NOW
TrueTennisPlaya: as soon as you stop drinking and forgetting
hali: ok
hali: i will
TrueTennisPlaya: ...rofl
TrueTennisPlaya: I wouldn't
TrueTennisPlaya: OKAY
TrueTennisPlaya: HINT
TrueTennisPlaya: HINT
TrueTennisPlaya: October...
hali: ughhhh i was gonnna say that
TrueTennisPlaya: .......
hali: i really was
TrueTennisPlaya: and I was gonna say your last name is Kovich..
hali: jeeez
hali: hahahah
hali: yours is Brown i think
hali: hahhahah idk i feel bad now
hali: im gonan go die cuase im stupid
TrueTennisPlaya: make sure to get me a sandwich on the way back
hali: was the last name right?
TrueTennisPlaya: nope...
TrueTennisPlaya: you must get pretty fucked up to forget stuff.
hali: shut up!
hali: i dont
hali: its october, 27th
hali: hahahah idk!
TrueTennisPlaya: rofl :-p
hali: what is it
hali: :(
hali: i feel horrible
TrueTennisPlaya: no.. I'm not gonna go easy on you
TrueTennisPlaya: you'll have to find out the hard way.
hali: what do you want me to do
TrueTennisPlaya: remember
hali: i will!
hali: just tell me please
TrueTennisPlaya: alright.. but first I gotta make you look like a complete idiot all over MySpace...
hali: what!?!

TrueTennisPlaya: nothing..
hali: tell me biiiiiiitch
hali: ;)
TrueTennisPlaya: uuuuhhhhh

haven't posted anything good in a while...

tensi — 2006-07-21T05:07:14-05:00

its very dissapointing... I know..

I suck.

yesterday = OMGZ GOODZ!

tensi — 2006-07-24T12:07:05-05:00

yeah.. went to S&S yesterday, BEST FOOD EVER.

we'd all be screwd if it werent for F.U.C. News.

tensi — 2006-07-25T08:07:34-05:00

I got a new wakeboard...

tensi — 2006-07-29T11:07:51-05:00

fall down around its amazingly coolness!!

Pirates Of The Caribben : Deadmans Chest....

tensi — 2006-08-05T05:08:30-05:00

I saw it for the second time Friday... or today, it was just as good as the first time, I even caught things I didn't notice before..

Good morning Idaho!

tensi — 2006-08-06T07:08:45-05:00

I woke up fairly early...

its just a bit crazy...

have myspace?

tensi — 2006-08-07T03:08:29-05:00

add me, because you're better than me.

my new shirts.

tensi — 2006-08-07T04:08:19-05:00

drawing...

tensi — 2006-08-07T07:08:05-05:00

Click image to view full size.

hit me up today...

tensi — 2006-08-10T08:08:44-05:00

School goes back in tomorrow... we can't let that happen can we now?
well I don't think we can stop it, so call me and lets do something that will blow people...

I'll provide the Sublime....

just call... 207-1203 thasss me!

and you bitchasses better not back out now!

school=suck+you=lame.

so go and have yourself some fun before the first day of school.

and listen to Sublime.
if you don't you suck.

We toured to the north, south, east and west
We sold some mushroom tea,
We sold some ecstasy,
We sold nitrus, opium, acid, heroin and PCP...

no subject

tensi — 2006-08-14T11:08:06-05:00

dude...

Ban the tube top tonight!

Friday : 4hour drive to Cincinnati,parked in Gary's driveway, ran to Bogart's got in right as Reel Big Fish started playing, HELL YEAH!, then MXPX started to play and about half the crowd left, but they put on one hell of a show, I bought the MXPX&Reel Big Fish tour shirt and the MXPX Crow shirrt, then headed off to the hotel, ordered pizza, slept...

Saturday : Wake up at 6 go back to sleep and wake up at 11:30, checkout at 12 so I took a shower and got my stuff together and we got the hell out of their, talked about going to the Cincinnati Zoo and skateparks, but decided to go to Kings Island, that was bitchin', although we didn't ride much... then after that we headed out in search of a place to stay, found a Microtel? oh well it was nice.. slept there.

Sunday : wake up at 8 go bacck to sleep, wake up at 10:30, Checkout at 11, got ready and got the hell out of there, then hit up Cincinnati skatepark, it was pretty cool but these bitches were there and they thought they owned the park, so they got all bitchy with us, oh well! doesn't matter, we decided to leave and hit up Florance Kentucky, I do believe, and man was that park the bitchins everybody there were cool.... but Josh and my mom were hungry so we left there after 30minutes or an hour... which sucked... really bad... because it was fun... then we headed to Lexington which took about 1h20m, we ate at a place called Joe Bologna's which was freakin' good... so I got a shirt from them... and... then hit up the Lexington skatepark which was all wet from where it rained while we were eating... that sucked but there were alot of College people there skating and biking, and they were cool, I probably would have liked that place alot more if I wasn't so tired and if it wasn't all wet, all the rails were wet.. and Josh wouldn't skate because he was too full from eating.. so I was like lets leave around 11, then I passed out in the car and woke up at the house...

best weekend ever!!!!!!!!!

REEL BIG FISH & MXPX are sooooo better than you.

I just ate....

tensi — 2006-08-24T04:08:00-05:00

I just ate catnip, I dunno why, I just felt like it.

Hey little girl, I wanna be your boyfriend..

tensi — 2006-09-01T11:09:16-05:00

well.. that sounds creepy, but when its the Ramones its bitchin'!

so ... Steve Irwin was killed...

tensi — 2006-09-04T02:09:35-05:00

he was killed by a stingray..

very sad news indeed, for a while I thought it was just a MySpace rumor.. I wish it was, he was a great guy..
but its not.

:( we'll miss you.

I stumbled upon these..

tensi — 2006-09-05T09:09:19-05:00

I was one day just looking at Google Earth, and I thought to myself, if they have a google earth, why wouldn't they have a Google Moon?

this happend over a year ago..

and I found Moon.google.com then I thought about other planets and found mars.google.com

I'm big and important one angry dwarf and 200 solemn faces of you...

tensi — 2006-09-13T07:09:52-05:00

yeah.. Ben Folds Five is pretty killlaer.

thats about all I have to say, now I'm off to do that stuff I do every day that tries to annoy me!

for the first time ever...

tensi — 2006-09-14T01:09:06-05:00

I think I've just seen Gamespot for the first time overcrowded..

and for the rest of you that haven't been on yet..

its crazy the reaction people are having with the Wii, thats the only reason its so full of people...
heres the latest.

Wii will sell for $250,bundled with Wii Sports

and a launch date of November 19th was anounced.

and I've been watching the videos at www.nintendo.co.jp of the Wii in action theres also a Paint like program.. here I'll post the video of it.. and I believe Page 5 - 11 have videos.

yep..

tensi — 2006-09-18T10:09:28-05:00

Friday - Dollywood,Mellow Mushroom,Starbucks,Borders.
Saturday - Turkey Creek... frizbee,skating.
Monday - grocery store.

slower than before.

tensi — 2006-09-20T06:09:53-05:00

yeah.. so, October, don't speed up or anything, I'm doing good right now, you just take your nice sweet time getting here...... slowly...

while I enjoy all my 37 days...
yeah, I probably sound crazy..

but I am.

so what I've been up to lately?

tensi — 2006-09-20T05:09:56-05:00

I've been listening to Beck,Ben Folds Five,Ben Folds,Cake,Jimmy Buffet,Flatfoot 56 and others..

Hey all you Iraqi's look here!

tensi — 2006-09-20T11:09:58-05:00

go kill yourself !!!

you don't see any of us going around and killing your people because you say some stupid shit.

you guys are so childish.

really! get a life, its bad that you guys are to the point you have absolutely nothing to do, so you bitch about us saying something then kill our americans, thats just rediculousely childish.

yeah, so go get a life.

I'm just lovin' this DSL

tensi — 2006-09-23T06:09:26-05:00

not really... it sucks, Bellsouth has the worst service ever...

and they say, "Call Bellsouth!" and you call for help, and some mexican/middle eastern guy who just learned english like 5 days ago picks up the phone, and you keep having to say,"what?" "excuse me?" "did you just cuss me out?" "Could you say that again?" and by the end of the call you can understand them say "Is there anything else I can help you with" and you think to yourself, NO! BECAUSE I CAN'T UNDERSTAND A FREAKING WORD YOU'RE SAYING!...

MAYBE...... MAYBE! I should be the one helping you learn english...

gah!...

well, heres my...thoughts/opinion of Bellsouth..

1.Do not "Call Bellsouth"
2.Do not buy Bellsouth DSL
3.Bellsouth DSL cuts out every day, and if you're lucky it might cut out every 10 minutes...
4.Customer support... more like, 'Pray to God you can understand what the person on the other end is saying'
5.You have to have these "Phone Filters" that you put in each phoneline you have a phone or TV hooked up to, I should've known from the first day that if you need a "Phone Filter" its probably because the service sucks..
6.Comcast is overpriced.
7.We need Fiber Optic internet in Tennessee...
8.Comcast is still overpriced, but their Cable internet doesn't do this (&*#$%&@#(*$ to you all the time....

and that about does it for all my thoughts and... anything else for the morning... yeah.

reply or something.

I'm

tensi — 2006-09-24T06:09:29-05:00

Waiting for october, cross my fingers cross my heart and hope to die...

Polaris.

I have a job of...

tensi — 2006-09-25T03:09:44-05:00

cleaning my grandmas and brothers house...

I love the whole job thing.

now I'll actually have moneys on me! if I don't spend it all on clothes..

I have a new header...

tensi — 2006-09-28T12:09:40-05:00

stare at it for a while..
I'm gonna color it in.. tell me which one you like more.. after I post the second one.

Goooooooooooooo... morning campers!

tensi — 2006-09-28T07:09:46-05:00

its 7:38 and the sun is coming up, you better be ready!

You can hear it on the coconut telegraph...

tensi — 2006-10-05T08:10:22-05:00

well.. I could go for a beach, island or a cruise about now..

well, I'm headed out peoples.

laterz.

20 days

tensi — 2006-10-05T11:10:15-05:00

20 days til.. my birthday!

I. I Am Listening To The Pillows. great band.. and yeah my birthday party..

tensi — 2006-10-07T12:10:33-05:00

even though I have a feeling none of my friends still use Mindsay, I'll still post this just in case...

I'm turning 15, and to those of you who think I am 15, sure I'll say I'm turning 16.
my party is going to be

October 27th,
Friday,
2006(just for some of you who don't remember the year).

at
6PM to whenever the last person leaves on saturday.
(show up anytime around 6, before.. after..)

_______________________________
Directions!!!

since the party is at the new house, and some of you people might not know where it is, just send me a message titled 'Directions' or something really rude.

From there I will tell you how to get here, or send you a map..
it would be waaay easier if you could just ask for directions in a message so I could send you the directions..

_______________________________
PLEASE! bring your own XBOX Small controllers if you plan on using one for Halo2, as for regular Xbox controllers we have 5.

and if you can bring your xbox, PLEASE! let me know as soon as possible.
Sea's are bringing their xbox.
_______________________________
food and drinks should be provided. if for some unknown reason they aren't I'll update you peoples about it.

_______________________________
and umm.. yeah, if you plan on going to Nashville for the weekend, you can just bring you girlfriend to the party.

________________________________
And I'm pretty much promising right here I won't be a bitch like I was last party...
and if I do act like a bitch.. go ahead throw a punch at me, I probably deserve it.

________________________________
If I missed Anything.. ANYTHING! at all just send me a message.

Josh killed my computer..

tensi — 2006-10-08T12:10:40-05:00

yeah..

My Computer, does not work.
Winamp(I don't know why), aint workin'

and System restore... not working..
drop down menus also not working, they freeze up the window.

feeling a bit sik-ful

tensi — 2006-10-08T09:10:10-05:00

yes.. my new word meaning, Sick because I'm full.(of food...)

oh well.. My Computer is still not working...

I'm getting/buying/... a Wii..

tensi — 2006-10-12T06:10:47-05:00

thats right, my mom is going to pay most of the reservation fee for the Wii, and I'm going to have to get as much money as possible by November 19, I'm going to try to get atleast 200$. it seems like alot in such short notice, but hey! I can still try.

my friday...

tensi — 2006-10-13T10:10:20-05:00

2:00am I finally fall asleep after hearing my grandma on the phone with my mom all night..
4:50am, my alarm clock goes off, I lay my head back down.. wait for 10 minutes, 5AM John calls, John gets me around 5:20/5:30 we get to EB and nobody is in line, we head to Wal-Mart and get some water and Gold Fish.
6AM, we get to EB, theres one man already there, just waiting in his car for people to start a line, so he was very nice and let us go first, and we kept telling him to go ahead, but he insisted we go.
from 6 until 7 John and I play our DS's.
7:30-ish another guy shows up, so we started talking and waiting around, slowly people start to show up, there must of been atleast 20 people by 9am.
10AM, doors open, I'm first to reserve =D, then we go get a small breakfast, from there we go to Party City, from Party City to Borders, from Borders we waited until lunch time to get lunch, then went home...

then stuff happend later..
like...
Chick fil-a
Starbucks
then home.

somebody at Chick Fil-A thought I was

tensi — 2006-10-14T03:10:06-05:00

.... Jake Thomas.

yeah.. so.. they probably went home like omg!

OKAY! I understand.. its breast cancer..

tensi — 2006-10-15T03:10:37-05:00

but is it necessary to only promote breast cancer? I mean, theres tons of other cancers out there.. heart,lung,brain,etc.. if you haven't noticed yet, its just abunch of men who care about womens boobs.. I'm not a freaking idiot, I know thats the only reason, I mean, I go to Linens'n'things and they have this giant stands for fighting breast cancer by buying these products.. wtf? what about funding research to all these other ones..

I mean, I know cancer in any form is bad, but come on, just picking out one.. its wrong.. I have to say, if you're funding something.. please give money to some other research..

Howdy neighbors!

tensi — 2006-10-17T12:10:55-05:00

I just wanted to say hey... and we went by all these halloween stores today.. funz.

I'm in Ohio!

tensi — 2006-10-21T02:10:37-05:00

waiting to head over to Kings Island.. until midnight!

have fun.

helloes people!

tensi — 2006-10-24T05:10:54-05:00

I'm being rather lazy and not cleaning up right now.. so I'll have to make up for that later..

oh well, just stopping in to say Hey!
and I have a new picture.. so .. cool.

Halloween Palrty!

tensi — 2006-10-25T06:10:04-05:00

we're having a halloween party.. yay, fun! excitement!

mmhmm...

All that Jones soda is for the party!

its my birthday!

tensi — 2006-10-26T07:10:44-05:00

thats correct, its my birthday today, I'm officially 15..

cool, isn't it?

a friend of mine, his dad passed away Oct.26th.

tensi — 2006-10-28T07:10:50-05:00

I really didn't know who sent me this text message early this morning, I thought somebody had the wrong number, so I just left it and kept playing games.

it wasn't until 5:30ish that a Greg called and talked to Josh and told him that Blake's dad drowned. I was really just kind of like what? at first, then it hit me, I remembered the text I got from earlier, and just kind of didn't want to believe it, until I got on the computer and checked.

its a really sad thing to hear, especially after losing my dad, Mr.Malone was there along with the whole family helping us through and last year(I believe) we went rafting with them.

its really saddening.

the one thing I do know now though,
is he and my dad are getting "R&R" as he always said.

Skillet - Rebirthing.

tensi — 2006-11-01T05:11:38-05:00

Rebirthing wmv

I feel sick..

tensi — 2006-11-04T06:11:57-05:00

I just took Zicam on an empty stomach, and it says not to eat for 15 minutes, but it also says to take after eating...

.... ehh

gone all daiz

tensi — 2006-11-07T01:11:23-05:00

and now I'm tired...
goodnight!

you make me, you make me, oh so sick, oh so sick...

tensi — 2006-11-11T02:11:28-05:00

<X> _/..

I
Post
Here.

So, One wiik and One day until the Wii is released,

from that day I probably won't be

on the computer for 2 days... maybe longer.

I________I______ Inform
__thought___could_______you

Its official.

tensi — 2006-11-12T11:11:07-05:00

1 Wiik.

oh noes! complete war over at Gamespot.com!!! (new Wii Information)

tensi — 2006-11-14T09:11:48-05:00

its been anounced, that the Wii in late 07' will get DVD playback(a dvd player for those who don't understand), making a complete war about, "WHY 1 Week before release",
just to clear it up, its only 4 days until launch.. therefore you're an idiot and its not 1 wiik before, even if they mean the, Asia,Europe..etc launches those are all more than 1 wiik away, and its Wiik, not week, jeez didn't Nintendo teach you guys anything?

thus creating a debate of, it will be an External DVDPlayer, it will probably be a completely new Wii or just a download from the internet?

Well! I for one think, its the beginning of the 2000's if you don't have a DVD player yet, you can pick up DVD players from $25 to $150, they now even have this 400disc DVD changer.

so, what I'm saying, is if you don't already have a DVD player, why do you need one?

its a cool idea I guess, but I don't see any reason to wait another year for a console that you want just because its getting a DVD player...
it already has a DVD reader for the Wii games, so maybe its just a software download or something.

and um.. Excite Truck has a costum soundtrack.

oh well, till then, then being sometime later.
I'm Tensi.
later.

"and it may be the best thing"

tensi — 2006-11-18T02:11:48-05:00

lyrical credit à la bande Fischerspooner.

besides... Skillet,Pillar,Showbread and Sublime I'd have to say Fischerspooner is one of my top favorite bands.

J'ai cinq bandes préférées (très probablement plus), il dépend quelle humeur je suis po.

I really wanna learn French, Japanese or Chinese. all very cool languages... I think I'll keep with French then do Japanese.. or Chinese... ah! they're both cool, maybe one then the other.

skating, the subject is..

tensi — 2006-11-22T12:11:51-05:00

so on one of my many Online Adventures looking for vegan/vegetarian skate shoes I saw a website that said IPATH had some, upon visiting I saw a pretty basic layout, but it looked nice, and I was going to see how .mov files looked on here with one of their videos.

Happy Thanksgiving.

tensi — 2006-11-23T07:11:13-05:00

go enjoy your Thanksgiving by eating a dead turkey.

while I feel somewhat good about myself.

Sk

tensi — 2006-11-25T02:11:13-05:00

skating, outside...

I really need to

tensi — 2006-12-04T04:12:26-05:00

post more, I don't think I've posted anything in the past... weeks or month.

dizzzy.

tensi — 2006-12-06T10:12:44-05:00

I just got done watching Funny Face, on TCM.
I really don't watch musicals, so I don't know what to say about it.

and I feel really dizzy, like an amlost unstable dizzy... not fun.

gone for so long.

tensi — 2006-12-22T06:12:53-05:00

finally getting back into the whole, 'being home' thing it seems like I've been doing stuff all month and haven't been home..

oh well, I should be shopping tonight with the family then I'll probably be doing stuff around the house untill Christmas and so on...
I wanna go to the skatepark X-mas day or the day after.
fasweeeeeeet!

Happy Hanukkah!
(________________)

Happy Birthday Jesus!

tensi — 2006-12-25T02:12:18-05:00

I really don't know how old you are, but I figured I'd say Happy Birthday and I'm a few months off.

to everybody else, who celebrates Christmas,

Merry Christmas!

SoLo

tensi — 2006-12-28T12:12:47-05:00

Hello.

I decided I would stop by and post a post.
I saw Santa Clause 3 today... just to save you some money, don't see it. it ruins the story, more than the second movie.

about to eat dinner.

tensi — 2006-12-29T01:12:23-05:00

going downstairs to eat some Smart Start(maple) and fruit.

after I listen to Same In The End, by Sublime.

oh yeah, I skated all day and drank coffee at Waffle House for 3 hours.

Happy New Years Eve.

tensi — 2006-12-31T01:12:28-05:00

Happy New Years Eve!

trust me, I worked on that for hours..

die for diamonds.

tensi — 2007-01-04T10:01:07-05:00

soez, hellz yeah, Islands kixass.

for the past day I've been working on a new logo for J and J Studios.com, so far its going alright, but I'm testing a few different color styles, like reflective,glossy or flat.

I'll post them on here to get an idea of what people think looks the best.

I made

tensi — 2007-01-11T09:01:58-05:00

pancakes for breakfast!...

they ended up making me feel sick, but I feel better now..

thats all you need to know.

ain't got no money to pay

tensi — 2007-01-12T04:01:10-05:00

we'll get in anyway!

yeah, listening to MXPX, they were prewty killer live...

I just tewk some newh picshaaz

tensi — 2007-01-13T03:01:19-05:00

I'm sou keuwl in my PILLLAR shirt, I'm just like, Yeh! (when filling in the faded black areas, I accidentally messed up a few things, not realizing until after I finished it)

The best Pillows T-Shirt..

blury.. but, you know it works.

just let go, just let it go.

tensi — 2007-01-16T02:01:54-05:00

Fischerspooner.
good for any occasion.

seriously.

well, I'm just here to say..

nothing.

new shoes!!! =D

tensi — 2007-01-20T08:01:44-05:00

so, my new shoes came in... 2 days ago, Thursday the 18th, but they were sent to Jeremy's house, so he brought them over yesterday.

yeah.. Templeton 4's and a pair of Element Colima.

they're pretty wicked, I might post pix later.. not making any promises.

if I do take any pix, it will be on my new LG VX8300, yep! you betcha', I got a new cellphone!

siiiiiiiiiiiigh... and a new cellphone number... honestly, I don't need to get a new phone & number every year...

if your a human being, we're in business.

tensi — 2007-01-29T06:01:00-05:00

I sayz, wait, whats this fly doing in my soup?

Andrew Thompson is the shiz.

myspace.com/WhatsUpRobot
Watch this Video, NOW!

snow

tensi — 2007-02-01T11:02:40-05:00

so, it snowed today, and what did I do?
I slept in until about 11:40.. I was like ....

yeah.. theres still some snow infront of our house, but thats about it.

just here to say

tensi — 2007-02-05T10:02:44-05:00

Have a nice day.

I don't post much.. so heres a little video of me being bored.

tensi — 2007-02-11T01:02:02-05:00

music Sublime - Greatest Hits

this is the longer version, with some other stuff, music. Fatboy Slim - Right Here Right Now watch one, or both... I just hope they're enjoyable.

Happy Valentines day!

tensi — 2007-02-14T06:02:14-05:00

Happy Valentines day!

now leave me comments.

its snowing outside!

tensi — 2007-02-17T05:02:01-05:00

which means, I had to make a cup of hot chocolate.
not only is it hot chocolate, its the chocolatieist hot chocolate.

sledding!

tensi — 2007-02-18T11:02:09-05:00

so, I decided to go outside and try sledding.. too bad all our sleds are at the old house.

but I found a cardboard box, thanks to our lovely, hill.. I mean backyard.. with the near inch of snow we got, I got to slide down the hill... the bad thing is, I didn't think about the ladder at the bottom of the hill, I ran directly into it with my knee.. I stood up and felt all weird like I was going to pass out, like I usually do when I get hurt pretty bad.. thank the Lord I just stood up and walked it off.

There for a minute I thought I was about to fall on the concrete..which some people might remember happening a few years back.. at a gas station, near a putt-putt place..

what are my final thoughts?
this year, snow has been very cheap and hates Tennessee, I just hope we get alot next year.
Sledding in a cardboard box, works until you take it to a dirt hill thats full of rocks, you fall out of the box and get mud all over your white pants(which are in the washer), and hope all the mud comes out..

well.. goodDay everyone.

we start war... why?

tensi — 2007-02-27T02:02:49-05:00

just so we can start more wars, and we probably won't ever get our point across on what we were trying to do in the first place, if we even remember what that was.

Theres only roses in here.

tensi — 2007-03-02T04:03:35-05:00

You got a Hollywood star,
Then you freak out
in the Shangri-La,
Where you freak out
You got the whole nine yards,
but you freak out
yeah, you freak out

I <3 Polaris.. they're so freakin' awesome..
and umm.. I don't care to get my drivers license, because.
1. it would only help pollute.
2. because car insurance companies are sexist.

Blue Man Group. Live. How to be a Megastar Tour 2.0

tensi — 2007-03-04T11:03:49-05:00

was friggin' awesome!

and because it was so "friggin' awesome!", I'm going to change my font blue for this post.
if you ever get a chance to see Blue Man Group. just... do it!

however the font doesn't seem to change.. I've messed with it a few times.. oh well
heres a picture of the t-shirt I got.

1. Showbread and You.

tensi — 2007-03-05T04:03:40-05:00

I'm pretty sure this Showbread concert is all ages, because to my knowledge bars are closed on sundays(or they can't sell alcohol atleast). which means it would be stupid to not be all ages.

with that out of the way, I'm going to see Showbread & Pillar(+Tyler Read) March 18th.

I'm going to be all like OMG! SHOWBREAD & PILLAR! I love you guys!
but more love goes to Showbread because its their first time in Knoxville(to my knowledege.. or atleast since I've known about them and sorry Pillar, but they're a little bit better in my opinion, no hard feelings right? I mean, you guys are amazing, but you are just 2 different music types)

so, March 18th, Showbread & Pillar. raw rock like crazy.. and if you haven't seen the YouTube videos on Showbread.net I'll post them.

Showbread a no?

tensi — 2007-03-17T09:03:36-05:00

so I hear that Blue Cats serves alcohol everyday of the week, meaning I have to have somebody 21 to take me, which means my mom might take me... hopefully its all ages.. because if you aren't supposed to sell alcohol on Sunday unless you're a restaurant (which BlueCats is not) seems like it should be all ages..

pretty much, Showbread you're so cool if the show is all ages!
or
Showbread.. you've really let me down, making me believe I would get to see you.

just found out yesterday/today my uncle has leukemia.

tensi — 2007-04-04T05:04:29-05:00

but kind of good news is that its probably the best kind of it and its only in the beginning stage so they(doctors) should be able to help out. so I might be going to New Orleans sometime this week/month, but he starts having surgery soon and he's going to be in isolation which means nobody can see him for 3 weeks to possibly a whole month.

I was glad to hear that it wasn't as bad as we thought, but still prayers would be nice!
because as I've learned, even some of the best cancers to have can still be fatal.

other than that I haven't really been up to much lately, just hoping for the best for my uncle and skating everyday.

I've been listening to Bob Marley lately, really good music I must say.. I also recommend listening to The Pillows from Japan (The Pillows(myspace)) '

Have a great day!
Jason.

"Goodbye, I love you, come and see me some time."

tensi — 2007-04-08T06:04:33-05:00

HAPPY EASTER!

I don't know is it just me or does that seem a little weird? it sounds like we're trying to turn it into a commercialized holiday like Christmas, I went to Wal-Mart a while back and noticed camouflage Easter Eggs.. I'm curious as to what they're getting to by making these? and Super Man, Spider Man and all of these other characters.. its like, what are we doing to this great Holiday? we're turning it into plastic eggs with cartoon characters and army related stuff.

I find it a bit disgusting..

oh well, I'm just here to say Hallo everybody!
and that PAX217 song has been on my mind lately, actually I think about it a lot, probably because its so good.
I'm going to post it on here one day, for everybody to hear, because its so great.

I Love MacBooks...

tensi — 2007-04-13T02:04:54-05:00

they're so nice.. and the sound quality is awesome..

I hope to get my own some day..

Thank God Your Here!

tensi — 2007-04-18T09:04:10-05:00

Wednesdays @ 8:00PM

its hilarious.

watch it.

My Uncle passed away...

tensi — 2007-04-20T07:04:34-05:00

my uncle just passed away yesterday, I received the news at 7:31PM yesterday.

I might be heading out to Georgia or South Carolina sometime this week, I'm not sure where or when, I'm just waiting to hear from my family.

I don't know if you know how weird it is when somebody says, "I'm Sorry" its something thats really hard to reply to, because its not just one of those things where you can say, "its alright" because it isn't and if you say it, you know you're lying to yourself, so I've always felt weird saying that to people and it seems weird when people say it to me, because I'm kind of at a loss of words.

sell drugs get 40years, shoot your husband.. get out of jail free

tensi — 2007-04-23T11:04:04-05:00

so, last year this woman killed her husband and right now she is working at a clothing cleaner...
a man who runs a farm was found selling drugs and he gets 40years in jail, he won't get out until he's 90something..

selling drugs isn't killing somebody, although it could cause an overdose of drug usage, its not intentional murder and they never said anybody did.. so what, some people snorted cocaine, they didn't shoot somebody to death.

pornography on Playhouse Disney...

tensi — 2007-05-02T11:05:36-05:00

so I was watching MSNBC and I was reading the marque on the bottom of the screen and it said during Playhouse Disney (yesterday possibly?) it switched from whatever kids show to some porno.

what is this world coming to!
lol.. first they tell you that they've poisoned your dog food, then your food and now Disney channel is playing pr0n!

really late.. going to bed

tensi — 2007-05-04T02:05:02-05:00

but first I'm going to play with Tigger a little bit, then I will head to sleep.

going away for the weekend.

tensi — 2007-05-04T06:05:17-05:00

I'm going to Orangeburg, SC this weekend for my uncle's memorial and should be back Monday.

Later,
Tensi.

you should download DivX.

tensi — 2007-05-19T05:05:58-05:00

Watch videos how they were supposed to be played, in high quality.

you won't be sorry you downloaded it.

go to
http://www.divx.com/community/share.php?cid=AD0000355
to get your free copy of DivX Pro.

Slow night, So long.

tensi — 2007-06-28T05:06:48-05:00

Hey! it's been forever since I've posted something on Mindsay..
I was just killing time, as I should be doing chores and I randomly thought of Mindsay.
it's a nice place.

I don't know about you guys, but Summer has been great so far, I'm really enjoying it, I hope it only gets better.
the title of this post might not make much sense... I was just thinking of The Kings Of Leon at the time.

I haven't talked to my mom much lately about going to the Vans Warp Tour, but I think I'm going again this year, except to Atlanta this time, because they aren't having it in Nashville anymore.. lame.

oh well, July 4th is coming up soon, so I imagine there will be tons of fireworks going off, especially as our neighborhood keeps getting bigger and more people keep moving in, I honestly don't care for the neighborhood, but I can't change it or anything..
and I'm going to inform you that I'm listening to The Killers - Sam's Town, because I can.

I hope to hear from everybody, if people still use Mindsay.

Summer update.

tensi — 2007-07-08T03:07:38-05:00

Summer keeps getting better & better, then lame, then better again!

been shooting off fireworks,pretty fun stuff.
Icearium+fireworks = fun.

Summer update #2

tensi — 2007-07-21T03:07:03-05:00

Summer has been going awesome, I've just been hanging out doing the usual summer stuff, having fun and making fun and making fun happen.
I should try to hang out with more people..

this summer couldn't get any better..

that's a lie!

Remember, I'll always be true (Summer update #3)

tensi — 2007-07-27T04:07:42-05:00

Summer is coming to an end.. a horrible end, an end of, wow I didn't start my summer until half way through..

it's a sad, sad, sad, not so sad but pretty lame thing to realize, that theres only.. 2 weeks until school starts.
I've got to do whatever I can before summer is over and I'll try my best to do them.
I don't know about you(the reader) but I've had a fun summer, and I hope to have a good year from here on.

one good thing about music, when it hits you feel no pain. (Summer update #4)

tensi — 2007-07-28T02:07:48-05:00

so, after sitting around a lot today, my mom told me we were going out to eat.
so I got ready and on the way to Calypso Cafe, my mom was like, "do you care if we stop by Rugged Wearhouse?" and as always, I was down for going there..
my mom was only looking for 1 thing, but I found a Invader Zim hoodie there for $10 and I couldn't pass it up I looked at some shoes in the back, they had some nice ones, but they were all either too big or too small.. and I don't really need shoes, but those Sneaux shoes are nice and comfortable.
on the way to checkout I saw a rack of clothes from Hot Topic and I saw some Lip Service pants for $9.99 and LipService pants run for about $50 at the cheapest, so how could I pass those up?

so, I got some pants, I'll probably take pictures later and put them up here..
just for those of you that don't have or know what Rugged Wearhouse is, it's a store that gets imperfect or overstocked items from stores & clothing companies.

So, let's kick, push and coast... (Summer Update #5)

tensi — 2007-08-12T08:08:48-05:00

So come roll with me, just a rebel looking for a place to be..
I've liked that song ever since I heard it on Tony Hawk's Downhill Jam..

I just got back from a party at the Sea's and I would love to go into detail about that.. but I'll just post a pic later.

Summer Update #5, sadly is about Summer coming to an end.. a horrible thing to think of and a sad time, but life must continue, this show doesn't stop it just ends for 2007..
Summer 2007 has possibly been the best Summer I've had since 2004(that being my worst), as I look back on things(while listening to Freebird-Lynard Skynard), it's kind of saddening to realize Summer Break '07 is already over, 1 half and full day of school have already gone in and everything is changing, this Summer possibly went down the best way it could, I met tons of new people this year, heck I met Elaine not even 2 weeks ago and we did something I've wanted to do all summer, meet somebody really randomly and do something that I wouldn't normally do with somebody I just met.
I also went Downtown with Ben, Nick, Elaine, Savannah, Josh, Josh & Sauloman, we had a lot of fun there.. doing random things.
That, is when it really hit me, the realization of Summer coming to an end, that we only had 6 days free left.. until School went back in, trying to figure out everything I could possibly do to make the last 6 days of Summer as fun as possible and I've realized that even if I don't have the funnest Summer of my life this year, I still have many more years to go and with friends there's still the weekends we can hangout all night or go swimming at midnight and do what not, it's not just about Summer, even if Summer is the time to do whatever you want, whenever..

So, as I end this post, I'd like to remember all the fun things I did and enjoy them, I loved this Summer so much and that's what really counts, so as I continue to hangout with friends whenever I get the chance, opposed to every/every other day, I'll just continue to remember it's about having friends and having fun.

Until next time, hopefully I'll throw up a Summer Update #6 before Fall hits.
Later!
_Jason

Knoxville Skatepark Update. with pictures.

tensi — 2007-08-16T11:08:11-05:00

Read all the latest news on http://knoxvilleskatepark.com
they broke ground and Wally Hollyday is getting this stuff done, they plan on having it finished around Thanksgiving to Christmas, which either one is better than no time

I'm getting tired of doing everything..

tensi — 2007-09-09T04:09:12-05:00

I can't remember what Josh has done around the house besides mow, Friday morning.

I've been doing all the chores, yet my mom lets Josh go run off with Sarah or have her come over and visit, he left around 2AM to go on a bike ride and he's still out.
there's no way in hell I would be doing that, in fact to go bike riding in the day, I would have to do chores all day before being able to go.

I'm getting tired of Josh getting to do whatever he wants without doing chores, yet if I were to not do chores, I would be told I couldn't, not even if I acted mad or sad.
then Josh goes on to tell me how annoying my mom is....

Music

tensi — 2007-09-13T12:09:44-05:00

saves my life.

so May the living be dead, in our wake.

tensi — 2007-09-13T08:09:44-05:00

the same thing that can make you feel so depressed and yet love life at the same time, is possibly my number one love, I don't know what I would do without music..

for any feelings you have, there's a musical artist that can fill that hate, love, joy or drug consumption. no matter what the music is, there will always be something that can make almost anything better..

WeekEND

tensi — 2007-09-16T05:09:10-05:00

hopefully everybody else had a good weekend, I know mine was pretty decent.

Friday, I went to a football game Friday that sucked, which might be kind of lame, but I found the band to be the best part, I don't know what song it was but it was pretty amazing, after that I spent the rest of my night hanging out with Micah and Savannah, which was alright, except the fact Savannah expected me to entertain everybody the whole night. then I worked out that night before heading to bed.

Saturday, I did some cleaning around the house as usual, then went with John to the mall then Rugged Wearhouse, which has a lot of cool jackets right now. after that we came home did more chores and played some Wii. around 8:30 we went to Bent Fork Bike Fest, Rail Jam, which is a wake boarding competition about rail grinding, best run wins $5000. it was pretty cool and freezing cold, I brought a jacket, but it's not that thick, I should have just worn a hoodie.

Sunday(today), We're going to get paint to start painting the house, which I don't look forward to doing at all, it pretty much means, I won't be doing anything all week, until next weekend, which is when the Interpol concert takes place, Sept 22nd. which should be lots of fun. I should probably workout again tonight..

until next time,
Later!

I'm feeling kind of confused

tensi — 2007-09-24T05:09:32-05:00

I found out something today, that could completely change one of my friendships..

not in a good way either.
I'm trying to figure out how I should go about this.

however, I'm making a t-shirt right now, I hope to have it almost or completely done before I go to sleep. I don't feel like doing stuff around the house tomorrow, I'd rather just hangout with friends.

Job interview..

tensi — 2007-10-02T05:10:32-05:00

I'm going in for a job interview at MOE's around 2pm.

I'll post more after the Of Montreal concert tonight.. but for now, I need to get as much sleep as possible.

New Direction..

tensi — 2007-10-03T04:10:11-05:00

Today, I feel as if my life is turning in a new direction, I got a job at MOEs today, I realized I won't have all the time in the world to sit around and do nothing, which is good, but I also realized it's going to change stuff around the house, like house chores, I'm not going to be able to dedicate 10 hours of work at the house for no reason.

later tonight, I went to the Of Montreal concert here and I was feeling regret of getting a job, because it would change me having free time.. although after Of Montreal got on stage, I pretty much had forgotten about that and just danced like I was crazy, to the music, in fact tons of people stared at me like I was crazy, but I realized they were the ones being no fun, for standing around doing nothing, I enjoyed that moment in time, whereas some people think they got full enjoyment out of it.. I danced so ridiculously, that I have bruises on my legs from hitting the row of seats in front of me.
after the concert, walking the streets of downtown waiting to be picked up, I started to realize, life doesn't continue with your parent(s) involved in them the whole time, being able to pay for things and always help you out, there comes a time when you have to get a job, a time where you have decide what you're going to do and it's all a part of growing up, which I'm only starting to experience and there's going to be plenty more of these situations in life. I decided I was pretty happy about the job and I'm actually looking forward to it, although I don't start until next week so I have half a week to mess around.

even though, I feel like my life is heading in a new direction.. it started heading in a different direction years ago, I'm just picking up on it and realizing it once again. I'm also considering joining Rejoice Choir at Cedar Springs Presbyterian Church, it really depends if I can get Sundays off like I'm hoping.
here it is, 4:04am and I've only typed half of what I planned on saying, but I ended up explaining a lot more than I thought I would.

to break it down from here, I just want to say, I think things are going to be great having a job and hopefully joining choir, I feel like I'm getting a lot more social than I have been over the past 3 years and I plan on doubling that in the next year.
I know this probably doesn't seem like the usual random nonsense I post, but I feel it's necessary to actually use a blog for what it's meant for, although I still plan on doing the usual ridiculous stuff. there's only 23days until my birthday and yet I'm more excited about Halloween, does anybody find that odd?
I guess it's because I love Halloween, dressing up, all the ridiculous movies, friends and I love fall.. alright I'm really sidetracking now.. to end this now, I'll just post pictures of what I wore to the concert.

oh well, before it hits 5am I need as much sleep as possible, so I'm headed out.

until next time,
Later!

x.-

tensi — 2007-10-13T05:10:38-05:00

so, this is life..
constantly going, but always changing.

I'm rather happy, seeing as Halloween is this month, most likely my favorite of all holidays, plus my birthday is this month, so it's a good month either way you look at it.
I watched Murder Party last night, which is a Horror/Comedy movie that is definitely worth watching, it really picks up at the end, I plan on watching it at my birthday party and Halloween Party.

I feel I should say what my Halloween costume is, but I'm not 100% done with it, I need to go accessory hunting with a friend or family member, just to make sure I get everything, if I don't it really bites..
...oh yeah! greatest pun/hint ever.
the more I think about Halloween getting so close, the happier I get, I just can't wait for Oct 19th, that's the day The 101(DirecTV channel 101) starts up Halloweek which is when they change 'The 101' into a Halloween fest, Halloween movies 24/7 until November 1st.

.until next time,
Later!

job hunt!

tensi — 2007-10-15T12:10:22-05:00

so, apparently I didn't get the job at MOEs, but that's alright, I don't really care to work with food.
I am looking forward to job hunting after I turn 16, which is pretty soon.
these are the 4 places I'm considering:

Hot Topic
Pac Sun
Journeys
Old Navy

I already got an application for Pac Sun, but I'm starting to think I'd rather work at Hot Topic, but I'll just see how it goes.

until next time,
Later!

coffee + shampoo...

tensi — 2007-10-16T07:10:02-05:00

I had the random idea today, to mix coffee grounds with my shampoo bar.. well, more like scrub in and then rub in coffee grounds.
I must say, my hair smells quite lovely..

although, the only downside, is combing your hair for like 10 mintues straight, getting all the coffee out that didn't come out while washing.

I'm not encouraging anybody to do this or anything, I just thought I would let everyone know.

until next time,
Later!

get out!

tensi — 2007-10-18T12:10:02-05:00

and walk, the worlds coming to a horrendous end..

the best we can do is preserve it best we can.
there's two words I don't use often.

seriously, I recommend walking or bike riding, unless completely necessary, I say carpool.
you can just blow this off like every other thing you've read or you can take it into consideration, walking and bike rides are a lot of fun and a lot healthier than sitting in a car.
or if you really want to, you should look into an electric motorcycle/car.

and why do people find it so odd that I(and other vegetarians) eat eggs?
I mean, yeah they're weird in the first place, but it does require a male to have babies.. and as long as the hens are free roaming, it's not like animal cruelty.

4 days..

tensi — 2007-10-22T02:10:19-05:00

so, my birthday is in 4 days.
16 years old..
I don't know what to do.. besides party.

I've been wearing fangs for the past 3 days, I like them..
I don't know when I'll stop wearing them regularly.

Can we all hold hands? when we make new plans..

tensi — 2007-10-24T03:10:06-05:00

I just had one of the most real feeling dreams.. it started so happy and yet it ended somewhat saddening/weird, at least the scene it was set and my place of it, but it was interesting.

I wonder what dreams are trying to do exactly.. just projecting what's on our minds recently? our fears? our happiness?
I honestly have no clue, but they're nice.

until next time,
Later!

2. Not really, just checking

tensi — 2007-10-25T07:10:05-05:00

yeah, so I deleted that end part of my last post, because it was ridiculous..
love is, what it is, that is all.
'

I had so much fun last night, I almost lost sight in my left eye! yay sarcasm!
except, I did have fun.. that was no joke.
I got like 4 hours of sleep.. and my birthday party is tomorrow.. I need as much sleep as possible.

until next time,
Later!

3. it's come and gone, just to come again..

tensi — 2007-10-28T03:10:40-05:00

so, my birthday & party have come and gone once again, I had tons of fun and saw a lot of people, it was great.
now I have Halloween to look forward to, but sadly it only does the same thing, comes once a year and will pass..

I've had such a good week that I've completely forgotten about all the boring usual stuff I'll be doing after Halloween is over.. hopefully I'll hangout with people more often.
if I had my license I know I would, but I don't.. so it really sucks.

4. Happily continued..

tensi — 2007-10-31T12:10:45-05:00

besides the fact I feel really lightheaded & like I could be getting a cold, which I'm taking medicine for..
the past week has been awesome and I'm having tons of fun.
I'm throwing a Halloween Party tomorrow and it should be a lot of fun.. I still have to decorate though =\
I really should have gotten that done today, but I was getting and carving pumpkins with Hannah, Sarah and Mason.. which was definitely a lot more fun than decorating.

I need to go to sleep, but I got Guitar Hero 3 for my birthday and I've been playing it a lot! seeing as how I never owned any of the previous versions.. plus this GH3 for the Wii has Online, which I'm sure most of them do..
oh well, I really need head out!

until next time,
Later!

5. I never stop thinking & wondering

tensi — 2007-11-07T01:11:08-05:00

As soon as I start helping people or the world, let me know.

I feel like I just help pull things down or start them..
I need to go camp by myself for a few days, as soon as I get that opportunity, I'll take it.

until next time,
Later!

6. Job interview number two.

tensi — 2007-11-13T03:11:26-05:00

I just got a call from Old Navy about an hour and a half ago.

I have a job interview at 12:30 tomorrow, so I'll see if I get the job or not and then I can figure out what I'm doing the rest of this Holiday season, I plan on working it, even though I'd love to hangout with friends and just waste time, I'd also like to get a job to take up that time I do nothing whatsoever.

my hopes of getting a job are rather high, but if I don't get it I can always try elsewhere, I know it won't be the highlight of my life and I'll probably get bored of it eventually, but I like having my own money.

until next time scouts,
Later!

7. Job training

tensi — 2007-11-17T02:11:50-05:00

I got the job at Old Navy and I was in training today, with 3 other people.
tomorrow is my first day, which out of the 4 people in training, I'm the only one who goes in tomorrow, so this shall be fun.
and I'm scheduled to work Black Friday(23rd) from 2PM until 12AM(midnight)

so for my second day, that sounds exciting!
so very exciting, I hear it's going to be very, very.... very busy.

7. Black Friday

tensi — 2007-11-23T06:11:50-05:00

Good Morning Campers!
It's a lovely 6am, 36degeree weather morning and for some of you, you've already been awake for a few hours, possibly never even went to sleep after Thanksgiving day.
out in the madness of the crowds, going to get stuff on sale just to say, "I got that for half the price!" not really knowing why you bought it, but proud nonetheless.
however I, today am looking for a new mouse, mine is kind of screwed up and it would be lovely to have a new one.

hopefully all your Black Friday shopping goes well and you find stuff you actually need or want.

until next time,
Later!

8. Tonight, tonight toonii-iii-iigh...

tensi — 2007-11-28T02:11:55-05:00

today was my 3rd day of working and I still enjoy it, all of my co-workers are really nice and friendly, which is super awesome, I've heard from friends of some people that they('ve) work(ed) with and they aren't too friendly.

currently, I find my 15minute breaks.. kind of boring, it's more fun out on the floor/fitting rooms.
I'm really enjoying this week so far, except the past 2 days I've gotten a headache & I don't know why..

I probably need more sleep..
so
until next time,
Later!

9. what comes after 8?

tensi — 2007-12-03T04:12:36-05:00

"Where I am.."

"Where am I at?" ThePostalService

So, today..was Sunday, which meant Choir which was totally awesome & I think the song is coming together really well the small groups we break into afterwards are going pretty good I guess, I quit dance because.. it wasn't really what I was expecting at all, although the more I think about it, I don't know what I was expecting at all, I'm in art now, which seems pretty nice I have a feeling I'll stick with it, because I love making things, no matter how I feel, there's always something to be drawn/done. it's definitely nothing I'm great at, but it's fun.
after Choir I went with Hannah & AJ to pick up DRock and go bowling with Cheryl and Mason, which was totally awesome and fun & very hilariously inappropriate to some.. but iif we were left with our usual jokes, it just wouldn't be as terrifying to all the adults with children at the age of 4? possibly.. heck I even saw a girl who was probably 8 doing some rather suggestive dancing to rap music, I was kinda like.. ehh? now THAT is awkward.
afffter all our love and bowling we went to Little Bangkok which just happened to be closed and we totally missed out on mango rice, which sounds quite tasty to me.. there we just kinda stood around in the rain, talked, tossed a broken cellular phone, hugged the boys, hugged AJ shirtless.. and then we all headed out.

I don't know what's worse, the fact I decided to workout before going to sleep or realizing after I worked out, it was 4AM... or how many times I used, I, I'm, I'll & I've in this blog post.
oh well, thought I would just update people with my life.. oh! and work is going fantastically, I like everybody I work with, so that's a + and it's just a nice place.

Until next time,
Later!

does anybody read my blog anymore?

tensi — 2007-12-03T04:12:33-05:00

because I feel it's become a deserted place, where I just write a bunch of stuff about my life, that probably nobody is interested in.
which is possibly why when I wrote a bunch of ridiculous nonsense before, people would read it.

have I really just become a boring person and all I write is information that nobody really cares about?

American Falls, 1911 is the date which is said to be when it was taken.
thanks http://Snopes.com!

Direct link to Niagara falls picutres

9. 4 Years too long.

tensi — 2007-12-11T05:12:04-05:00

it's officially been 4 years since 2003, since that horrible morning on December 10th, all I remember is the feeling of never wanting to feel like that and just disbelief, I remember when they came in the room as we were all laying around trying to get sleep, in the most uncomfortable ways possible, to say that he was off of life support I remember looking at the clock and it was exactly 11AM. if life could have just stopped, if I could have gone back a year and relived it to fix everything that was unknown, fix everything that went wrong.. none of this would have happened.
but, as much as I asked for that to happen, it never has and never will.
I don't think I'll ever be able to have an honest happy December, at the age of 12 and 15 days until Christmas, how are you supposed to enjoy the holidays after the passing of your father.. it's quite impossible, the worst thing is that it happened.. which makes me wonder, does everything honestly happen for a reason? or do things just happen as life goes on?

December is by far one of the greatest months for most people, but it's the one month I could do without, the one month I wish never happened.
I've continued my life, with some of the most amazing memories, questions I wish I could've asked and stories.. my dad had the most awesome stories from his life, knowing that almost all of the stories were true, is what was so amazing, the only thing I hope for, is that in my life, I'll have some stories like he did, to tell..
the realization of him never coming back, was actually a year or two later.. I don't remember when it was, but I can remember it so well, it was one night while hanging out with Josh & Josh, we were in Wal-Mart and it just hit me and I felt so unreal in that moment.. I just couldn't believe that it hadn't hit me so hard since that morning.

Dad, I miss you, I love you, I'm pretty confused with life, I wish you were still here to help and go hiking, camping and all those fun things we used to do.
I can't wait to see you again, until then, I will wait, no matter how long it takes.
life hasn't been the same ever since, it's been missing the key part.
nobody deserves this, I would never wish something like this upon my enemy, sadly it's something that happens to some of the best people..

the one thing I learned from my father that I can relate to most, is that you have to enjoy life to the fullest, no matter what.
I believe that's one thing can do.

Until next time,
I'll be waiting for you,
wherever I am.

10. Christmas, 4 days until.

tensi — 2007-12-21T11:12:03-05:00

Christmas day is almost here and I've been working at Old Navy since the Sunday before Black Friday, which has been pretty great so far, but it's really taken away from the "Christmas Spirit" in my opinion because I'm busy working and not going places looking at lights going to Gatlinburg & Pigeon Forge, that kind of stuff we normally do.

but having money during the holiday season, is awesome I finally bought a pair of bluejeans from Hot Topic that fit without a belt, although I just realized last night that they're 26-30's when I needed a 32 length.. it's not bad though, it's only noticeable when I sit down.
although spending 31$ on a pair of pants seems a bit ridiculous in my opinion.. I don't feel so bad knowing it only took 5 hours to pay that off.. plus I've been picking up a couple of different peoples shifts over the past 2 weeks and I just got my check today, which really surprised me, I made like 70$ more than I thought I would..
my hours for this coming week... are crazy.

but, life's going awesome!
and I just saw Sweeney Todd last night with tons of people I love.

until next time,
Later!

11.A little child shall lead them..

tensi — 2007-12-26T04:12:18-05:00

'twas the night after Christmas..
and everything went grand.

I got a lot of cool things, I'll just list them and not go into much detail, seeing as how I haven't been able to do much.

Logitech MX Air mouse (which is charging right now)
Medal of Honor: Heroes 2
really soft sleep pants
Enemy Territory: Quake Wars (which I haven't installed yet)
Braun 5790 shaver
a wicked awesome pair of rastafarian Franky Morales wheels for my XSJADOs(inline skates)
Kizer Demetrious Suspension frames also for my xsjados, both in the shipping process though, because the frames won't be released until January 15th.

hopefully all of you had as great Christmas as I did, I know I had a gay old time.

until next time,
Later~!

12. I can't fucking stand it, when you're around!

tensi — 2007-12-29T02:12:05-05:00

I seem to think that lately these feelings are somewhat because of pressure and that I'm not fully aware of what I'm getting into..
but at the same time I like it.
I don't know who you are, I barely know anything about you, your thoughts, opinions, likes, dislikes, feelings and such forth.

but you, I love you, I know and get along with you so well, but I can't do more than be your friend. I would never want for anything to go wrong.. I just hope I find this in somebody else, without the pressure and unknowing.
maybe one day, but at this current point in time.. I just reminded myself how bad of a situation I put myself in, with 2 or 3 possible ways to get out, but I don't like any of them.

I hope to have as much fun with you, as I can, for as long as possible.

fin.

13.A long road ahead..

tensi — 2008-01-02T04:01:18-05:00

for my 13th numbered post(even if I do have duplicates of other) of how life is going, it's divided into 2 sections, solely based on New Years Eve and New Years day. neither day did I take a single picture, which is horrible because I always take pictures on New Years eve and day.

2007-Monday, December 31st.
I don't remember much about waking up, just Chris calling me and coming over, I started taking a shower around 5pm Hannah & Savannah showed up and I finished getting my stuff together for the night/day ahead of me, from my house we went to wal-mart to get party supplies but they were out of giant air horns, Cheryl met up with us and we went to Party City and they didn't have any either, but we did end up getting stuff there, then to the Baker's to regroup then head downtown after using some party supplies before midnight. downtown was alright, but nobody really cared to pay for anything and it was freezing cold, I think we had a lot more fun sitting on rocks than walking around looking for stuff to do, after that it was time to head to the Sea's which we were only there for a little while, but it was really fun, I wish we could have stayed longer but Hannah reallly wanted to get home.
so we get back t-minus 10seconds until midnight and I pretty much screamed my lungs out and ran through everybody screaming with Erick and getting beaten after that listened to music before getting on their computer and playing Bohemian Rhapsody, which like 10 of us got together and sang, so freakin' awesome! then from there the night consist of hanging with everybody around the fire sitting on people, running to Wal-Mart again watching movies(Knocked up and Superbad) and trying to sleep.. getting around 2 hours of sleep, it was such a freakin' awesome night.

2008-Tuesday, January 1st.
sometime Tuesday morning, I woke up and continued talking with everybody and listened to some ridiculously hilarious conversations taking place in the other room, going back and forth for a while before getting up and playing Rock Band with Erick, AJ, Corey and somebody else...

(more to come, I must leave for work however)

14. Life is falling right back in to place..

tensi — 2008-01-13T12:01:56-05:00

now with the Holidays past and gone, done with, vanished, ka-gone!

I'm back to my life, although I'm keeping my job at Old Navy, so it's pretty awesome, starting the year off with a love and tons of friends, it's quite possibly the best start to any year.

I've got a job, I'm making money, I spend money on clothes like a model, I'm also realizing I don't make the amount of money they do.
I bought a pair of pants, a shirt, a polo and a sweater today, coincidentally Sarah found me a pair of jeans while at Rugged Wearhouse(which are super rad I may add) with my family and my mother found a shirt for me, so I've got clothes like crazy now.

until next time,
Later!

15. Will I ever find happiness in the end?

tensi — 2008-01-14T02:01:53-05:00

when I started to write this blog, about 3 hours ago, I was going to end on a somewhat happy-ish note.. but now, I feel I've only lost myself even more..

Sunday went superb.. it went as planned, until tonight after eating at The Pearl (The Knoxville Pearl).
nothing horrible happened or anything, I'm just pretty sure it's meant to a friendship, like all the others, except I didn't really want it to be, so my original plan was to just walk home, but that would've taken at least 3 hours, but I decided to get 4 shots of espresso just to wake me up and realize what the hell I was doing.. then after we left we stopped by Starbucks and it started going downhill, then on the way home I've said a lot more than I could ever see myself telling somebody about what I've done, it went alright, but I came out so-so, a little happier than before, then came some really bad news and I had completely forgotten about my situation, until I got a text, which really just makes me feel like a horrible person.

fuck

next time.. I'll still be alive, next time I'll probably be doing dandy, but I think some friendships should just be, unless both people think different.
so until then..
later

16. Is this love, is this love that I'm feelin'?

tensi — 2008-01-28T04:01:23-05:00

I spend my week working like crazy and usually when I get home I'm super tired and don't look forward to much, except for seeing you at the week end and almost guaranteed I'll see you Sunday at choir practice every week, makes my week so much better and gives me something to look forward to.
I hardly even get to hangout with people anymore as it is, so I try to see friends as often as possible, be it once a week or once every two weeks, but seeing you always makes me happy, holding, hugging, play fighting, making situations super awkward or whatever we do, it means a lot to me.

I think that could quite possibly be, what I believe it to.. and even though it may seem kind of lame that we never really talk over the phone but text like crazy, it's great... especially since I'm not really a person for words but more so actions.
Cheryl, you're super awesome!

and yes, I totally snagged that Subject from Bob Marley.
Until next time,
Later!

17. lately.. I've just been so-so

tensi — 2008-02-04T01:02:50-05:00

besides being sick, mentally I've been kinda so-so lately, I'm hoping it's just due to all the things going on right now, like my moms surgery, working constantly and being sick.
if not, then I need to figure out why, maybe it's because of where I'm headed in life, maybe it's because of something I want to say, but can't really find the right time or place to say it.
maybe... I don't know

I really need to get off of this whole numbered life blog post thing and post some randomness like I used to..
but I really hope whenever I get over this sickness I'll be happy again and ready for everything I originally planned and hoped for.

plus, I'm ready for Summer.. I had too much fun last year, I want to recreate that with all the people I love and the new friends I've made... because I can see it being super fun.

until next time,
Later!

GUITAR HERO!!!!.... Aerosmith Edition? what? (no not number IV)

tensi — 2008-02-21T03:02:25-05:00

Story: set for a June 30th Release, Guitar Hero: Aerosmith is the fifth installment of the game,(GH, II, Rocks The 80's & III)

(taken from IGN)
"Guitar Hero: Aerosmith puts players in the shoes of Perry (guitar), Whitford (guitar) and Hamilton (bass)as they rock out alongside frontman Tyler and drummer Kramer. Gamers experience Aerosmith's legendary career, from their first gig to becoming rock royalty. As players progress through the game, they can rock out to scores of Aerosmith's greatest hits, as well as songs from celebrated artists that the band has either performed with or has been inspired by in some way. Venues from historical moments during the band's illustrious career offer the experience of "sweet emotion" and further capture the essence of the band’s rise to fame."

Sure, we all love Aerosmith, great band, great songs.
but do they really have the potential?
one of they're Greatest hits CD has only 10 songs, I'm not down talking the band, I love Aerosmith, but I just honestly don't think it's worth $50(before tax).

$20-30, would be more convincing, nothing against the band, but I would rather buy a Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Grateful Dead or The Doors version of Guitar Hero, but even at that I would maybe consider paying 40 dollars max.

(Click bottom image to see Full)

Final Thoughts:
With one of their songs, Same Old Song and Dance already on GHIII, I don't see why they couldn't just have another single song on Guitar Hero IV(which yes, is confirmed and being made right now).
I believe it's just Activision Blizzard getting a little greedy.
Guitar Hero: Aerosmith is either:

For die hard Aerosmith Fans
For die hard Guitar Hero Fans
Another way for Activision to grab every little bit of money they can.

18. I know that Life blogs, are kind of lame..

tensi — 2008-03-30T11:03:43-05:00

but liking a friend is not a good thing..

it kind of sucks.

seriously.
until next time,
Later!

Windows Safari..

tensi — 2008-03-31T03:03:43-05:00

well, after checking out Axiotrons Apple ModBook, I checked out Macworld.com, which I would eventually find a post about Apple released Safari for Windows.

Safari being Mac computers default browse.
I'm downloading it right now and I'll give my thoughts on it later, but for now I'll go outside and absorb some sun.

'til then,
Later!

Art is...

tensi — 2008-05-04T02:05:17-05:00

Showbread was definitely correct when they said "Art is not the world"
if anything the world is a piece of art.

I ordered the Joshua S. Porter solo CD.
Artist - DIES
Album - Aesthetics of Violence

it's an electronic/sound cd, with one acoustic song, that is very beautiful, I look forward to more solo albums.

school is almost out, which is the official beginning of Summer in my book.

until next time,
Later.
Der Vegetarier,
Jason.

I'm hoping with chance you might take this dance.

tensi — 2008-05-09T10:05:51-05:00

just a fair warning, this is another one of those, non-humorous blogs about my life.

Today, Friday, May 9th is intended to be an awesome day, there's a "laid back" version of prom that Master's Monday Coop school is having tonight, but I wasn't thinking about it too much, I forgot to ask off for work, so here I am in need of getting work off, I'm scheduled for 6-10 the dance goes from 7-12, nobody will cover for me and I don't want to call out, because I know it's really annoying when people call out and it's not good for me.
so! I'm going to call in and ask if I can work an earlier shift or take somebody's if anybody calls out.
I pray to the Lord that this will work.

this will be 3rd prom... type thing, which is pretty awesome for only being my Sophomore year, but I love it! I love dances, I would go to one a month if I got the dance... hah.. I meant to type 'the chance'.

hopefully all you fellow Mindsayers are doing good and having fun.
public school gets out in one week here, so that means the beginning of staying up all night, going out, tons of sleepovers.

until next time,
Jason.

It was so beautiful, reminded me of the ocean.. the sea, the sky...

tensi — 2008-07-06T06:07:54-05:00

However, since that point in time I've yet to feel anything toward or for anybody, I've been going around having tons of people asking if I like certain girls.. but the complete honest truth is, I haven't met but one girl recently that I feel somewhat happy to be around... but the fact that she lives so far away, I mean.. seriously, just screws my plans up a lot, I've talked to her for like, the past two years or so.. but I don't really see anything happening.

As for everybody else goes, I think it's just that people in Knoxville have started to disgust me and make me hate everything about it, lately I feel like I've been stabbed in the back so many times so often, that I can't tell people anything, without fearing that it will spread to 10 other people, I have no intentions of hurting people and I definitely have some secrets that I feel some people should know, but not everybody..

sometimes I wish I had that love feeling again, but most of the time I realize that it's more of a hurt in the end, because apparently I'm a fuck up, somebody who seems worth it at first, but later on isn't, maybe it's because I'm somewhat afraid to get into anything too deep, anything that makes me feel dedicated to another person, even though I love it so much.. I guess you could say I love everything but love itself...

I've also noticed a lot lately that people are unfriendly, unkind, unwilling, unloving.. they're so self centered, that they can't even care for another person and I know lately I've held some grudges, but it's only when somebody does something completely uncalled for...

I bought Dracula and Vampire Stories, at Borders I asked my mom if we owned Dracula and she said no, then she also added, "Who's gotten you into that?, you're supposed to be the Christian kid in the family", which struck me really weirdly, seeing as how I seem to be the only person in my family interested in Christ or Christianity in general right now, so apparently me being a Christian automatically turns me away from Fiction novels? it automatically makes me hate anything dark? it honestly makes no sense.. then later on she told me that it was "really gruesome"... seriously? I don't know what was going through her head, especially when she asked who got me into this.. I mean, I've always liked Vampires, I just never really expressed it, but last Halloween I finally did, which apparently meant that I couldn't be a free minded being.. and that it was somebody else that turned me to it.. and I've never really been sick or grossed out by violence or anything of that kind.. so I thought that was kind of interesting.

so.. for the time being, I'd just like to say that I'm trying to figure life out.
I'm also trying to figure out if I'm really just sick of relationships or if I just haven't found anybody that interests me.

until next time,
and I'm surprised I'm still alive,
Later!

Jason.

skin... skin, blood and bones.

tensi — 2008-08-14T05:08:36-05:00

muscles and groans, the only thing we're really attracted to...
are more muscles and bones. - music.

wow, it's been such a long time since I've posted.
more stupid life stuff has been happening, although there has been a bunch of fun stuff in there, most of it's been annoying, boring, "grah! I wanna kill myself", junk. - overview.

I thought I had completely cleared you out of my mind, until Tuesday morning, when I woke up and I had a really bad memory of you, I mean, for once, this time I was actually thinking of how strange it truly was.. not just how funny. oh well, whatever! you've given up on me and I'm left her wasting my time on what "could have been", because I suck like that. - relationship status.

that being said, I've given up on relationships, I'm kind of out of the whole, 'looking for a girlfriend' part of my life... in fact, I've kind of given up on girls, for now at least, they just like to take your muscles and bones, just to leave you with blood, skin and groans... well, at least the females of my interest, I always have to pick the frickin' weird ones, the ones that make people say "wtf?".
I think the next one needs to be one of those crazy Animal Activists, that'd be fun!
but more serious... I think I'm screwed as far as that stuff goes - thoughts on relationships.

I've been messing around on the guitar, trying to figure some stuff up, as some people know, I don't have any clue how to play the guitar! awesome, right? well, maybe not, but! I'm learning some stuff and going to work it into my already, super confusing... music... stuff... hopefully it'll workout well. if not I'll just learn how to play guitar and not worry about sound effects. - stuff that doesn't dump, screw you over and make you feel like crap afterward!!!(or months later)

Tonight(if it were still Wednesday night in the PM, I saw Smashing Pumpkins LIVE! at the Tennessee Theatre, which was SUPER FREAKIN' AWESOME! I love the show, it was about 2&1/2 hours long, but it was so much fun, I don't really know what to say, besides, I loved it and it was phenomenal! - Fun Life stuff.
I'm also looking forward to school, it should be fun; mostly because I'm learning German & Japanese... - Yeah... School!

I also realized during a 'Choir Retreat', that almost every night as I lay down to go to sleep, 85% of the time falling asleep I think of really sad or depressing things, which by the way, isn't really helpful when trying to sleep. I've realized that I've done this ever since I was about 8, which, if nobody else does the same, it REALLY SUCKS. other than that, the Lake House was fun and we did a bunch of stuff in the lake the next day, now I just gotta work on these thoughts before sleep, I usually try to replace all of these bad thoughts, with all of the people that I've liked, but they've totally blown me off, ignored it, straight up said infront of me that they aren't interested or like somebody else...- unFun Life stuff.

so, overall, life is pretty top notch and I... enjoy some of it! some of it makes me hate myself.
I hope everybody is doing good and having a good last few weeks of Summer!

until next time,
yeah, I still suck,
Later!

Jason.

Everytime I see you, I hate my life even more.

tensi — 2008-08-23T02:08:05-05:00

As of this point in time, I just feel really horrible.

and I feel so bad, that I've got a headache and my depth perception is really messed up, which in no way can be good.

ugh.. I love you so much..
but I don't think you truly understand.

Love, Blood& Bones,
Jason Der Vegetarier

Arguing about Christianity on the internet...

tensi — 2008-08-26T02:08:50-05:00

Major LAWLZ and a little

We're trying to delete illegal immigration, while we're allowing it and promot..

tensi — 2008-08-28T08:08:51-05:00

and promoting it at the same time.
~-Rant-~

We Americans(not all of us, of course), Love to complain about Mexican's coming into the States and taking our welfare, health care, medicare & so on.
we love to talk about ways to get rid of illegal immigration, we bad talk them so much, yet we(big corporations & companies) send our own, out into other countries to make twice as much as most of us can make here in the states.

We take people from East India(just an example), bring them into the U.S. give them all the free health care they need, even let them stay here, do as they please and get tons of help for free.
We have so many of our own people, in fact, we have too many people in the States who need health care, who need financial help, not because they've screwed themselves up, but because the government has, yet we're arguing about illegal immigration and inviting others into our country, while sending our own out.

America Land of the free*
in this land, nothing comes for free, unless you're foreign or rich, hell the rich even get tax-cuts and tax breaks.
and yes, I know not all foreigners get stuff for free and technically nothing is free, but when it comes down to it, a lot more things are.
we can't even drink, smoke, streak, riot, make our own decisions, etc... without the Government and law screwing us over telling us it's illegal... where's the freedom? I lack to see freedom.
even the Freedom of Speech, is slowly fading...
*some restrictions apply

this is the end of my post, but not the end of my posts to come.
I keep this short, because some peoples attention span is very short.

I have nothing against anyone, except the Law and Government.
decisions aren't easy, but making problems of things then turning them into huge issues, is bad.

Love, Blood & Bones,
Jason Der Vegetarier.

It has been so long...

tensi — 2008-11-28T03:11:33-05:00

since I've done anything on Mindsay.. so it's about time for an UPDATE!!!!!!

umm..
well, I'm really sleepy right now.

I'm also working like crazy now that the "Holidays" are upon us, so I've been prettttttty busy with that, while in between work and school, I've been working on my two music projects... they're both really fun and I hope to get some more accomplished before the year is over.
I've also found somebody that highly interests me... she's adorable and makes me soo happy, that it's quite impossible to explain.
I don't really know if she feels the same, I think she likes another guy, which is cool and I'll respect that.

buuuuut seriously, I think she's pretty freakin' rad.
ummmm
I truly hope that everyone has a great Holiday season and that you had a good Thanksgiving!

and...
I hope everyone is doing really well.

Love, Blood & Bones,
Jason.

I like to talk and just end at random points

tensi — 2008-11-30T12:11:07-05:00

I also like Architecture In Helsinki.

Give it everything you've got to give up...

tensi — 2008-11-30T11:11:30-05:00

I'm quite in love with Architecture in Helsinki.
I'm also learning that I have no idea of what an "average" or "normal" life is like.

Yay!
I think it's quite possibly best, to be looking at everything from the outsidǝ
Love, Blood & Bones,
Jason Dǝr Vegetariar

The smell of her hair, the look in her eyes...

tensi — 2008-12-04T01:12:49-05:00

... everything, so beautiful..

I find myself each day, looking forward to the weekends again..

it's something that has happened to me before, it's great.
but, does it mean the same thing?

who knows, hopefully all is well in the internet..
peace,
love, blood & bones,
Jason der Vegetariar

I don't know what do, about this dream and you...

tensi — 2008-12-07T11:12:02-05:00

we'll make this dream come true

I had a really fun Caturday, because.. pretty much from the time it started until just now(err pretty much) I had a ton of fun, with a bunch of fun people and fun things and fun food and yeah!

Eatin' sandwiches at a pizza place, ice skating (and not falling!), figuring out directions, record shoppin', listening to great music, dancing, Mouse Trap and movies... with like, three of my bestest friends and many other great people, was quite grand!
yay!

I love you friennz so much, John, Savannah and Stacey... even if you don't read this.. at least creepy internet people will know!

Love, blood & Bowns,
Jason Der VEGETarrriar

you lost life, we lost love, the world lost a great person...

tensi — 2008-12-15T02:12:43-05:00

Although December 10th is when my father passed away, it was more than likely a busy day for me as the Holidays mess with everything.

I somehow find it impossible that since 2003, I've gone living without you, I always imagined I would grow older with the rest of the family, get a wife, have kids and you would be there to tell everyone the stories as you always did, do the ridiculous and funny stuff we always did.

I imagined how great life would be after I grew up and entered adulthood...
I never imagined you being taken from this earth, from a place that loved you so much and a place you loved just as much, if not more.
I continue going on remembering the greatest 12 years of my life, as long as they may have seemed, they were the shortest years of my life, every year that goes by, feels like at least ten, it's still hard for me to believe that I was blessed with such a great father, while knowing some friends who don't have the same kind of love and fun with their dads.
it makes me terribly sad to think that one who loves life so much, can be taken away so fast, yet people who wish to not live, their lives are kept from ending.

if only they could see what they've been given or if it were as simple as trading life and death.
you made the biggest impact on my life, thoughts and opinions to this day, every time I think of you, though it may be sad, there's never a time I can't think of something hilarious that you/we did.

I love you, everyone that knew you, loves and misses you.

I hope to see you soon,

tensi — 2008-12-19T02:12:17-05:00

I'm finding myself back in that somewhat familiar feel, but it feels so much better and trustworthy.
although I have been fooled before..

But I've felt an indescribable happiness ever since I met you, if that is all, I'm very happy to have it.
either way, you give the best hugs, ever!
and I like you a lot.

L,B&B
Jason Der Vegetariar

"The radio station disappears

tensi — 2008-12-27T01:12:24-05:00

Music turning to thin air
The DJ was the last to leave
She had well conditioned hair,
was beautiful, but nothing really was there"
-Gorillaz

I'm beginning to suspect that my life is headed nowhere...
Although I thought I was working on getting somewhere, I'm still asking myself the same thing.

LBB,
JDV!

"Just for you here's a love song

tensi — 2008-12-28T12:12:32-05:00

Just for you here's a love song
And it makes me glad to say
It's been a lovely day
And it's okay"
-The Damned

the holidays are almost over, everything is almost back to normal.
I'm beginning to get a bunch of free time, which is not good.

"Put on your make up
I hope you're ready to fake it
You always look at it acting like you never have fun
And even when you do
You seem like you have to make it.

I think she wants me in bed
What should I say?
I keep looking at you asking the same question
What should I say?
Then I think about it..
Fuckin' no way!"

the things I put together at work.. based on semi-true events, scare me.

What did 2008 do to me?

tensi — 2009-01-04T02:01:19-05:00

In 2008, I learned some things, did things I'll never forget, things I'll never regret doing, I also met a bunch of cool people.

I'll do my best to try and start from the Beginning.
- I thought I had fallen in love and also felt the crushing of being ignored.
- I attended two proms, both of which were fun, Home school prom was definitely better though and another dance party after that.
- I went to New Orleans on Choir Tour and had the time of my life, best tied experience of my entire year.
- I went to Bonnaroo 2008, the other half of the tied best experience of the entire year, it was phenomenal.
- I slowly lost friends, for the best, too bad it was such a long stretched out mess.
- I thought I had come to some better understanding of God, but honestly, I'm the same way I was a year ago.
- I faced the devil himself in the face and stared in his eyes...
- I've come to the conclusion that I don't believe in Hell, because it was created by man. though I don't believe in a Hell, I still believe there is a right and wrong.
- I made more new friends!
- I saw Smashing Pumpkins live.
- I got into Vinyl records and love 'em to death.
- I saw Grand Buffet & Girl Talk live.
- I Attended the Hardin Valley dance, which was fun, but those people were ridiculously messy, but Monkey Lampshade really made it a party.
- I turned 17.
- I had an awesome Halloween Dance Party.
- I also had an awesome Thanksgiving with a bunch of friends.
- I worked like crazy during the Holidays.
- I ended 2008 on the worst possible mindset ever.

With eyes like silk...

tensi — 2009-01-04T03:01:56-05:00

A heart of gold and blood like milk.

though, the smoke weaved in her skin makes her what she has become.

Finding pictures of herself, she slowly remembered who she was and what she was made for, an idea, a creation, a machine, built to work, built to hunger for more
but there was not enough, there never is...

there was no room for love, but she tried her best to recreate what she saw in the movies...

You'll never leave me to prove a point or share the blame...

tensi — 2009-01-17T10:01:35-05:00

Lyrics from Flying Machines(originally The Attorneys).

I have come to say that I'm fucking done.
I spoke with a friend on a long car ride home last night and finally decided that it's just not worth it, I'm going to start and continue down this terrible idea of a new life.

guys, girls... I'm done with you
breathe your destruction into someone else,
I'm going to destroy my own fucking life without your goddamn help.

And this will be my closing speech

tensi — 2009-01-19T11:01:13-05:00

We must live in a world of free thinking religion, a world able to think for themselves and do as they want.

God told us all men would sin, we did and we still do, God told us what to do and we obey, God predicted what we would do and we do..
So how can we be convicted for a prediction?
We're only doing what we were expected to, which means we should do not what we are told, but to think for ourselves and do what is right.

We can't be so close minded and unable to think, we were built to think and live freely.

So as I leave you with that, some of the most simple words to be said, I want you to think, think for yourself and question yourself if you're comfortable with it, try and understand what you're doing and why you do it, figure out what you're believing or doing, don't just believe it because thousands of people do and last of all have a good life.

Jason Der Vegetariar

She's so cute, I don't know that she realizes it..

tensi — 2009-01-27T11:01:41-05:00

sadly not last weekend, but whatever.. I hate myself every time I say I won't, I do.. maybe this weekend? L<3ve Jason, Der Vegetariar.

oh... you've got so much to say..

tensi — 2009-02-14T01:02:09-05:00

she's 5'10, got lovin' like it's a sin.
obeys her parents and loves the world,
got good intentions and never means to cause harm,
continue respecting like you should and she'll squeeze you in her arms.

what a beautiful smile, such adorable charm, she'll make your heart shine for miles beyond.
giving me hope, belief and great friendship.
what else could I ask for?

I'm never happy for long...

tensi — 2009-03-14T11:03:29-05:00

because whenever I do good, I get screwed over..
whenever I do bad, I get screwed over..

I have no choice but to get hell either way.

I hate my life..
I hope everyone else is doing well

I came here to get down

tensi — 2009-03-26T07:03:28-05:00

and just to get down...

almost every night now I go to sleep, thinking about death and afterlife.
I mean they go hand-in-hand, if you believe in an afterlife.. which I really just don't know if I do, I believe it's possible, but if not, I'm still trying to figure out the point in living..

all I know, is music has been my only safety net.. the one thing that has kept me running, even during some of the worst times it's helped or at least temporarily helped me get through it.
I hope I never get tired of music, because that might be the end of my life support.
BB
LOVE
ON
OE
DS

For the lovely ladies.

tensi — 2009-04-03T04:04:55-05:00

As far as I can remember, my first best friend was a girl and second, because there really were not many kids in my neighborhood my age, so I was friends with the few I could be and could tolerate.

Which kind of explains why I tend to make more female friends and is probably the same reason I'm not huge on finding a girlfriend, because I assume one day I'll meet somebody that will be very special to me. All of my friends are very important to me, because they're what keep me moving and though I've liked some of them, I believe some of them think I may be leading them on because of how open, talkative and I'm a very hugging person I tend to hug all of my friends, guys and girls.

I love you all very much, some of you I've even said this to before and most of you know it's the love of a family and not me being really awkward(given that I have done it in an awkward way before).
I don't really know where I'm going with this at all... but, I enjoy my friends and I guess I'm just trying to say, "Don't freak out!" because I love life and people.

Love, blood & bones,
Jason.

I have what some people want, what some people wish for...

tensi — 2009-05-04T11:05:22-05:00

I have so many things to be thankful for... but I'm feeling as of lately that I'm not really using any of it.

I'm supposed to be the Bass Section Leader in my choir and I can't seem to find a good state of mind or pitch for that matter, recently I've been finding myself waiting for the other basses to sing so I can find my pitch or try to hit it. Which is terrible, because earlier this semester I was hitting almost everything with no problem.. I feel like I'm not dedicated enough or not giving it my all.

So from this point on, I'm giving it my all or walking away.
Even though I always talk about liking people and hating love.. I truly love, loving.
but women will be the death of me.
plus suicide, it's back on my mind... pretty crazy stuff, I guess I just need to talk to somebody about life.

I had to explain why I'm so ridiculous and happy when around people.. it's one of those "In the moment" things, I feel like because I only have one life, I might as well have as much fun as possible.. but I was not explaining it for myself, but for someone I know who I believe has the same outlook on life, because he's also been talking about suicide lately.. I just feel that while I am alive, that I should have as much fun as possible, but yet, there's not much of a point to live if I'm just going to die anyways, I mean, honestly I'll be gone forever... so what I do now, won't help me later.

overall, I feel like shit and want to be able to move on, without feeling useless.

Love, Blood & Bones..
Jason Der Vegetariar

I honestly just can't think of a subject..

tensi — 2009-05-24T02:05:29-05:00

I went to a party recently, that I assumed would be moderately fun or just a complete flop...

I had kind of anticipated playing some music at it as well, so I had about a 45minute mix that got cut short before it even started. Preppy Theater Farragut kids that have a "Rave", First of all, don't know how to have a Rave, sure raves usually consist of a few throw backs to 1999-2004, but when your entire party consists of three artists that have been around since then, it's officially old news.
Second, I've never really gotten along with people my own age... I'm not into that whole "Drama" creating process or following a trend, which is what seems to be popular in High School, which makes me glad I don't go to Public School(it's stupid as hell and everybody is fake as hell, plus it's a legal child prison)
Third... new music is necessary.. old music... gets old.. PLEASE LEARN HOW TO FIND NEW MUSIC THAT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE THE SAME THING WE JUST LISTENED TO... and when you host a party with CDs make sure not to repeat 4 songs like 6 times.. it gets stale and annoying.

bottom line, I'm never listening to people who fall in my Second reason for NEVER attending a party. I'll stick to parties that involve friends I enjoy.

and that was the saddest excuse of a rave, please... never call your party a rave, unless it falls under the actual category of a... rave, obviously. congratulations if you beat me to that

Summer 2009

tensi — 2009-09-08T04:09:07-05:00

was so spread out.. ridiculously boring at times.. but in the end, was probably the greatest thing I could have ever asked for.

I've come to a realization that life will always be like this, so unexpected, random, fun and hard.. at times unbearable. it won't ever be a perfect horizontal line, there will always be the ups and downs.

I'm pursuing God, hoping and praying that this will go well and I won't once again fall into unknowing, though it doesn't make everything perfect and easy, it's just a part of me that has never faded away. I feel like his spark finally ignited.
as far as my life goes, music and friends are still my core, plus new friends and music.. so wonderful!
I'm also expanding friendships, opening up & learning more about old friends. I've found a new love in film cameras, no I'm not a "photographer", I just enjoy it!

I'm realizing that I don't know what I want to do in life and that it's completely fine.
While also wanting to be a part of the world and help out, I want to start donating to charities and helping out in the community after I become a legal adult. (because it will be much easier)

Mindsay people, internet world and friends, I hope all is well with you.

Love, Blood & Bones,
Jason Der Vegetariar.

I'm still awkward around people

tensi — 2009-10-04T04:10:18-05:00

even after years and years of knowing people, I feel like I'm a terrible friend... it's just that every response I feel like I could have said something better.

plus I barely ever contact people... blehhhhhhhh

does anyone even read this?
if so, my apologies. checkout this neat band called Bowerbirds on a neat website called The Hype Machine.

much love dear children,
JaDV

I came here to get down and just to get down.

tensi — 2009-10-22T12:10:54-05:00

Girls, Guys, friends...

So it's been a while since my last update and this is going to be somewhat identical to a previous post (subject is also identical to another post)

I can quite honestly say, that I don't know what a relationship feels like, I can't say that I've ever really felt the need for one, wanted one, yes.. but never actually felt so greatly toward someone that I was like "wow, I really like this person, we're going to date" (yeah, amusing)
why? I have no clue, I've liked people, people have liked me, I've disliked people and people have returned the feelings.

fffriends, have always given me so much joy and happiness, that I feel that's one reason I don't really feel the need or want for anyone in particular. I just enjoy people so much!
I like having fun with friends and just being around them, hell even helping people out with problems or just doing nothing has brought me joy.

there are some people in particular that I like.. but I don't have any intentions of anything. I enjoy hugging and being with people, at this point I don't really want anything more.
So giving people fun or making people happy has always made me happy, I couldn't care less about owning expensive cars, housing and whatnot.

I apologize to anyone who has or does like me and I do not return the feelings.. I just don't meet the requirements of the everyday person.

I feel like a lot of the time I do a bad job of being a friend, but repeatedly people prove me wrong, though I still believe it.

My life goal, is to have as much fun with friends as possible and do what I can for other people.
mhmmm

LB&B,
JasonDerVegggetariar.

work work work..

tensi — 2009-10-23T12:10:29-05:00

So I've been working like crazy lately and Monday my register came out $200 short, which to this day I'm still trying to figure out. but in the end, it might just fall on me, I've been told that I won't be fired because they know I didn't steal it. but still I really just want to know where it ended up? I know I didn't accidentally hand someone $200 in change.

but that's been kinda weighing on my mind, keeping me a bit uneasy.

Halloween is approaching and I'm getting ready for my party next Saturday, I'll post pics and videos if I manage to take any. but I'm really excited, dressing up and everything Halloween related just fascinates me!

Lovvve,
Jason Der Vegetarrriar.

I'm officially 18

tensi — 2009-10-26T01:10:34-05:00

....I just can't wait to go outside

how much more shit can I take?

tensi — 2009-11-03T11:11:43-05:00

just because my mom has a bad day mentally, doesn't mean she has to be a bitch everyday.

I bust my ass almost everyday, physically and mentally, I do a ton of different types of physical and mental strain, but I don't bitch at everyone else for it.

I'm getting sick and tired of this, this so fucking familiar thing I've come to know as everyday life, I every once in a while feel a somewhat "normal" sense of life, but lately it's just looking forward to fun events and pushing aside all the bitching and constant hassle.
I've done some bad things, but I don't think I've done so much as to deserve this.

I need to get the fuck out of Tennessee.
I hate my life...

Music Visualizer

tensi — 2009-11-07T04:11:40-05:00

I don't know how many people actually use music visualizers.. like, just sit and watch them.

I know that personally every once in a while I just like to set up a playlist and sit back watching a music visualizer. it's pretty relaxing, though I could see a lot of people finding it quite ridiculous.

Ambient music or most anything electronic works pretty well. I'd recommend doing this if you ever get a chance, have some spare time, need to think things out or just want to try it.

hope all is well in the world.
dddd//-

The Haunting. (aka RRRant time)

tensi — 2009-11-14T04:11:41-05:00

I'll hardly ever understand mainstream music or why kids listen to it.
I'll never understand what about it makes people want to do what they do.

They hardly understand why I listen to and/or play the music I do.
They never understand why it makes me wanna get up and dance.

there, I've said it, I completely understand it's an opinion and what's "popular" type thing.
I just wanted to DJ a set that people enjoyed, some people did, which makes me happy...

I kind of wish I never was so free thinking, I wish that I was so oblivious and blind.
I wish that rap music entertained me, I wish that I had no personality... I wish I was serious.

I'm so tired of being an individual, that's one thing I can seriously say..
I'm tired of people lying to me, I'm tired of people not wanting to hurt my feelings.

There's a girl somewhere out there for me... but I can't accept that it will be forever before I find her, I truly hate the loneliness, but I don't want to be with someone I don't like.

I feel like I was a complete ass to all my friends tonight, but it was only me being tired and frustrated.. I've never wanted to be so badly rejected for one of the things I love most.

thanks for reading.. I have work in the tomorrow..
I hope you are doing so well, if you are or if you're not, let's talk.
I want to rhyme that with walk
qpdbqpdbqp
til next time, pleasant journeys!

.08 Dismantling the future and love of another

tensi — 2009-11-15T02:11:19-05:00

I feel like lately I've been a downright no good, stupid jerkface to people.

it seems as if I've been analyzing my friends a lot lately, which is stupid. I've never let small things bother me... but when I bring it up in conversation it seems like something waaay bigger than I think it is.

I think from this point on I'm going to keep my mouth shut!

I just want to have fun..

tensi — 2009-11-18T10:11:49-05:00

oh oh, I just want to have fun.

I feel like lately I've just been looking back at a fun life I once had...
As if I were a moderator/spectator just looking at life.. I need to start doing fun things again.

who's up for some fun!!?

There's a fire in the sea

tensi — 2009-11-20T12:11:10-05:00

I think I come here to rant and talk because anytime I try to elsewhere I tend to give the wrong impression and constantly get the wrong response..

I'm not here for pity or any of that shit, I'm just here to speak my mind.

'I hope the last time I see you, you'll be trying to pry open the lid and it won't budge and if it does all I can see is your fingers'<

Get well soon Carl.

tensi — 2009-12-04T04:12:07-05:00

I can't even explain how, when at my best or worst The Mountain Goat's album We Shall All Be Healed, has the most depressing uplifting songs..yet, while I can only feel like this album is about somebody who's been through mass amounts of horrible things. my life isn't bad at all and I'm pretty damn thankful.

oh have at your Holidays!

What have I become?

tensi — 2009-12-11T03:12:51-05:00

everyone has been telling me how mean I've become recently...

I honestly feel the same, when did I become such an asshole without realizing it?

or possibly my sarcasm has become so overwhelming that it's just pissing people off..

I'm sorry my lifestyle doesn't fit in a category of stableness.

there's a hole in my pocket...

tensi — 2009-12-20T03:12:01-05:00

you rush to every location, breaking down barriers, cleaning out your wallet, swiping your card to devour your bank account, to reach your ending destination.

what is all this for?
the thanking of a friend or expecting more than you deserve?

I don't know what Christmas is anymore.. I've lost that warm happy feeling.
but I do love giving, whether it be a favor, bought or labor, making someone smile gives me the most overwhelming amount of happiness..
___________________________________________
I know what Christmas is about, but I don't feel the same.
maybe it's a good thing? giving everyone your everything
all the time.. not making up for past mistakes or heartbreaks.

whether you're religious or not, I'd just say to be happy and
thankful for everything, don't let the grumpy holiday people
get to you.

and please, respect store employees... being angry at us isn't
going to make something magically appear, sadly =/

she's back in town...

tensi — 2009-12-22T12:12:38-05:00

the girl I once enjoyed so much.. couldn't help but be together as much.

the girl that at one point in time wouldn't even speak to me..

I couldn't help but notice how strongly she kept looking at me, from across the restaurant, then she asked "do I get a hug?"
I feel as if I'm in an episode of the Twilight Zone, where things I want to happen... actually do.

Also, I feel like I should be able to completely cut these feelings off.. does she still really like me? am I just that conceited? does she enjoying play games with people?
oh how life & women are such a puzzle..

oh Lord, what a mess I'm in.

"What else would you do, walk home?"

tensi — 2009-12-29T02:12:19-05:00

when you take one of my favorite forms of transportation and make a joke out of it.. you can expect me to be pissed.

I'm feeling like I hang out with all the wrong people..

I wonder if I'm a Christian because I am or because of how low my life is, because I notice that some people who don't have much are Christians just to feel better.

I wasn't born into a family that had money, my dad a few years before he died started making some decent money, but hell he had a family to support. he found most of his happiness in people, family and earth.

but I know there were things like our boat that he loved.

my family acquired money after his passing, which though illy spent in places, mostly went to living situations.

I didn't get a car at 16, I didn't get my permit at 15, I don't have a car and I still don't have a license.

I'm glad that life is so unfair and you ended up with a brand fucking new car or that your family has enough vehicles to basically call one your own.

or that all the money you make at your job doesn't go to living, or that you're not afraid to go to college,not because you're scared, but because you know your mom isn't making enough money alone to support the family and even with scholarships and grant money you wouldn't be much help.

while you enjoy your luxury, I'll enjoy my one, two or three hour walks home, through the coldest of nights or hottest of days.

I feel out of place with you friends.. I feel like you're much too good. I can't help but feel like shit when I hang around my friends..

.09 Ending a good long conversation with something really stupid..

tensi — 2009-12-30T11:12:03-05:00

Arms around your hips... laying on beautiful green grass, by the lake.. fingers sliding down your lips..
oh you smell so wonderful, your personality and body match
if I could be completely unbias, I'd still say you're the best catch.

staying up all night, keep you smile wide, stay beautiful girls, one day you'll be a most delightful bride.

Dear world..

tensi — 2009-12-31T06:12:27-05:00

May your days be great and 2010, treat you with more love and respect than any other..

update: I also plan to post more stuff unrelated to myself, like music, movies, art, etc..

Christmas is over and I still hear Sleigh Bells...

tensi — 2010-01-06T03:01:32-05:00

If you didn't expect something related to actual sleigh bells, congratulations, you're a winner.

Those expecting actual sleigh bells... you too are a winner, just because I said so.

Coming alllll the way from this country called North America, Brooklyn New York to be STATE SPECIFIC, is a lovely band called Sleigh Bells, they basically take some instruments, crank it up and make sure there's more than enough reverb and feedback to bust the EQs, they're beautiful to the ears and eyes.

guy girl duo, sexy sex sexy.

If ya like 'em keep an eye out, they're releasing an EP later this year.

if you want more http://www.myspace.com/sleighbellsmusic, visit their MySpace. I Highly recommend A/B Machines, Crown On The Ground and Infinity Guitar, for those just starting to listen to them.

oh dear a blog that's not selfish!

MLog +++ 0.002

tensi — 2010-01-14T03:01:37-05:00

here comes a band from Montreal, Quebec CANADIA~!

Tonstartssbandht

you might think that it's the worst band name ever.. and it may be pretty bizarre, but this band is much more than a name to me, one of my ∫Best new finds of 2009.

this band has released a few CDs and a couple Casette tapes.

http://www.myspace.com/tonstartssbandht

I recommend listening to a bit of everything, they cover so many styles, my personal favorite is Black Country, which they sample Big Country's - In a big country.

Music/Random news blog is up!

tensi — 2010-01-18T10:01:59-05:00

http://PandaBearHugs.Mindsay.com

it's up now, themed and simple, I'm still working on it!

stay beautiful ;D

in the wrong loops...

tensi — 2010-02-04T03:02:49-05:00

So as of recent, I'm realizing that a large percentage of my friends are more likely to hangout and talk with my brother than myself. also, everyone thinks I'm out to correct them, which is pretty messed up, being somebody who doesn't know shit.

I guess I should start being an asshole to everyone. it seems to get my brother and his friends, more friends.

I feel pretty fucked up right now and I'm not on any medicine, drugs, etc..
life sucks, again. I'm boring, people don't give a shit. I don't fit in any categories because I'm much too careless and would rather be able to talk to everyone, which apparently just isn't good enough.

maybe I'm over analyzing this? maybe people are ignoring me for my own good? maybe people love me so much, that they know what's best for me?

oh I was going to say, before I started ranting.
For someone who's interested in something that involves using loops, I sure don't seem to fit in the flow of any.
fuck society.